This may be morbid but working as a CNA has made he realise that I would truly rather die than become so old or crippled that I can’t even take care of my most basic needs
I completely understand, not everyone thinks like this, most people want to push through and live the best life they can until they perish of old age, and certain people need help with even the basics of living and there’s nothing wrong with that, it’s what I and others are there for, and a lot of CNAs like me put up with the literally shitty job because if we won’t do it who will
But it’s also made me very jaded and desensitised to death, and what I fear a hell of a lot more than death is becoming bedridden and not being able to walk more than 2 feet without assistance or even be able to properly care for my own hygiene
Anyone else?