He was living in a basement and wary of all non-analog technology and worried about privacy. How was he all of a sudden okay with (and using), all the high tech of being on the team?! 🤔
Anyone else feel like her being gone was high key a relief?
Like it definitely sucked because she was Steve's mom and all. But like...she was always causing some needlessly dramatic shit or other. 🤔
(I love beach city crime shows like Hawaii 5-0 and Dexter) Looking for SD vibes
You and I would talk about everything. You made the world interesting and magical and full of infinite possibility. Sunshine only ever existed because of you.
We would say that we are all ourselves, everyone, and no one, all at the same time. Sharing experience and existing as human simply to feel the variety of the physical body and a physical world.
I think whatever life force or energy that people believe is the entity of a creator–consciousness itself–was bored with only existing with the intangible and infinite potential to create. Infinite intelligence.
And choosing to limit ourselves to the confines of biological experience, we end up living in paradox.
Maybe we are all here to experience a universe without feeling as lonely, or as bored.
Being everything and nothing, simply so we could have someone to love: our self through others.
And even knowing this, knowing that we existed simply to share in beautiful relationship with each other.
The attachment and grief never truly go away. Losing you, losing everything in this world, even though I know we are infinite, never gives reprieve.
It’s the paradoxical joy and agony of our human plight. We can be miserable as deeply as we can be joyful.
And even though it’s an unbearable pain to live through the loss, I would choose to do it all again if it meant experiencing being your daughter through this adventure one more time.
Thomas in Downton Abbey did it for me ☺️
Every conversation I've had lately has ended up being about some type of pro AI propaganda about "value add". 🙄
Please share your actually cool human accomplishments. I need to hear people are still creative and inventive lol
Favorite thing is exploring on our terms, so we always rent a car at the airport and keep it for the 2-3 weeks we are on vacation.
One trip we started in UK, rented a car in France, Switzerland, Italy, and Germany (also drove through Austria in the middle of the night, but didn't see anything so it doesn't count as having been there lol)
Next trip we drove Spain and Portugal.
This year, we would like to see Austria and more of Germany. And possibly *2* more countries. We have usa travel docs. The trip will be 3 weeks long between October and November. Suggestions?
I don't like change.
This feeling in my body, the knowingness that big change is impending---it feels like certain death in my body, I can feel this organism's dread for its own end.
Intellectually I know the experience I'm going through isn't actual, physical death. But if *feels* that way in the body.😅
I'm watching Blacklist right now, and this just occurred to me 🤣
Remember when you were here?
You and I would talk about everything. You made the world interesting and magical and full of infinite possibility. Sunshine only ever existed because of you.
We would say that we are all ourselves, everyone, and no one, all at the same time. Sharing experience and existing as human simply to feel the variety of the physical body and a physical world.
I think whatever life force or energy that people believe is the entity of a creator--consciousness itself--was *bored* with only existing with the intangible and infinite potential to create. Infinite intelligence.
And choosing to limit ourselves to the confines of biological experience, we end up living in paradox.
Maybe we are all here to experience a universe without feeling as lonely, or as bored.
Being everything and nothing, simply so we could have someone to love: our self through others.
And even knowing this, knowing that we existed simply to share in beautiful relationship with eachother.....the attachment and grief never truly go away. Losing you, losing everything in this world, even though I know we are infinite, never gives reprieve.
It's the paradoxical joy and agony of our human plight. We can be miserable as deeply as we can be joyful. And even though it's an unbearable pain to live through, I would choose to do it all again if it meant experiencing the adventure together again.
We are all ourselves, everyone, and no one, all at the same time, sharing experience and existing as human simply to feel the variety of the physical body and a physical world.
I think whatever life force or energy that people believe is the entity of a creator--consciousness itself--was *bored* with only existing with the intangible and infinite potential to create. Infinite intelligence.
And choosing to limit ourselves to the confines of biological experience, we end up living in paradox.
Maybe we are all here to experience a universe without feeling as lonely, or as bored.
Being everything and nothing, simply so we could have someone to love: our self through others.
not only could we critique our shit to death, we'd be better for it 😎
as a virgo myself, I don't trust other signs as much to be practical and aggressively honest about solving problems
we strive for persnickety perfection! 💅
where are my fellow virgoan graphophiles?!
Examples of shit I can't "monetize" :
-people have always come to me for advice. I love to help people, but charging money discourages me.
-really love making clothes and jewelry for MYSELF, but when people ask if they can buy my designs, or if I even think to do it for others, now all of a sudden I don't have *any* inclination to do it
-same goes for being good at research and investigations, helping people with tech, writing...etc etc
Like literally *anything* I genuinely enjoy, if I think to do it for others and or charge them, it kills my interest in it.
WHAT IS THAT?! Can anyone relate and/or were you able to get past it somehow??
Like anything else, I assume people get "used to it."
And I'm assuming you don't see them *all* the time...but for reals...
HOW are you cool with even the possibility snakes (pythons?!) and gators and what not just *being* around?
I would die LOL 🥲😭
I love ocean side crime shows. The only ones that come to mind are Almost Paradise, Hawaii 5-0, Dexter, CSI Miami...
Got any cozy crime-on-the-beach recommendations??
Wondering if it's worth it?
Not necessarily to get a job in law enforcement, but just for the sake of learning the concepts.
I say formal because I've never held a corporate job doing investigative work.
I've only been a "casual" investigator my whole life: for friends, random people, recruitment clients. (simply because I love studying, research, analyzing, investigating, sourcing etc)
l enjoy tech and can grasp it quickly. Starting in on Python at the moment just to have a way to structure my mind.
What suggestions do you have for someone eager to learn?
tia
I could snack on cocoa puffs and corn pops lol