Looking for more "existential/self-reflective" emo like The Hotelier
In other words, not "relationship grief" or "loneliness as a core fear" lyrics. Not shitting on that type of emo at all either, there's a time and place for it.
In other words, not "relationship grief" or "loneliness as a core fear" lyrics. Not shitting on that type of emo at all either, there's a time and place for it.
My wife and I just landed back home yesterday and were thinking how crazy it would be to come home from the airport and immediately drive to the woods and go hiking.
When I first went to my doctor and explained my symptoms, which correlated with insomnia, depression, and generalized anxiety she decided trazodone was the best fit.
She prescribed a 50mg dose and the first night I took it I was amazed at how easily I went to sleep. I definitely woke up groggy in the morning, but as I went on about my day I was pleasantly surprised at how my generalized anxiety went away. However, later in the day I I found that I had weird muscle soreness that felt like post-workout soreness even though I didn't exercise. Freaked out about that I waited another 3 days before trying it again. Again, it helped me sleep, but the next day as I layed down to sleep my wife noticed my heart was racing.
I just decided this medicine isn't working for me and we went on to try a host of different medications like SSRIs and NDRIs. Nothing worked.
I don't know, it seems like trazodone was the only one that really worked. And I'm especially sensitive or medicine compared to most people, so while 50mg might be a low dose to some, it's a high dose to me. I'm thinking of trying again at 12.5mg and seeing how that goes. Has anyone else pushed through the weird side effects or found it worked with them better at a super low dose?
*This is not medical advice. Please don't take this seriously. I am not a medical professional*
Mine:
While bupropion acts as a NDRI (and is factually a NDRI) in most people, it seems some people it acts more as a stimulant, and therefore can be used "as needed" rather than a "build up" kind of function in the body.
Related to this, I think Bupropion XL is overkill for some people, and is like drinking coffee in the morning, in the afternoon, and right before bed.
Takes a few seconds with a pin number. I wish the Nintendo Store could be this smooth.
So the doctor prescribed bupropion because I've tried all the SSRIs and my particular brand of depression is very "lack of vitality" based. Very little energy all day and brain fog. But at the same time I do have days where my depression becomes so annoying that I get irritated at myself, which turns into tension and stress in the body. It then turns into poor sleep, and the cycle repeats and so on.
What I'm wondering if there are people who have high stress depression who have found bupropion helpful? Or is it only helpful for those who have little no energy in the brain and body?
This is a side note, but it seems like the days of crossposting are gone.
For me, it's Pisces women. Every. Damn. Time. And the crazy thing is I don't even have any personal planets in Pisces. Only Jupiter. Wait...my venus is in Sagittarius which is ruled by... Oh.
Like for my generation (born 1987), we romanticized the 70's and 80's..the "coming of age" period of my parents. I see this pattern repeat over and over again. A part of me believes there is this subconscious desire to want to relate to your parents, even though that sounds lame.
Like for my generation (born 1987), we romanticized the 70's and 80's..the "coming of age" period of my parents. I see this pattern repeat over and over again. A part of me believes there is this subconscious desire to want to relate to your parents, even though that sounds lame.
So there is playlist generator prompt on Spotify called "Your music on this day" or something. It's supposed to look back through all the years you have been on Spotify and gather a playlist of songs that were played on this day (May 8, for example). Let me tell you, there were songs on that playlist that not only did I not play on May 8, but I have never heard them in my life.
Does anyone find this helpful? There has to be one person.
What I mean by that is NOT "The Climb", but something more like "Sweet Escape".
As I'm looking right now, it seems on the low end it's around $700 for two people on Christmas week. But I also know there is an ideal time to buy (not too far or too close in advance). Then of course with what's going on in Iran there is really no way to predict.
What are your top 5?
This is based on population stability (how often can you jump in and find enough people for a game at any time).
I was just thinking, for someone to have been in an abusive relationship...or even worse being an abuser and hearing this super popular song on the radio when it came out, what was that like? Like, that had to be the weirdest feeling.
Or think of this, an abuser and their abused partner driving in a car together and this song comes on. How surreal that must have been?
And of course an obligatory "fuck you" to anyone abusing other people.
I assume this is just a default setting now for subreddits? If I remember correctly, before moderators had to manually select not to allow crossposting.
I also assume crossposting is a thing of the past now?