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So I’m editing Solira’s backstory, and her father, Corelas is a Thalmor agent.

He’s really the main focus of this post, at first I didn’t give him much thought because I was so obsessed with Solira, my OC.

So Solira’s mother(who doesn’t have a name yet)is the primary reason why Solira didn’t grow up to be racist with a superiority complex like her father. Being a Priestess of Mara, she believes that the Aedra love everyone equally, regardless of race. So she taught those values to Solira in Corelas’ absence, as he mostly prioritized his work for the Thalmor over his family. He still supported them, sending money to his wife and kid, but he’d be gone for months at a time, visiting rarely.

So anyway, I was considering writing in that Corelas was unfaithful to his wife. Their marriage was arranged, as that’s a part of Altmeri culture, but Idk if that would be in character for Corelas. The Altmer do hold Mara in high regard, but tbh the Thalmor don’t seem to actually be practicing the morals taught by the Aedra anyway.

So as some of you know, I’m considering phalloplasty, and I tried to tell myself that I shouldn’t care about wether or not other ppl may find me attractive, I should do what makes me happy, but I’m afraid of not being able to find a partner. Which logically is silly, but this is a big decision and I have a lot of thoughts going through my head rn.

Ik chasers def would, trans women talk about them all the time, but I don’t want a partner who fetishizes me. Yk? And I do plan on keeping my boobs. I’m genderfluid

Ik MANY ppl find my vagina attractive, but I don’t really like having a vagina.

Ig I’m just looking for reassurance, Idk, this is a big decision. There’s a lot to consider, yk?

So I like to rp in my games, and that means having an extra set of armor for the colder regions of Skyrim

I don’t play in survival mode, the only reason is for rp and pretend. Because yk, unless I’m a vampire which I’m not, it makes no sense why my character wouldn’t get frostbite wearing Golden Saint armor in the icy tundra

Nordic stuff just looks weird on Altmer, so I’d rather not use that. I’m considering Orcish, but Idk… I wish there were more golden sets tbh. Altmer look AMAZING in gold

I could get Stalrim fur, but it’ll be awhile before I can smith it.

Sex wise.

So I was talking with my friend yesterday about how I was thinking I might want a phalloplasty surgery in the future, she’s one of my closest friends and I trust her completely.

She brought up the concern about sex, if I were to ever have a partner with a vagina, would I be able to get hard enough to make love to my partner?

Gosh… I didn’t expect this to be so hard!

I don’t even know why I’m struggling, she’s supportive of my gender identity.
(I’m genderfluid btw)

It’d be so much easier if it was talk about a boob job, I was more than comfortable with being like “I might want a boob job in the future, I don’t like the shape of my breasts”, because that’s more normalized. Yk?

I didn’t even think I *wanted* any type of surgery because I didn’t know phalloplasty was an option, so I told mom I wasn’t looking to surgically transition at all when she asked about it awhile back because I want to keep my boobs.

My biggest concern is my *dad* overhearing and being all nosy, he’s blatantly transphobic and would probably say “if you think you’re a man, blah blah blah” or some shit like that

I need to speak with my mother in private to she can help me form a plan for saving up, and Idk what to tell her cuz she’s like “just tell me here”

I’m 26 and still live with my parents who are going through a divorce because I’m disabled. I don’t want to go into any more details than that.

Okay, so to preface, I do NOT recommend this for an older cat or a cat that isn’t trainable. They are expensive, and definitely an investment. A lot of cats would just ignore it and then it would be a waste of money.

That being said, I knew my cat was trainable because I harness trained him. He’s very treat motivated, and he was only a year old when we got the cat wheel. So he was still at a very trainable age.

I encouraged him to use it with a teaser toy and some treats, and now when he gets the zoomies at night he runs on it.

He used to just cause chaos in the middle of the night XD

So I’m doing both a text based rp and in game rp, but I’m mostly asking for the text based rp

So I want to have some character growth for Verminah, since she was raised traditionally Dunmer, she worships the reclamations

Ik the Dunmer already kinda don’t like necromancy, but my rp partner said that they will use necromancy to defend the temple. So I just kinda thought it wasn’t possible for this character to worship Meridia for a bit

But then I pondered on it more, Meridia is one of my personal favorites out of the Deadric princes, so I also want an excuse to use Dawnbreaker in game.

So I was thinking, what if this *particular* Dunmer thinks it’s better to summon Deadra like atronachs to defend the temple if needed instead of necromancy?

So, I didn’t think this through. At all.

So I started a Dunmer playthrough, and I was role playing as a priestess of Azura, devotee to Boethiah and Mephala. She was raised on worshipping the Reclamations.

I don’t remember WHY, but for some reason, probably “well she’s broke and she doesn’t have a choice” I decided to have her join the Thieves Guild 🤦🏼‍♀️

I can’t reload far back enough to undo that decision, so now I need to find a way to roll with it. Plenty of religious ppl are thieves, right?

So now I’m considering after completing the quest, roleplaying that she repents from theft altogether and turns to Azura for forgiveness

Ofc then she joins the Dark Brotherhood which she considers better because it’s in worship of Mephala 🙃

So I’m doing a Dunmer playthrough, and I’d kinda like her to be an assassin.

There’s no real way to avoid her being a lil messed up in gameplay, cuz what am I gonna do during the Mephala questline? Say no to a cool sword? That’s OOC for her, she shows reverence to Mephala

I wish I could join the Morag Tong, but alas, that’s not an option in the vanilla version, and since I’m on Switch I can’t use mods

Mephala teaches that it’s okay to kill with purpose and without attatchment, so her joining the DB isn’t really that much OOC, unless it goes against her beliefs in some way.

I remember something vaguely about how Mephala was believed to somehow be involved in the DB, but I don’t remember how exactly.

Despite being in pain? It’s my turn in my rp rn, and I’m stuck

In short: Sillia got impaled by an antler while hunting, and since she was alone she already lost some blood, and would have died if she was farther away from camp.

My rp partner decided to add in the detail that she’s feverish on his turn, and now it’s my turn, and I’m stuck

So quick recap for those who haven’t seen my previous post, Sillia got impaled in her right thigh by an Elk antler

I want to give her a permanent limp for disability representation, also it would help with her character arc too if she had to spend some time with her people, the Orcs, re-learning how to fight. As I want her to convert to Deadra worship(Malacath)

Hriskarr, my rp partner’s character, specializes in restoration magic tho. So I’d imagine he’d be able to heal it fully

So I’m thinking some bone damage, what do you guys think I should do?

So I’m doing an Elder Scrolls rp with someone atm, mostly for funsies, but also to practice my writing

My character, Sillia, just got her left leg impaled by an antler while hunting for food.

My other character Verminah is a Dunmer, so being from Morrowind where Elks aren’t really prevalent, she doesn’t know how to treat this. Both my role-play partner and I headcanon that restoration magic is much more complex than portrayed in game, you have to know the anatomy, and you can absolutely mess it up. If you don’t know what you’re doing.

Verminah is a Priestess of Azura, so while she doesn’t know how to heal this particular wound, she still knows a bit of restoration magic, but she mostly knows how to heal burns. So she cauterized the wound and healed the burn to ease the pain.

So Sillia was carried back to camp where my rp partner’s character Hriskarr, is a much more experienced healer, as he’s a Nord from Skyrim, and can actually heal the internal damage. Which is how my character survives the whole ordeal.

I told my role-play partner that I’m considering having Sillia be disabled from this, because disability representation is simply not done enough, but since there’s a lot of adventure and fighting, I do need my character to be able to fight still. I was thinking I was going to give her a limp, and she needs to ride on a horse a lot. I don’t want to just write her out of the story.

I know, it’s a relatively simple question, but I’m about to explain.

So I was role playing with my rp partner, and my character had her leg impaled by an antler while hunting.

So our two other characters hear her scream, and my other character decides to cauterize her wound.

I didn’t know what to type other than

“AHHHHHHHHHH!” She screams

That just kinda sounds boring to me, and I’d like to know how I can improve

Okay, so *my* reasons for wanting her to worship them is simple. The robes are cool.

So a little background on her, like many other Dunmer, she was raised to worship the three good Deadra. She’s a priestess of Azura, a devotee to Boethiah, and she worships Mephala

I’m roleplaying with this character in a text based rp *and* in game atm, and I’m trying to flesh out my characters. Make them more interesting for the text based rp

Her reasons for worshiping Merunes Dagon is simple, as a priestess, she has counseled other Dunmer to help them get past their struggles. She has been a marriage counselor before, she’s also done family therapy, etc.. she’s helped a lot of Dunmer

After learning that worshippers of Merunes Dagon believe in paradise in oblivion, I can kind of see her wanting to live in that paradise, as she feels, she deserves it. She also doesn’t see his other aspect, change as such a bad thing.

I’m thinking for Vearmina, Idk how she’d start worshipping her tbh, or why.

Ik Vearmina has other aspects like dreams which lead to ambition, but she’s at a low point in her life as she had to flee Morrowind, and started having nightmares about being slain by the Redoran Guard for being accused of Namira worship. Her parents worshiped Namira, and were caught, and the Redoran Guard wasn’t going to tolerate cannibalism.

Verminah was fed other Dunmer growing up without her knowledge, her parents were going to tell her when they felt she was old enough to understand their reasoning, so they just kind of kept it secret.

So I’m thinking out of desperation she could pray to Vearmina for pleasant dreams, and then questions things?

Feel free to DM me, cuz I need a good geek out session

So I’m doing the quest rn to help the ppl of Dawnstar, and Eurander doesn’t seem like a bad person, however Vearmina is very clearly a bad Deadra. She makes ppl lose their minds in some cases and steals memories.

So why would he worship her at all to begin with? Why would anyone?

So I was scrolling through Reddit, and I didn’t know phalloplasty was an option as a genderfluid afab person. This woman posted her’s online for ppl who are considering it to see what it looks like healed

It looked amazing. I wish I could afford that surgery, cuz now I want a dick.

So anyway, I was talking to my friend Stacy(not her real name, I’m using an alias for her, she’s a trans woman), and I told her about the picture I saw.

She said that she didn’t like that a woman got a phalloplasty done because she feels like it’s objectifying trans women. Which is understandable, there are creeps out there who do sexualize trans women.

I just didn’t know how to respond, because I kinda feel like anyone should be able to have the genitalia they want? If that makes sense, without judgement. I’ve even heard of men getting vaginoplasty surgery done cuz they wanted a vagina.

Like, why should it matter whether someone is trans or not? If someone wants to change their genitals, that’s their business, yk?

I don’t want to have an ignorant mindset or anything without realizing it either tho, so I wanted to ask here

I think this is hilarious, but in a very good way

OK, so I like to role-play, right? Basically write a story with someone. I kinda expect some weird crap from men, because they are notoriously very weird. So I have firm boundaries such as no romance, ect..

So anyway, somebody responded to my role-play ad about a week ago or so, and we got along right away.

There was no weirdness, no inappropriate talk, none of that, so I thought he was a woman until I asked what his preferred pronouns were 🤣

It’s just very refreshing to know that there are men out there who are actually respectful and won’t try to push boundaries, it’s not very common in my experience and it’s just nice

Tbh a particular boundary that I kinda expected pushback on was no worship of Molag Bal, because he is canonically the worst imo. Like worse than murder and cannibalism worse. I do not even wanna role-play with anyone who wants to play as a character who worships him, for reasons I do not really want to list without a spoiler warning. Bethesda had to make it SUBTLE how bad he is, that I didn’t know for years until I started digging into Elder Scrolls lore more, and some Elder Scrolls fans still don’t know.
(Which if a rp partner honestly doesn’t know I’ll just be blunt and tell them)

But my role-play partner agreed that he was just awful, and he hates him too. there was no arguments, no pushback, no “but he’s my favorite Deadric prince” “but he’s so cool” NOTHING

(I just wanted to happy vent and also talk to other women about happy experiences)