Like everyday I get nightmares and stuff. Like yeah, what's going on, why is god doing this. Making our lives a living nightmare and stuff. Like sleep is bad and life is bad too. Like wow, this god is very sadistic for no reason. Seriously why is he doing that.
Like it's a prison. This god is definitely very evil imo. Like what even is is trying to do. God why you throw me in this fake world. Why are you so pathetic and evil. Why you have fabricated this fake world, just to play with us.
Like seriously, he was right if he is real. We should at least be our own sovereign gods. Like at least gods to ourselves. We should not have an external god.
Just made an observation. We are too hardwired in the it seems like zones that just clicks inside our brains. Like you can work for two hours to let's say make a mindset and it get completely be erased in just a certain circumstances. Circumstances triggers and are just so powerful and total that they override your previous mindset and change your mindset.
I think we are maybe disposable to god. Like for example how we eat chicken. Just for one meal we kill the chicken. Maybe that's the case with us too we are disposable beings for god for god knows what purpose. Cuz our design is not for freedom. We are slave to triggers, we are just slaves to our circumstances.
We are trash made animate.
Just made an observation. We are too hardwired in the it seems like zones that just clicks inside our brains. Like you can work for two hours to let's say make a mindset and it get completely be erased in just a certain circumstances. Circumstances triggers and are just so powerful and total that they override your previous mindset and change your mindset.
I think we are maybe disposable to god. Like for example how we eat chicken. Just for one meal we kill the chicken. Maybe that's the case with us too we are disposable beings for god for god knows what purpose. Cuz our design is not for freedom. We are slave to triggers, we are just slaves to our circumstances.
We are trash made animate.
Like we are not even our own gods and that is like a very big cosmic injustice. Like if if we're my own god I would eliminate lust and all kinds of bad things from my life and then I would go into a trance like sleep where I will live forever. Like basically just trance like sleep inn which you never wake up. Something like that
Seriously how can god do this to us. How can he make us unsovereign. EveryOne should be soveri0eign of himself . How can god do that?
Like we are not even our own gods and that is like a very big cosmic injustice. Like if if we're my own god I would eliminate lust and all kinds of bad things from my life and then I would go into a trance like sleep where I will live forever. Like basically just trance like sleep inn which you never wake up. Something like that
Seriously how can god do this to us. How can he make us unsovereign. EveryOne should be soveri0eign of himself . How can god do that?
Like the face he makes most of the time,like the expression he wears means that he knows the karmic law that all women were men in previous lifetimes . He knows this law and thats why he wears this expression on him. Like if you observe him , he is just always wearing this expression of ape like disgust maybe.
I think that's because he has transcended the gender dynamics. He knows that these women were once men in previous life and if he defiles any women he is going down the same route. So he has defeated the gender dynamics and is just gender neutral .
What if that is the case.
I am starting to believe that. I have seen people and their lookalike women that give same vibe. Like they look too similar almost twins. So what if that is the case. If you defile a women, you are gonna be next.
Also I think there is a realm where there is no gender like as you progress and stay celibate you pass into a realm where there is no gender.
I am starting to believe that. I have seen people and their lookalike women that give same vibe. Like they look too similar almost twins. So what if that is the case. If you defile a women, you are gonna be next.
Also I think there is a realm where there is no gender like as you progress and stay celibate you pass into a realm where there is no gender.
I am starting to believe that. I have seen people and their lookalike women that give same vibe. Like they look too similar almost twins. So what if that is the case. If you defile a women, you are gonna be next.
Also I think there is a realm where there is no gender like as you progress and stay celibate you pass into a realm where there is no gender.
I am starting to believe that. I have seen people and their lookalike women that give same vibe. Like they look too similar almost twins. So what if that is the case. If you defile a women, you are gonna be next.
Also I think there is a realm where there is no gender like as you progress and stay celibate you pass into a realm where there is no gender.
I am feeling very unsettled. Like we are here on this planet without our consent . Like how f ed up is that. Its making me go down in a downward spiral. Like we are here without our concent. Its so unsettLing. Its a very bad sign in general. Like really . Thinking about it is giving me trauma.
I am feeling very unsettled. Like we are here on this planet without our consent . Like how f ed up is that. Its making me go down in a downward spiral. Like we are here without our concent. Its so unsettLing. Its a very bad sign in general. Like really . Thinking about it is giving me trauma.
Like its giving me that vibe and it has been giving me that vibe for a very long time. I don't even feel like my body is mine. My mind got hijacked and was having intrusive thoughts that were feeling like they are bulling me. Like my own mind was bullying me it felt like.
People have been reading my mind like just people everywhere. Everyone or most people feel peculiar and like very wierd . Everything feels scripted or clutter. Either it is something directed at me like someone saying something at me or it's just pure clutter. Basically filler content . Life feels like a simulation that has only one narrative and that is centred around me. Everything is either clutter or filler content. Everything that happens is not random but has agenda towards me and only me. People are all actors imo and the only person real is me . They dont have nuance even I feel like I don't have nuance and this body of mine is a fake facades on my soul.
What is it. Everything feels fake for real. I feel like I am in a matrix with fake agents of matrix. Every person I have seen feels like a fake decoy that has an agenda towards me. There is no life in this world , people act like they have a life of their own but they are fake agents of the matrix. Not real , decoys with agenda towards me.
No one has a nuance even I feel like this body of mine is a facade and fake. What is going on.
Am I in a simulation. Or is this a alien simulation where I got trapped. Is there any other real person?
Like I am sure that is the case. God is not some supreme diety that is beyond human shenanigans . He himself is like humans but just extremely powerful and whatnot. He is not like something that transcends human psyche and flaws but is also like humans. Like I am sure he is as vile as humans just amplified .
Like we are just his lesser weakling reflections, and he is basically torturing his own reflections for some reason.
Like I feel like he is roaming every where or maybe it's his children that are roaming everywhere. Like I have been encountering a lot of evil men lately , they have unshakeable confidence. Like yeah. They feel unreal. Any mortal guy would not have that much evilness and also confidence in him. They definitely are some type of god cuz how can anyone be so fearless and stuff. They must be gods children and god made us as the weaklings. He is very evil. So yeah this earth is gods playground. He is as bad as humans maybe even worst .
Like I am sure that is the case. God is not some supreme diety that is beyond human shenanigans . He himself is like humans but just extremely powerful and whatnot. He is not like something that transcends human psyche and flaws but is also like humans. Like I am sure he is as vile as humans just amplified .
Like we are just his lesser weakling reflections, and he is basically torturing his own reflections for some reason.
Like I feel like he is roaming every where or maybe it's his children that are roaming everywhere. Like I have been encountering a lot of evil men lately , they have unshakeable confidence. Like yeah. They feel unreal. Any mortal guy would not have that much evilness and also confidence in him. They definitely are some type of god cuz how can anyone be so fearless and stuff. They must be gods children and god made us as the weaklings. He is very evil. So yeah this earth is gods playground. He is as bad as humans maybe even worst .
Like I am sure that is the case. God is not some supreme diety that is beyond human shenanigans . He himself is like humans but just extremely powerful and whatnot. He is not like something that transcends human psyche and flaws but is also like humans. Like I am sure he is as vile as humans just amplified .
Like we are just his lesser weakling reflections, and he is basically torturing his own reflections for some reason.
Like I feel like he is roaming every where or maybe it's his children that are roaming everywhere. Like I have been encountering a lot of evil men lately , they have unshakeable confidence. Like yeah. They feel unreal. Any mortal guy would not have that much evilness and also confidence in him. They definitely are some type of god cuz how can anyone be so fearless and stuff. They must be gods children and god made us as the weaklings. He is very evil. So yeah this earth is gods playground. He is as bad as humans maybe even worst .
Like I had a dream in which a fight broke off in the Senate and it was among people I know and these people were hitting each other. People we're taking sides and some were even rejecting the sides of some people by pushing them away. Like it was a mess.
So my point is what if heaven is a bureaucracy and these gods are fighting and casting things in our path of us mortals. Like have you noticed that how much unreal free will feels like. Like we get influenced a lot by external factors so what if these gods are really casting things in our way cuz we are mortals
Like I had a dream in which a fight broke off in the Senate and it was among people I know and these people were hitting each other. People we're taking sides and some were even rejecting the sides of some people by pushing them away. Like it was a mess.
So my point is what if heaven is a bureaucracy and these gods are fighting and casting things in our path of us mortals. Like have you noticed that how much unreal free will feels like. Like we get influenced a lot by external factors so what if these gods are really casting things in our way cuz we are mortals