u/Late_Information_682

I know people are going to say to wax or say that it’s natural and I should love my body in which I’m going to say really quick, yes I know it’s normal and I love my body! I’m not insecure about it but I would like to prevent it, I’m a black girl so I try my best to not get ingrowns, darker skin, etc.. just because it scars after. Is there a way to lighten my underarms and 🐱 area at all? I would normally wax but I don’t have the money to be getting it done every few weeks so is there an alternative way to help prevent it?

Normally I go on TikTok and research Mexican restaurants which I can tell when it seems proper but they all seem like it’s all for hype or overall just looks bad. Does anyone have recommendations?

Call me a bad imposter or something but I swear either nobody will be around or right as I kill, someone decides to enter the exact room I’m killing at. Like, I could kill someone, not even following that persons direction and I kill them, they somehow automatically know it’s me or my other teammates will kill someone and I haven’t killed anyone yet and somehow I get voted out

I have insomnia and really bad depression and recently I’ve just been constantly thinking of death. My dreams are so vivid and real that I know they’re fake but I can’t get myself out of the dream so I have to endure whatever is happening to me until my body decides to wake up, I have no control over my dreams anymore and most of my dreams is me dying, my back teeth falling out and rotting, getting kidnapped, etc.. It has gotten to a point where there’s not a single day I can’t stop thinking about death and what is after it, it’s like wow one day I’m gonna die and I won’t even know that I’m dead, I’ll just be gone and then those people that knew me will die too and eventually no one will remember me. It’s crazy to think that there is thousands, millions of people that came before us or that die every single day that we don’t know about nor remember, they’re eventually just forgotten about and no one even knows of their existence. It’s the thought that I will not be conscious nor we will remember my life, the most realistic situation is that it’s when you go to sleep or before you were born and my second theory is reincarnation which seems better but that’s not any better because you wouldn’t even know your old life nor who you were before, you wouldn’t even have the same mind if that makes sense. I would hate to be conscious but completely pitch black even though I hate if it were just pitch black or not knowing I was there anyway and there’s no way to escape it either, I’ve also been having extreme paranoia that someone is out to kill me and any little noise I hear in my house or banging is someone breaking in coming to get me so I’m literally checking the locks, walking around my house with a knife to see if someone is in the house because I’m almost convinced someone is secretly living in my house which is so unlikely because I live in a complex. I want to die so I don’t have to think about this but I also don’t want to be because it’s terrifying, I get this same feeling from when I was 6 thinking that if I died, I wouldn’t be able to watch tv and then the thought that appeared in my head everytime was a static tv with a black and white colouring to my world zooming in closer and closer until I started panicking and now that feeling is happening again but instead the thought is pure black, no thoughts, you don’t even know you’re dead, you’re just gone.

I have this edit I want to post and it’s literally to the perfect audio but it can’t be 23 seconds over but I also can’t just not have it because the video has to be that long and I’m going to scream if the music isn’t there. Is there a way to get past it or am i doomed?

Every year without fail, I ask my mom what she wants and she never says, I ask her if she wants to hangout or go out and she says no but then she expects me to have something planned or have something waiting for her so this year I did nothing. She never appreciates anything I try to do for her, even if it’s a simple card and gift, she complains. I don’t have a job, I’m a minor but if I were to, I would get my mom a gift or take her out but my mom doesn’t want me to get a job so she can have control over me but then complains when there is no gift. She doesn’t like homemade things, she likes store bought things but only specifics which she won’t tell you what she wants so if you get the wrong thing, she complains. She wants me to make breakfast for her right as she’s up but then doesn’t like what I have to make her and the whole day which is also everyday, she is rude to me because she thinks because it’s her day, she can treat people however she wants because of it.

I would do a lot for my mom if she would just tell me what she wants, the first thing I asked her was what was baking in the oven because I could tell she was making something and the next thing I was going to say is Happy Mothers Day, instead she looks back at me and says “You aren’t even going to say Happy Mother’s Day?” I didn’t know the immediate thing I’m supposed to say now right as I see her is Happy Mother’s Day and she said it as if I forgot her whole day and now it’s ruined even though my little sister (who isn’t that little, she’s a teenager) didn’t even wish my mom a Happy Mother’s Day. I tell my mom I love her everyday, I offer to cook dinner every day which she doesn’t appreciate and complains, I offer going out, I offer getting her stuff when I do have money, etc.. so what is any different when it’s Mother’s Day? I’m not trying to blame her but what am I meant to do? Call me a bad daughter but genuinely what am I supposed to do?

I know they’re either 12 or overall just immature but every time someone in the comments or a video is rating worst dancer to best or saying they don’t like the outfit they gave a certain member, nothing negative at all as it’s just an observation, their automatic response is to have an attitude and defend them. It’s actually so annoying to see because is this actually how you act in real life because you must be insufferable to be around, they’re also so in denial about Manon not coming back and they always say “Katseye is 6” yeah, not anymore.

There can literally be no one around, no one seeing I’m with someone alone but then all of a sudden they’re voting me out without zero proof that I was there or not. Can someone actually explain why people decide to be smart once someone is imposter?