▲ 48 r/ADHD

People with overly severe ADHD, are your experiences different?

Like from other ADHD'ers?

My severity wasn't officially stated by doc but from experience I consider it to be severe. What I noticed is the hyperactivity is my default state, so much that it looks almost like manic episode of Bipolar except I'm like this 90% of times. My average movement is quirky in a way and I often move by dancing, singing, jumping, I don't know, anything. It causes many problems and I get a lot of sh*t for it, as a guy.

My memory is INCREDIBLY bad.

My inattentive part is not just or a momentum but I don't comprehend 95% words from stories of my friends and I never successfully listened to a single lecture in class fully. Ever. Long-term this affected in poor vocabulary.

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u/QualityForsaken8192 — 22 hours ago

I hate how social media keeps explaining what ADHD is.

Every time I scroll I get one of those occasional ''This is why your ADHD is a superpower'' ''ADHD is not being lazy it's a lack of motivation'' and 10 minute lectures about ADHD.

Like brother we fucking know. You are telling us this for 5 years. Everyone knows what ADHD is now, and no the fuck it's not a superpower. I'm saying this as someone with severe ADHD.

Shits so annoying, I know what ADHD is, you know it, everyone knows. Some student learned the term dopamine from google 5 minutes ago explain it like they discovered it. I'd understand if the disorder was unknown or newly discovered, but everyone knows what it is.

It cringes me out how 90% of people obsessing over making those videos have nothing to do with ADHD nor it's comments and likes. Who is it even for? or why? There are like 1,000 people saying the same thing, we know it's a dopamine imbalance. but it's getting waaay too much attention for it's own good.

Why? because the term ADHD is now proclaimed by many undiagnosed neurotypicals and call themselves as ADHD for attention. So often that people with actual ADHD now can't be open about the condition because everyone assumes they are begging for attention too. Like I legit can't say I have ADHD my friends think I'm self diagnosing.

u/QualityForsaken8192 — 23 hours ago

Power difference between Thragg and other Viltrumites shouldn't be this big.

Writing wise. Like it's so stupidly, untastefully bad decision. His source of power is just stupid. It'd be cool if Thragg's most powers would be displayed by incredible skill rather than pure brute force or durability. Most of the time he moves less than average Viltrumite but just does far more damage. It's boring. Imagine he had an incredible reflexes, coordination, etc.

It's like when in Bleach they give characters a cool swords but instead they make them shoot blasts out of the swords from range while staying still instead of having a sword fight. Characters don't display a fraction of skill.

Even if Thragg did display more skill than incredible stats he still needs to be nerfed for some believability. Like if in comparison average Viltrumite is a 2, Nolan & Conquest are 6, and Thragg is a 20, it should be 6 for average Viltrumite, 8 for Nolan and Conq, and 9-9.5 for Thragg imo.

u/QualityForsaken8192 — 23 hours ago

I hate unreasonable hate many celebrities get.

I'm a guy and I myself don't like any of these musicians/actors except I'm cool with Zendaya. And let me clarify. You're allowed to dislike, or even HEAVILY dislike their works, but why in the fucking world people call them ugly and cyberbully them with the other unrelated things that have nothing to do with their career?

  1. Like I never even listened to Taylor and even if she's extremely overrated why would you pretend she's ugly lmao, even if she is, let's say she really is, why you have to need to mention this 1000 times? Literally every other guy has the need to say Zendaya and Taylor are ugly ''4/10''. Then people also make fun of celebrities for doing plastic surgeries hah. You two faced peace of shits. It's not even that it's their personal opinion, they try as hard as possible to reach it out to celebs. Commenting and posting on platforms publicly.
  2. I understand why people hate Bella, but it's extremely unjustified. Directors chose her for a role, and you hate her for it. She can't fucking change her facial structure you deep shit. Is she a bad choice for a role? fuck yea, but blame the ones who casted her, not her. This is such a basic level critical thinking. People don't even consider what a person can go thro, imagine half a planet judges your looks and not just on the internet.
  3. I don't know shit about BTS but people shit on them since of their existence without rational reason. I didn't listen to them but let's say they're objectively bad band, people don't hate them for being ''bad'' band, You know what I mean? Like they hate their existence as a whole more than they would hate Hitler as if they threaten their personal lives and families. Like you chose to pay attention to them bro. They would literally slaughter this band in slow suffering with 1 button if they could just out of pure hatred.

And the worst one - young Justin Bieber. You fucking bastards. Even right before he did weird shit (for the reasons we currently learned about, SA) you fucked him up hard for no good reason. Bohoo he made a 1 cringe song, and you decide to bully absolute shit out him, when he was a kid. Only now after we learned about his SA you feel bad about it but you keep doing the same thing to other celebrities. You don't learn shit, you don't care.

Even now, just look how same people in this same thread will justify shitting on these people, absolute fucking evil shit. I might be slightly wrong about any of these and you will ignore stuff you're wrong about. Fuck society I swear.

u/QualityForsaken8192 — 24 hours ago

I hate how people fall for Apple's marketing

Apple somewhere in early-mid 2010's: ''Ah yes our phone became an icon in society and now we can put minimal money and less resources into newer models and people will still buy them for more price than the previous models despite them being almost the same because of prestige''.

''And people won't even care much about specs they will only care about the last iPhone model number! I mean... Look at that tasty, juicy, new iPhone *insert number*, they don't even realize the latest number of phone gives an illusion of superior quality. They will see a whole commercial and only thing that will enter their minds is the number ''17''. ''

''People use our phone more as social status than actual functional phone, so yeah they'll buy it anyways regardless of fewer new features, James put the high prices.''

*Once in decade* ''Oh shit our sales are going down, plan B guys, this time we actually make a decent phone worth a money, get attention, sales will go up again, then our long-term strategy remains same and we lower the resources again for future, repeat.''

Companies like this, not just apple, have a whole fucking marketing team also team focusing on how human's dopamine receptors work to make people addicted and fall for this shit and even if people realized it the phones would still be sold highly because addiction. Fuck companies like this.

u/QualityForsaken8192 — 1 day ago

How good was the first 3 seasons of ''The Boys'' compared to 8.5-9/10 great shows? [Give Reasons]

If Breaking bad, Sopranos, Wire, GoT are Top tier 9-9.5/10 masterpieces...

I personally would put The Boys first 3 seasons 1-2 tier below them next to 8.5 great shows which would be around Mr Robot and Peaky blinders.

Like it was actually really good back then man, such a creative and unique concept and world building was thought out well too. Homelander was just so fucking intimidating and fun. Shit was actually unpredictable and realistic in a way. Acting and characters were so goood. It's a shame they didn't kept the quality.

It was NEVER flawless but it was like... still good. Above just good for sure. Finished The boys is like, above average B or B+ entertaining show but back then it was extremely good A+ in my opinion.

u/QualityForsaken8192 — 3 days ago

CMV: Politics are nonsense. Absolute waste of time.

Like brother there were tens of hundreds or thousands of revolutions in world and world isn't fixed. It won't be fixed. Problem isn't even your specific president, the conflict is just a natural pattern that runs around on circles for centuries.

We're living in 21th century, the world probably won't even exist another 2-3 centuries, we're almost at the peak of humanity in terms of technological and scientific knowledge and development and yet some people still don't know there are only 2 genders.

I'm extremely apolitical because I have only 60 years left to live and I haven't even figured out MY life yet and some people literally dedicate their entire lives on politics. It's nonsense and waste of time. Look at us, 21th century and nothing is fixed. We advance in technology but our nature of conflict, war just remains the same. Some things get better but so does the other get equally worse.

Problem is not your very particular influential people now or in history, if the world had reset like 10 times, all 10 times the humanity would have the same problems with similar assholes. Both politically and technologically we'd come to the same thing because that's how nature has programmed us. It's pattern.

One of the obvious patterns? every maniac and genius in history is a man. It's a biological pattern for it to be like this. It's not a coincidence.

We might not had same specific maniacs like Hitler or some presidents, or the same influential geniuses like Einstein or whatever, but every time in every world if it had a reset there would be the different similar maniacs and geniuses and it'd still be men. Again, not a coincidence, it's a destiny.

I specify gender to note the pattern. I'm a guy myself. Specifically men alone have nothing to do with it but certain group of people, women and men are wired to think the same way. Which is why nothing changes. Almost all women and all men think the same way.

So yeah your participance in politics literally changes nothing. World is fucked, just enjoy personal life.

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u/QualityForsaken8192 — 3 days ago

Are people with high IQ good at business, marketing and such stuff?

Can someone with genius IQ just come out with cool ideas for business or invent something? not necessarily revolutionary or super technological, can be just simple but effective.

I don't see why not. I can see plans failing but not not having them if you're a genius?

Like sometimes I look in sub of gifted people and they mention IQ comparable to Einstein and don't understand why not use it for being great chess player with their insane working memory or coming out with business ideas or stuff? marketing, psychology, programming, idk.

(Dunno if this is a right place to ask.)

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u/QualityForsaken8192 — 5 days ago
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Is it because of ADHD I don't want to sleep even if I AM sleepy?

so ADHD is famously against sleep right? I've been wondering if it's for the reasons I have problems with. Here are the variations:

  1. I'm either dead tired and my brain is getting fried, but I refuse to go to bed or in bed don't turn of the phone, and do whatever I do like scroll, draw, etc. It's like I ''procrastinate'' to literally just sleep.
  2. I close eyes, I try to sleep, no music or phone, but I am not sleepy. I lay for 3 hours, no progress. I'm bored and just exist without benefit.
  3. I close eyes, I might be sleepy, but I'm suddenly too energized and motivated to do the thing I'm hyper focusing and can't sleep with the thoughts of waking up soon to do the thing. Sometimes background music triggers it.
  4. I close eyes, I might be sleepy, but suddenly I have negative thoughts and feeling of loneliness and I think about dying alone. I have social anxiety and lack of social life so mostly cause of it.

Are any of these ADHD? my most common reasons are 1. and 2. and 80% of cause of bad sleep for me.

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u/QualityForsaken8192 — 5 days ago

iPhone case design concept 2

This is only a small low effort sketch to demonstrate idea and if it's any good the serious design will be more detailed. NOT with low quality smoke, shadows, etc. (I really wanna Gorillaz phone case.)

Figures are OBVIOUSLY not drawn by me but I composed them. Also I drew the smoke, sun and 2D's yellow shadow (btw it has glasses and tie).

Funny thing I thought of is to photoshop smoking pipe to Murdoc's mouth (he doesn't have it on original pic) for an excuse to have smoke fill the design. My fav part.

u/QualityForsaken8192 — 6 days ago

Trying to make a decent phone case design for my phone. Please criticize

I really wanted a Gorillaz case but instead of looking for one I kind of made my own with existing art materials, researching and slight editing. I know the color of background is kind of bad and I'm working on it and I'm thinking to change the main art cause it doesn't really fit it compositionally.

But if you at least sort of see my vision should I continue or it's better to buy my own? be honest even if it's extremely flawed. Also is it sort of cringe?

u/QualityForsaken8192 — 6 days ago

Am I right about the ending???

In the end as I understood, the ''Backrooms'' universe is a parallel universe that imitates our world in weird forms? I'm not familiar with Backroom's concept in general.

here were presented the same rooms, houses, items and even people that were in real world but just everything was ''wrong''.

So basically if you just do whatever you do, there is a parallel version of you in backrooms that is presented in a strange form? And as I understood it's generally of people who are severely traumatized? (Edit: Theory, I think each ''traumatized'' person creates his own world/room in that universe and entities that represent their past traumas)

So for example there was a shot of main character's ''parallel version'' sitting in exact pose and similar room, but everything was wrong, It imitated the real life version of her? so if you exist there's also an another version of you in that universe?

  • Edit: Theory, I think each ''traumatized'' person creates his own world/room in that universe and entities that represent their past traumas)
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u/QualityForsaken8192 — 6 days ago

I took this test too many times and now I'm getting inaccurately high score. Help?

First time about years ago I took this test was 3AM at it was 105. Then I took at day more relaxed and got 120-125, but I think I just noticed the patterns more easily out of repeating.

I did this test at least like....10 times. I don't know what I'd get on first try if I took it on clear mind. I was either always sleepy, tired, or when got high scores was because of repetition.

Are there other sites where I can once and for all do it on clear mind and somewhat accurately measure my score? if even it's possible? cause other sites might share the same patterns no?

u/QualityForsaken8192 — 8 days ago

Many of us would wish for worse stuff than Bear if we could

Okay I'm saying this from Bear's perspective but different context. Imagine at your weakest point in life you're so desperate and highly emotional in specific moment you stupidly wish inside your head something extremely absurd, let's say you're so angry at someone during an argument that at that moment of weakness you literally want that person to die, and then they suddenly fucking explode without you expecting that, but deep inside you obviously didn't want any of that.

That's basically Bear except he wished something else, and well, he's still actually an asshole. Basically every absurd thing that you wish without being serious actually happens at high scale without you KNOWING it will. You might have a political beef with certain group of people, and on drunken or angry state wish for them to die and bam suddenly you committed a genocide because your ''wish'' unexpectedly worked.

That type of thing could happen to anyone multiple times in our lives on our impulsive short-term decisions. I know my friend would literally kill all homosexual people year ago with 1 button if he could which is worse what Bear did but he changed now. Literally any of us at one point in our lives would do something extremely horrible if we had wishes. Intentionally or unintentionally.

More than half of you would heartlessly butcher some innocent celebrities with a wish because of your very personal views or emotions even if you're objectively wrong. At least at one point in your life or even now.

u/QualityForsaken8192 — 9 days ago
▲ 44 r/MrRobot

Does anyone else here love Mr Robot but also don't fully understand the show?

Like I understand the psychological aspect which is why the show interests me in a first place and the characters are amazing, but lmao I don't understand the economical part nor fully understand the goals. I know they want to destroy E corp for revolution to ''break out of matrix'' sort of reason but not fully.

Like I barely understands what E Corp does. I mean I do, kind of, but also not fully.

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u/QualityForsaken8192 — 10 days ago

Is my Phoenix logo any good? what should I change?

My friend asked me for cool phoenix logo for a game clan so I designed this myself. Any feedbacks?

u/QualityForsaken8192 — 10 days ago

Can my portfolio for a job be posters of an existing movie? or should it be my concept?

(Edited) I want to make book cover and posters in movie style. Can the book covers and movie posters be of an existing piece's with my interpretation and creativity? or should I think of the poster names on my own?

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u/QualityForsaken8192 — 11 days ago
▲ 12 r/drawing

I'm drawing an actual person in my style. Please give brutal critique

Can the pose be better? are there anatomical errors? are proportions ok? is this generic? cringe? I obviously don't show the face publicly.

I built the vibe according to the person.

u/QualityForsaken8192 — 11 days ago

Does ADHD affect someone's IQ, more specifically working memory and processing speed?

Especially the severe case? I had mine tested and my working memory and processing speed in particular were extremely low, whereas my logical thinking was ordinary on higher end.

I know ADHD does not make you stupid, but it does cause memory problems right? Also I know that someone can have great memory and high IQ with ADHD, but could they have been better without ADHD?

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u/QualityForsaken8192 — 12 days ago
▲ 71 r/ADHD

I haven't slept and showered for days

More specifically I have all nighters for whole week and don't sleep for 35-40 hours straight each day and I procrastinate to shower for entire week because I'm focused on drawing someone perfectly and I study anatomy (She didn't ask me, I do it secretly, I almost stalk her) Genuinely what the fuck is wrong with me.

I'm started to smell and I have to shower and it's so stupidly mentally hard for me as if I have to do 50 pushups. I'm staying in the village for few weeks and shower is not too comfortable so partly cus of that. I don't know why I type this I didn't talk to single soul except parents for months.

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u/QualityForsaken8192 — 13 days ago