u/DeliveryFar7630

how long does it last until it dies?

I like chocolate almond milk or just mixing hot cocoa in water. just something cheap bc i try to hold back my appetite some times. i used to like those drink enhancers but i just stopped. leaving my cup in the bathroom might be nice bc i keep forgetting to fill my cup in the morning. I want to drink water or something with enough of it in it.

I wanted to know if anyone else has dealt with police being dicks after you have had a seizure. Last week I had left work to head back home and I was maybe 2 minutes away when I had my seizure. I dissociated fast which didn’t leave me much room to grab and take my emergency meds and/or pull over. I didn’t go INSIDE the home but I for sure hit the front of their house and almost went in. Thankfully I was not physically hurt. I woke up maybe within 5 mins after the crash so I’m talking nothing but gibberish and still completely out of it. Maybe 15 cops showed up and there was one in particular that was really rude to me and my mother. He was certain that I was drunk driving. Wasn’t listening to anything my mom was saying to him. Kept telling him I’m dissociating and have no clue what is happening. She asked if I had been seen by EMS and he goes “should he be?” My mom yelled so loud “YES HE JUST HAD A SEIZURE”. Towards the end my mom was getting so fed up she made them breathalyze me. I blew and he awkwardly goes “0.0” and walked away all embarrassed. I am so frustrated with how all of those people dealt with this situation. It should be a priority for police to learn about mental health. What it can look like and how to go about it.

I was thinking of moving in with him in with him but I actually am not sure. In this situation, I’m just thinking about his commitment.

just he lives in this trailer, which is good enough right now. I guess, I am just more of the person in the relationship that makes decisions. He provides more because he lives in his mom’s trailer, and he only pays the insurance and utilities. just we’re in the beginning of our relationship and he is 26 and he doesn’t have a career. I have to read things for him. He would rather get cash out of his bank, then use a debit card. I’m not sure whether or not he is dependable yet because he has been job a job this year. He has asked his mom for money. he seems like he’s getting more on his feet, but I don’t know. I don’t know why he isn’t just wanting a job that starts at more like 20 than 15. that cooking job isn’t gonna make anything high in the future. He can’t save it seems like. I don’t know why I would move in with him if I would be the provider. I don’t actually know if I would be though. Like I am trying to graduate, but I don’t know if I will. if this career is too hard, I’ll just go for another. he doesn’t believe in financial aid. He DOES budget because I seen him counting stuff, but I don’t know if it’s good enough. I don’t know. I mean, he wanted a credit card one in debt basically. just he doesn’t have his house done that I would want to be done so I don’t move in and have to pay for all that. I don’t wanna be the only one paying for kids. I don’t want him to just be a video game person. It seems better to end but idk. I heard you need to teach men. I believe couples grow together some

I  read online about different types of liars and I was accusing him of being those because of how much he lied to me. I think he possibly could’ve just been lying to impress me though. Just if I catch in another lie, I'll end it. Now, I need therapy to heal. If he tells me something with proof, then I still feel like he’s lying. If he tells me an opinion, I still feel like he’s lying. Just it was like four or five months ago when I caught everything too.

Yesterday was great. I just reflect or think of what I do often. I’m an overthinker. So we were at my uncles bar on his porch and my boyfriend brought his moonshine, which is illegal to sell. I think you can give it as a gift. It was a gift. Yeah, just my boyfriend was talking to my uncle so much. Anyways, they were talking about country stuff and experiences, but I didn’t know my boyfriend went through this one experience. I bring up things and my boyfriend never thought to bring this up. I mean, he talks with me too about his experiences usually. So, he told my uncle that he “ziplined” down a helicopter when he was in military school. We went to a restaurant just yesterday and seen a plane in a helicopter, but he didn’t bring it up. We were going on about how it’d be so cool to fly a helicopter too. The thing is my boyfriend is scared of heights so he hated it. Oh, anyways, the reason why I was “that's a lie” in my head, but also said it to my boyfriend in a way certain way is because my bf is a liar. Yes, with the stuff he lied to me about he also came up with little lies to go with them daily. He would call me in the morning to act his lie out. Just he lied about what happened in his younger years and I had to correct all of them. my boyfriend also might be slow his family said and he seems like it a little bc he doesn't keep track of stuff but I don't think that affects what he says other than school stuff. He's REALLY smart in history or other interests like types of guns. With the moonshine, my boyfriend was offered alcohol and moonshine cherries because that’s what you do socializing with people like that. It’s just weird to me that he wants to impress people so much. Every day he gets up and looks as his clothes for like two hours straight. I mean, I do that some days, but not normally anymore. I guess his clothes are just special to him. He did get this new moonshinerhat this weekend. Whatever, just with the socializing stuff, he “acted” out as if he was drinking he said. Don’t you still think that is too much? This guy I’m dating who has a history of lying to me, tells me that his drinking was not for real. That's is was just a show to impress like how he did to me so I would date him. Maybe he did drink the moonshine, who knows? Just he he knows that I don’t like him drinking that which would be his reason for lying to me. If he wants to drink that and sell it then we're done. Yeah, we left the bar and went back to my house with my parents though and played a board game. He doesn’t seem like a drinker though makes me feel terrible. I just feel like I am in a cycle and I just gotta stop accusing him of lying.

History of lies: he lied about his career/income/education/ apparently he owns his house “completely”

his cover-up lie for his lies sound like a lie bc he said he is a criminal and has been making money this illegal way with no proof, only proof I could get is stuff I don't wanna see so yeah. Never went to jail bc I checked his records. The “crimes” were nothing too bad. Nothing you'd hear on tv. Just doesn't seem like a guy like him would do it.

just how do I heal from accusing him if lying

I could just use dumbbells, bench press, and get a back machine workout machine if necessary. Do you really think that those would be enough to get a butt? ngl the only reason why I wanna work out is to be healthy but also for a butt. I don’t wanna get skinny and not have a butt. Does anyone know that gym called 24/7? Yeah well if you have any tips on what to do if you and you wanna lose a little bit of weight, then tell me. I’m saying, gym equipment wise because maybe I’ll still go there. I might just use that equipment i have only. Also, if any check on here has a butt from working out tell me how long it took you.

I could just use dumbbells, bench press, and get a back machine workout machine if necessary. Do you really think that those would be enough to get a butt? ngl the only reason why I wanna work out is to be healthy but also for a butt. I don’t wanna get skinny and not have a butt. Does anyone know that gym called 24/7? Yeah well if you have any tips on what to do if you and you wanna lose a little bit of weight, then tell me. I’m saying, gym equipment wise because maybe I’ll still go there. I might just use that equipment i have only. Also, if any check on here has a butt from working out tell me how long it took you.

im just wondering bc this guy is trying to text me on messenger and he’s engaged. We once worked together but no longer talk. I don’t have anything text them. just I don’t have interest in talking. It’s just so sudden so I just think he wants to date me but we’re just friends. whatever. I don’t feel like texted back so. yeah, but now I’m thinking I should make friends bc I don’t want guys on my friends list. I don’t wanna have to worry about this again. I don’t really think I have time or even need to unless to study. like study buddies. i would always love a girl friend though bc my bf doesnt like girly things.

I assume only the cheap kind is bad for because the “Clear American” brand has aspartame and acesulflame potassium. There are some higher price ones. This one is naturally flavored still too. Just says that people lose weight, get dizzy, throw up, etc because they’re drinking this. It contains Phenylalanine. Have you seen any symptoms? i’ve drunk these a week straight.

toxic till the end by rose hit me tonight. hbu?

I’m saying mentally

I’m saying mentally

I don’t know how to respond to him and I don’t see a point. I just feel bad, not responding. He’s sending me these letters that sound like he’s writing a journal. I think he just needs someone to talk to. I know jail isn’t the military, but I’m just gonna kind of view it as that somewhat. Like as if you get beat up by ppl who aren't the same race as you in the military though. 🤔 just he’s done tons of bad stuff. I was gonna type them all, but there’s too much. I don’t know what I would write to him. For some reason, I feel like he really ”loves“ ME. (doubt he loves me, even though he writes that) Like why doesn’t he reach out to my sister first? I don’t know. My sister still is attached to him though. She’s 2.5 years older than me. Just $20,000 in debt from child support. I am proud of him for actually telling me that. I don’t know if that was hard for him or not. He got his jail GED so that’s good for him. Good he’ll get probation for a while. I don’t know him. My mom moved me to our state with my grandma and she stayed in our old state for a year when I was young. It was because my dad was dangerous and money I think. Just apparently I couldn’t remember anything about my dad at all when she finally moved to where we are. Yeah, just I wouldn’t want him living with me. This is hard to tell my aunt and grandma though. I think my aunt would understand though.

I don’t know how to respond to him and I don’t see a point. I just feel bad, not responding. He’s sending me these letters that sound like he’s writing a journal. I think he just needs someone to talk to. I know jail isn’t the military, but I’m just gonna kind of view it as that somewhat. Like as if you get beat up by ppl who aren't the same race as you in the military though. 🤔 just he’s done tons of bad stuff. I was gonna type them all, but there’s too much. I don’t know what I would write to him. For some reason, I feel like he really ”loves“ ME. (doubt he loves me, even though he writes that) Like why doesn’t he reach out to my sister first? I don’t know. My sister still is attached to him though. She’s 2.5 years older than me. Just $20,000 in debt from child support. I am proud of him for actually telling me that. I don’t know if that was hard for him or not. He got his jail GED so that’s good for him. Good he’ll get probation for a while. I don’t know him. My mom moved me to our state with my grandma and she stayed in our old state for a year when I was young. It was because my dad was dangerous and money I think. Just apparently I couldn’t remember anything about my dad at all when she finally moved to where we are. Yeah, just I wouldn’t want him living with me. This is hard to tell my aunt and grandma though. I think my aunt would understand though.

I do it when I’m alone with my bf and I hate it. I mean he has lied but just idk.

My boyfriend has lied about everything since I met him. He lied about a degree when I met him so every morning he texted me how he was going to work. He lied about owning his house. His mom owns it, but she doesn’t live there. He lied about his past clearly because he didn’t go to college. He also lied using this excuse for his lies, which is that he’s been a criminal. Constant I caught him mixing up his lies, saying different stuff about the salaries he’s been making. Apparently, he donated all his money. Just whatever. He gets $100 in food stamps. He also seems like a quitter. He’s been working 12 hour shifts and got 46 hours this week he said. he’s a quitter to me. He works overnight so I can’t judge him for that. Just if you don’t want the job decide in the beginning but if you want it, then you have to go to work. He just went to fast pace because apparently he can’t hear in one of his ears yesterday. Whatever. He’s been telling me he can’t hear in his ears for a long time, but all of a sudden it is very bad that he has to go to the doctor to get an excuse. He also said that he’s gonna quit his job soon anyways because he’s getting hired in at the security job that it’s gonna pay him $36. I swear the other day he said like $30. Just constant lies for no reason. I’ve been breaking up with him nonstop. It’s hard to in person. I think I should just go get my gun from his house and pawn shop it. It’s like he’s a kid.

My boyfriend has lied about everything since I met him. He lied about a degree when I met him so every morning he texted me how he was going to work. He lied about owning his house. His mom owns it, but she doesn’t live there. He lied about his past clearly because he didn’t go to college. He also lied using this excuse for his lies, which is that he’s been a criminal. Constant I caught him mixing up his lies, saying different stuff about the salaries he’s been making. Apparently, he donated all his money. Just whatever. He gets $100 in food stamps. He also seems like a quitter. He’s been working 12 hour shifts and got 46 hours this week he said. he’s a quitter to me. He works overnight so I can’t judge him for that. Just if you don’t want the job decide in the beginning but if you want it, then you have to go to work. He just went to fast pace because apparently he can’t hear in one of his ears yesterday. Whatever. He’s been telling me he can’t hear in his ears for a long time, but all of a sudden it is very bad that he has to go to the doctor to get an excuse. He also said that he’s gonna quit his job soon anyways because he’s getting hired in at the security job that it’s gonna pay him $36. I swear the other day he said like $30. Just constant lies for no reason. I’ve been breaking up with him nonstop. It’s hard to in person. I think I should just go get my gun from his house and pawn shop it. It’s like he’s a kid.

I think we’d both only pay like $300 which I pay already. just that’s cheaper than what I will be paying soon if my brother and sister n law do move out. they might be moving out bc I got one of the rooms. just they have to be moving in with my sister n laws sister then. she has two kids. maybe with this guy named tristan but he has like two kids too. just whatever. thats not enough rooms. Ik this one family who has two kids that moved out using government funding. the only job they have is DoorDash. just idk. if I move out, they’d have enough rooms. the third kid is barely there anyways. my parents are just dumb and use their money for Netflix and crap. just they better not be like we need somewhere to live and then wanna live with my and my bf. I don’t want to even live with him basically. idk if I fully trust him and his house doesn’t look good. I need to bring my furniture over. I’m just gonna get overwhelmed byhis shoes being everywhere. idk if I’ll even wanna change my mailing address for like an entire year either. his mom is mean he says but she doesn’t live with us.