It's over.
I should honestly just kill myself at this point. (Pretty easily reversible thing) happened to my body, I'll never pass as a cis and I'll be clocky forever.
Taking estrogen/testosterone is the only way to transition medically, (/uj it's not, there's other things that give similar effects) and taking them won't remove (easily reversible change) instantly, so it's over, I'm done.
I took one pill and didn't immediately wake up in my ideal body.
No I will not put any more research into transitioning, it's so over, I'm just gonna give up.
*insert rant about how they deserve to be assualted, I don't know why it's so common, oh my god.*
If you're reading this I'm either dead or passed out from blood loss.