"But I like
to think when something disturbs me that
it is important. Goodnight. Goodnight.
Yes, thank you for coming. Goodnight.
Goodnight. It was very pleasant.
Goodnight. Goodnight. I'll see you
again. Goodnight. Goodnight. Standing
at the open door issuing people.
It's over. It just is." SJB
thinking about it now, my parents always asked me if i wanted the patriarchal adjacent toys (baby dolls, cleaning toys, cooking toys, etc.) but they never pushed them on me. and every single time they’d ask, it was ALWAYS a no. it makes me wonder if the “maternal” instinct all women supposedly have is actually just a result of being handed the guidebook for child rearing and domestic labor through the guise of children’s toys before we were even able to form our own personalities and interests. i mean is it not a little strange to hand a 4 year old little girl a BABY DOLL??? or a fucking vacuum??? idk it rubs me the wrong way when i really sit back and think about it 😣
i was trying to make mermaid potions and cast incantations on my siblings lmaooo, a fucking vacuum wasn’t doing shit for me
Spoken word by Tom Waits
"Here we are, one magical moment
Such is the stuff, from which dreams are woven
Bending sound, dredging the ocean
Lost in my circle"
The dentist's office with only dentures in the window. The building seems to guffaw, fall into itself. I look for graffiti, plant life and anything that looks back at me. I don't turn away, I point and shoot. My brother bangs on the steering wheel and yells at the cars, the people. We are coming back from the doctor. I go every four weeks or I can die for no reason. If I didn't love myself I would be ash for an apple tree. If I didn't love myself, I would never speak another word. Static, pink and plastic, grinning for no reason, the world is full of teeth - Tricia Warden 9/26
Photo is original photograph taken on my cell phone
Love dollar bill at the end
"Kneeling in front of nothing"
"One hundred skull angels came crashing around me
Their wings all set in flames"
"It's a lonely old world
Sometimes it takes alll of your strength
To raise up your hand
And wipe the tears away
That fall on your chest
And you realize you're on your own
There's only your blood
Blood won't let you down"
"Keep your electric eye on me, babe, put your ray gun to my head. Press your space face close to mine"
"I have become a silent movie
The hero killed the clown
Can't make a sound
Can't make a sound
Can't make a sound
Eyes locked and shining
Can't you tell me what's happening?
Why should you want any other when you're a world within a world?
A world within a world"