u/Nubian_Cavalry

Just got into the show last week and finished S1. I hesitated years ago since I heard there was supposed to be a Season 3, but it was canceled prematurely, therefore the story never concluded.

Did a quick “Season 3” Google and I’m hearing that it did, actually concluded, even hearing something about a >!Recursive loop!<. But didn’t look deeper than that.

Which is it? Is there a conclusion? Does the spoiler text have something to do with it? Or was it cut short? Was it rushed?

Fake names for privacy.

My name, for the purposes of this post, is Anthony Bryant Calzado-Medhi

My father’s name, for the purpose of this post, is Bryant Medhi.

I changed my address a month ago, and dad found out. Lost his shit and kept claiming that they so I’ll start sending his mail to my apartment since I had the nerve to put my middle name in the middle name section. I honestly thought he was just trying to stress me out and emotionally abuse me, but today I got a notice for mail belonging to Bryant Medhi in \\\*my\\\* fucking mail box.

How the hell did this happen and how the hell do I fix it?

Fake names for privacy.

My name, for the purposes of this post, is Anthony Bryant Calzado-Medhi

My father’s name, for the purpose of this post, is Bryant Medhi.

I changed my address a month ago, and dad found out. Lost his shit and kept claiming that they so I’ll start sending his mail to my apartment since I had the nerve to put my middle name in the middle name section. I honestly thought he was just trying to stress me out and emotionally abuse me, but today I got a notice for mail belonging to Bryant Medhi in \*my\* fucking mail box.

How the hell did this happen and how the hell do I fix it?

Coworkers and superiors at my job basically told me the government is tweaking out and that I probably shouldn't trust the default allocation (Lifecycle) and switch to a "CSI" fund. Also to avoid a "Grandmpa" fund.

There's a C fund, and S fund, and an I fund. I'm hearing different things about all 3. I was under the impression it was just one fund I can toggle to but instead I'm dealing with various percentages and other shit that I don't want to mess around with.

Where do I go to just max out my "CSI" fund? I don't want to mess around with percentages, I just want the CSI fund.

I finally have my own health insurance and I'd like to learn more about my body. Thinking RMR scans, DEXA scans, my family care doctor wants to do a white blood cell lab but was respectful of the limitations of my parent's insurance.

I have my own now, family doctor's facility is in network, and she requested a lab incase I found a way to defer the payment, but I don't have much of a way to know what kind of lab she's even requesting in relation to by Blue Cross Shield Insurance's IDs. I have no way of knowing what I'll be paying until I get the bill.

I'm not in a position to be pissing money rn. I need to know exactly how much I'm paying for these services before I even think about booking them.

A year ago my (25M) older sister (“Ciri”, 28F), after trying for years and years for a baby, finally got pregnant. Within days of my other sister's (“Nina”, ~27F) child’s birth.

A few months after, my younger brother (22M) got his girlfriend pregnant. On accident. This triggered a major falling out between Ciri and our parents (mid 50s) where she said they babied and coddled him and me. He had no job and no money, nothing to his name, that they stole money from both him and me and they were fools to think they had the right to shame and pressure him for it as if they didn’t have a hand in his mentality.

Everyone but Ciri still lived with our parents, suffering emotional abuse. They have stolen money from me and sabotaged my financial prospects, gaslight me into believing it’s somehow my fault. They did similar things to my younger brother but he felt more comfortable not working and mooching off of them. They cared more about controlling us than actually raising up people.

Ciri said this was pure evil, ridiculous, that my brother’s life was over, my sisters life was over (She was knocked up by a bum), and that it was all their fault. She said she would never allow them to see her daughter. They did not accept this and it pretty much ruined their year.

I agree with Ciri. I never said this outloud of course given my less than ideal circumstances, but not fully agreeing with our parents was enough to make them lose their shit. Go figure. Ciri refused to speak to anyone in the family but me and Nina. Our father constantly said to himself that “God would teach her a lesson” same way he rants about how god would teach me a lesson whenever I didn’t take his disrespect lying down.

A week before her due date, Ciri had a routine check up with her husband (~30M) to find a cord in her stomach snapped resulting in her unborn daughter’s death.

She had a stillbirth. Days later we had a funeral. Obviously this is the worst I’ve ever seen her and I couldn’t do anything to help her, or make her feel better. I also felt nothing. Nothing at all.

I didn’t feel upset, angry, afraid. Compassionate. Nothing. The day I heard the news, shocking, but otherwise a regular day. Driving to the hospital, normal day. The entire funeral, regular day. Played some video games. Worked out. Walked like I always do.

It felt like I was simply pretending to be compassionate, I couldn’t add anything to the situation. I didn’t feel capable of expressing anything, I didn’t feel anything deep down. Not even for my living sister.

Everytime she goes on a spiel on how she wakes up everyday crying and cries herself to sleep, how it feels like the world stole something from her, everything she’s done to have her daughter and everything she’s done to prepare for her just for her to never show up. How our other siblings had babies on *accident* while she’s desperately wanted one for years. I can’t say anything. I don’t know how to respond. I don’t even like to respond anymore because nothing I can say is genuine or heartfelt. It’s worthless.

Worst of all, our father, If this never happened, and Ciri had her daughter. He would never see her ass. Now he acts as though he didn’t speak this into existence. I’ve learned a long time ago that my mother and father’s emotions are not real, they’re rehearsed, surface level at best. At this point I now realize why I felt nothing that day.

It’s incredibly frustrating to have felt nothing for her. not scary, just… irritating. *Annoying*. It’s an inconvenience to me. That’s what the death of my niece had been reduced to in my mind. A fucking inconvenience

I no longer live with them, and when I am financially set I don't plan on maintaining a relationship with them. Its such a toxic environment and I can't grow or change with them anywhere near my life

In natural fashion no one on Twitter wants to answer when I ask there

https://xcancel.com/the25thnigga/status/2049318534329553090