Will I ever?
Will I ever talk to you? No I'm too scared. I'm too scared of going through the same bullshit again I've gone again and again. School starts in 2 weeks, and I know it's your last year because you're 2 grades above me, but I just don't have the balls to do it. We never spoke in our entire lifes and probably never will. And my best friend's GF was friends with you, and I should've took the opportunity but now it's too late because she's gone to college and has graduated. And do I regret not taking those opportunities? Yes I regret it a little. Will I regret not talking to you when you're gone next year? I probably will, and I will probably regret it for years and years. But I'm just too scared. I'm to scared to do it. And I don't even think I'll ever get any opportunities again, because we have a 2 years age gap, even if I think that a 2 age year gap is not a problem. But what ever happens, even if I think we'll never speak to each other, I'll always remember that time you looked at me in the eyes and smiled, and I'll probably remember it for at least a decade if not more, because I haven't got that from anyone let alone a girl in years. And on a side note, your probably have one of the prettiest smile I've ever seen, and you're probably one of the prettiest girl I've ever seen.
P.S: I don't know if I would call it a crush because I have never interacted with her.