u/BestBudgie

I recently found out I have vulval hypospadias and idk i wanna project it onto Akechi i guess lmao. I dont write very often so idk i probably won't do too good of a job but heres a little outline thing I did to try and at least get my idea blocked out. They ARE gonna fuck in this but it takes place post-Strikers so theyre both 18+

Meet back up in Leblanc a few years after Strikers, Akechi spent multiple years in the mental health resort, feels very bad and guilty about shooting Ren. Ren thought Akechi was dead.

The other phantom thieves can show up but they arent really involved, maybe Futaba is cause she lives Right There but idk everyone else is busy with college or whatever

Maybe something about the fact that Akechi killed Futaba's mom. Or maybe he just didnt. Idk.

Akechi is transmasc and intersex (vulval hypospadias) but doesnt know it. Ren may or may not be transfem. Transfem Ren is hella based but I also like the idea of him not being familiar with trans people and not knowing how exactly to navigate it at first

Ren works at Leblanc, Akechi is a NEET living off his money from being a detective, he feels too mentally ill to work

Ren pushes him to get a job, possibly at Leblanc? Idk

They fall in love yay yippee

Akechi either tells him he's trans near the start or he just kinda avoids intimacy until he feels like he has to tell Ren

They get intimate for the first time, its all great until Ren tries to finger Akechi and it just hurts

Also Akechi is incontinent and hates that he cant just wear boxers and has to use pads or period underwear. He feels embarassed and ashamed of his incontinence. Little pee pee boy lmao

Akechi binds and has not had top surgery

Akechi wants to bottom but it kinda feeds into his inferiority complex, which is then compounded by the fact that he cant even use his pussy

I have no idea if I want him to ever actually find out he has vulval hypospadias bc most people dont know they have it and idk how he'd even realistically find out. But also itd be cool for him to realize he's intersex so idk i just dont know

At some point they start doing anal bc Akechi's pussy dont work

Idk what else lmao idk how it ends

I had top surgery 3 to 4 years ago, and like... it feels so good when my girlfriend touches my scar (i just have one going all the way across, almost to my back, cause I had Big Titty Disease) and im just wondering if anyone else experienced this too? I thought scars were supposed to not have feeling in them tbh.

Some of the songs are more vibes-based than others lmao but swagever

Looking for any anime (or manga) about coping with sexual trauma, looking for some that treat it actually seriously and with respect and focus more on the aftermath and recovery, not looking for anything with just like... shocking rape scenes.

Theres a tumblr post i remember that was like "aquariums will have the most random fish on their ads like "come discover the long-toothed grouper" and its like hm... maybe I will"

Note: I'm pretty sure the fish in question was not actually a long-toothed grouper, thats just what my brain filled in the blanks with, but it was some other random fish that most people probably wouldnt find particularly exciting.

I'm asexual/fictosexual so I'm not sexually attracted to my girlfriend, I love her deeply but im just... not super into sex, I'll have it with her and its fun but I think she enjoys it way more than I do. Now my F/O on the other hand, I AM sexually attracted to, I think. She knows about him and even though she doesnt care about the VN he's from, she's offered to cosplay as a girl version of him for me. Now my issue is... i feel kind of guilty if it ends up that I'm only sexually attracted to my gf when she's in a costume pretending to be someone else. She doesnt care she just wants me to rail her any way i want. I just feel kind of weird and guilty though? Idk... what do y'all think about this

My F/O (Towa from Slow Damage) is the protag of whats kind of a dating Sim, so he has multiple love interests, plus I actually ship him with a non-love interest character, but like.... thats a different Towa. There's a different Towa for each love interest and the guy I ship him with, and my Towa is different too, theyre like different universes.

I consider myself hella monogamous both in my irl relationship and my ficto one, the idea of dating multiple people or my partner dating someone else gives me massive stress, though I consider my irl relationship and my ficto one to be different kinds of relationships, so it doesnt feel like im polyam by virtue of having an irl and a ficto relationship, if that makes sense.

Im not the typical poster child for pastel goth, the biggest factor being that im a fat hairy man... or at least half-man, im also half-woman, the thing is I dont want people to see me in pastel goth and have everyone assume im just a woman, right now im pretty androgynous and get a random mix of sirs and ma'ams by people, and I also dont want people to get like... creeped out by me?

Im not afraid of dressing more fem, though I usually lean towards a masc presentation, i just... want people to still see me as a man even if I dress in pastel goth clothes and accessories. My current plan is to not wear anything thats frilly or like a skirt/dress, i want to wear button-ups and pants and more gender-neutral accessories... the only thing is i wanna wear hairclips and most men simply do not do that lol

I'm looking for pastel goth T-shirts on Etsy but it feels like I have to question every shirt I find. Does anyone know of any artists, either on Etsy or their own website, that make cute shirts without AI images?

This is just for fun, but since so many cats are named after their disabilities or differences, I named my warriorsona "Twistedlegs" because I have HSD, which causes me to be knock-kneed, so I imagine as a warrior cat I'd also have bad legs. I think I'd be a Riverclan cat who just sits and waits for fish to pass by, as i cant walk or stand for very long, and certainly cant run. That is, if I'm not forced to be a medicine cat lmao.

So, if you were named after your disability, what would your name be? This can be physical disabilities, chronic illnesses, neurodivergencies, mental illnessess, etc. And how would your life as a warrior be? Tell me about your warriorsona

I saw an ad for a company that makes custom coloring books based off your pictures, but it looked to be AI so I'm just wondering... do any of you know of any actual artists who make coloring books or even just pages based off your photos? I understand it'll be more expensive than the AI ones but thats the price you pay for human talent.