u/Turtlegrandmacore

Hiya! I’m looking to get into civil service. I’m in the tri state area.

I have no college degree, I dropped out after experiencing some chronic pain issues a few years ago.

I have 5+ years of secretarial experience alongside experience in management, sales, and hospitality

I’m completely open to going back to school and get any necessary degrees to achieve it, I just don’t even know what to go to school for.

I’m not entirely the best with numbers or science, so if you suggest accounting or laboratory work or something like that… I’m afraid it’s a no go. Preferably, I’m looking for something administrative.

Thank you so much!!!!

I’ll be starting the job soon (city carrier assistant) and I know it is incredibly physically intensive. Any recommended work out routines to get my body as ready as it can be?

Just accepted job offer! What do I need to know? What should I get?
Edit: aaah, so sorry! I’ll be a city carrier assistant :)

I’ve had really bad bipolar for a long time, but nobody ever actually put the pieces together that this is what it was. I’m honestly so angry about it. I’ve been on nearly every antidepressant and every single time I’ve told them antidepressants make me wildly suicidal and don’t work for me. I don’t understand how they never connected the dots between that and my very clearly manic symptoms.

My fiancée and I got into a fight. We both did some really awful things. She gaslit the shit out of me and promised me a marriage that she didn’t actually want - she even gave me the ring and applied for the license. In her telling me a second time that she lied and didn’t actually want it, we got into a fight where I let the anger get the best of me and I screamed and even hit a door, cracking it.

She was the best thing that’s ever happened to me. She is the most beautiful and amazing light in this world. I cannot fathom a world where I don’t wake up to her. Where I don’t get to be in her arms. Where I don’t get to kiss her kitties. Where I don’t hear her say she loves me. Where I don’t get to spend my nights playing video games and watching caseoh with her. I let my undiagnosed bipolar ruin my life.

Now, the day after she leaves me, I’m told I’ve had it the whole time and am put on lithium. How am I ever meant to move on?

I’ve had really bad bipolar for a long time, but nobody ever actually put the pieces together that this is what it was. I’m honestly so angry about it. I’ve been on nearly every antidepressant and every single time I’ve told them antidepressants make me wildly suicidal and don’t work for me. I don’t understand how they never connected the dots between that and my very clearly manic symptoms.

My fiancée and I got into a fight. We both did some really awful things. She gaslit the shit out of me and promised me a marriage that she didn’t actually want - she even gave me the ring and applied for the license. In her telling me a second time that she lied and didn’t actually want it, we got into a fight where I let the anger get the best of me and I screamed and even hit a door, cracking it.

She was the best thing that’s ever happened to me. She is the most beautiful and amazing light in this world. I cannot fathom a world where I don’t wake up to her. Where I don’t get to be in her arms. Where I don’t get to kiss her kitties. Where I don’t hear her say she loves me. Where I don’t get to spend my nights playing video games and watching caseoh with her. I let my undiagnosed bipolar ruin my life.

Now, the day after she leaves me, I’m told I’ve had it the whole time and am put on lithium. How am I ever meant to move on?

I’ve had really bad bipolar for a long time, but nobody ever actually put the pieces together that this is what it was. I’m honestly so angry about it. I’ve been on nearly every antidepressant and every single time I’ve told them antidepressants make me wildly suicidal and don’t work for me. I don’t understand how they never connected the dots between that and my very clearly manic symptoms.

My fiancée and I got into a fight. We both did some really awful things. She gaslit the shit out of me and promised me a marriage that she didn’t actually want - she even gave me the ring and applied for the license. In her telling me a second time that she lied and didn’t actually want it, we got into a fight where I let the anger get the best of me and I screamed and even hit a door, cracking it.

She was the best thing that’s ever happened to me. She is the most beautiful and amazing light in this world. I cannot fathom a world where I don’t wake up to her. Where I don’t get to be in her arms. Where I don’t get to kiss her kitties. Where I don’t hear her say she loves me. Where I don’t get to spend my nights playing video games and watching caseoh with her. I let my undiagnosed bipolar ruin my life.

Now, the day after she leaves me, I’m told I’ve had it the whole time and am put on something. How am I ever meant to move on?