I love shuzo oshimi’s work and want to find something similar that is as intense and psychologically mind f-ing
I recently turned 19 and it feels like time is going so fast. I can’t even enjoy anything knowing that I will die one day . I always had health anxiety and feared death but recently it became something more serious. The realization hit that I will stop being conscious and it horrifies me. I know that I wont be conscious to experience it , but I want to be conscious and I am very scared of not existing for an eternity, life is too short for this. I can’t even really sleep at night because of this . What could I do? Anxiety meds could help or would my fear stay like that?
I wanted it to stay the same lenght only a little cut off , and now my whole hair is missing:( I also wanted a different color. Does it look horrible?
I am only 19 but I am still so scared of it. It started 1 week ago and I have been insanely depressed since then, does anyone have some methods? Should I go to a psychiatrist and get anxiety meds? Or would they just mess up my health?
I read that people with epilepsy have sometimes 10 year reduction from their lifes. Does this apply to me if I outgrew it at 11 and never had more serious seizures only one light one when I got diagnosed with it?