u/TheaterNerd728

I’m in too fucking deep. I’m roped into responsibilities by other people thinking that it will magically cure my 6+ year depression. 3 honors classes, class secretary, all state choir, personal fitness. Being academically challenged won’t fix me. Being class secretary as someone who the class hates definitely makes a fucking difference. All state choir is because the teacher take pity on me. Personal fitness because exercise will def fix my ill mind and body.

I’m in too fucking deep. I’m roped into responsibilities by other people thinking that it will magically cure my 6+ year depression. 3 honors classes, class secretary, all state choir, personal fitness. Being academically challenged won’t fix me. Being class secretary as someone who the class hates definitely makes a fucking difference. All state choir is because the teacher take pity on me. Personal fitness because exercise will def fix my ill mind and body.

**Leaflets in the mail**
Tables at the job fair
*"Will you serve your country?"*
Asked in a way that makes
Declining feel like shame.
But what is an army?
What is war?
Some parts of the military
Exist to protect and rescue.
Others exist for something else entirely.
War is socially acceptable murder.
I struggle to find another name for it.
The uniform changes,
The justification changes,
But the act itself does not.
The people on the other side
Are often not the ones
Who began the conflict.
They become symbols of an enemy,
Not its source.
To fight for one's country
May be called honorable.
To kill for one's country
Is still killing.

Complete novice that needs advice for routine (2x-3x per week ~1hr each session)

Hello guys. The only kind of exercise I’ve ever found enjoyable was swimming but the pool building casually burnt down. The personal fitness class I’m in is comprised of a couple girls who hog the cardio and leg press machines and the rest are crazy gym bros who have 5 min miles and deadlift 315 for warm ups.
Meanwhile all I have so far is standing in the corner doing 15 pound bicep curls and lat raises.

I’m a complete novice and I am particularly bad with cardio and arms. Probably should mention I have hEDS so nothing too hard on the joints please

Hello guys. The only kind of exercise I’ve ever found enjoyable was swimming but the pool building casually burnt down. The personal fitness class I’m in is comprised of a couple girls who hog the cardio and leg press machines and the rest are crazy gym bros who have 5 min miles and deadlift 315 for warm ups.
Meanwhile all I have so far is standing in the corner doing 15 pound bicep curls and lat raises.

I’m a complete novice and I am particularly bad with cardio and arms. Probably should mention I have hEDS so nothing too hard on the joints please

Hey guys. Super out of shape school child here. I have to do the mile tomorrow. Kinda forgot about it and the personal fitness class I’m in is comprised of a couple girls who hog the cardio and leg press machines and the rest are crazy gym bros who have 5 min miles and deadlift 315 for warm ups. Meanwhile I’m over in the corner doing 15 pound bicep curls and lat raises. Not to mention the fact I’ve had 2 gym sessions because this class alternates with my chorus class. Anything I can do today to not die? Also I have a walking pad/ treadmill at home, how should I practice for future tests?

Edit: probably should mention I have hEDS and my joints are gonna just give up fr. Any workout tips would be greatly appreciated.