u/emilyrosee35

It’s crazy that younger 16 year old me wanted to be a famous makeup artist/influencer soo badly and I definitely think that maybe I could’ve made it happen. However I’ve seen what it does to people…it ruins them. They lose the plot of who they truly are and become very greedy and cocky. They also become soo tone deaf from reality. Not saying I would become that kind of person, but I feel like every guru says “oh I’m not gonna be that way” and then they turn into EXACTLY that😤 fuck James Charles, Jeffree Star and Mikayla for ruining the online makeup creator world. I used to actually like Mikayla until she came across as evil and heartless. None of them are nice

I keep getting 19-20 question correct per timed section and I feel like I’m so close to getting like a 23/25 or a 22/25. It’s also nerve racking because I’m taking it August 5th and I’ve heard stories about people doing great on the practice test and then getting a 150 on the real one 😭 thankfully this is my first attempt at the official LSAT so if it happens that’s okay I’ll still have 4 attempts left. Tbh I spent more time reviewing than doing timed sections. I only do one timed section a week just to see how I’m doing and to get used to being timed.

I always get called weird or immature because I can’t relate to lustful people. Young, ambitious people in their mid 20s who are introverted probably get this as well?? (or maybe it’s just me). I don’t understand people who want a marriage so badly that they will literally go on wayyy too many dates. Or they constantly talk about getting married and having kids or wanting a boyfriend. I just never related to wanting a boyfriend. Then when they finally get one they’re annoying about it. I just can’t relate to any of that. I never went on a date before and never had a boyfriend because I just don’t want one. It sounds boring to me. I stay getting called weird for that but it doesn’t sound that exciting. A lot of relationships seem…unauthentic or they’re creating an image in their head of their partner that’s not really them. They use like rose colored glasses towards someone because they want that American dream. They want a house, a husband/wife, and kids which is reasonable okay but don’t settle for a red flag because you want that goal so badly and you’re in a hurry. Idk maybe I’m crazy and “weird” but I just don’t understand people who are obsessed with dating and having a boyfriend….it seems very boring. I don’t want one and I’m not gonna chase after it…it’s not interesting to me at all like I don’t care about it

lol why do people get offended when I say I love being alone. I don’t want to go out and be around people. The only person I like going places with is my older sister 😂 I don’t care to make friends and I definitely don’t want no boyfriend (unless my first love come back than alright). I love my room and my space. I appreciate just sitting down in silence. I don’t get people who ALWAYS have to yap and always be around people. That sounds like hell to me. Pure bliss to me is just being alone in my room with no loud noise and doing my makeup or watching TikTok’s or reading, it’s so peaceful.

I’m 26F USA🇺🇸 I’m an introverted makeup artist who just is tryna yap

When I was 20 I was really depressed and wanted to drop out of college. I also had some mental issues where I just was really low. Anyways, I became great with friends with this guy at my job…a year into our friendship I fell in love with him. I never knew if he felt the same or nah but it’s been years and he still has a very special place in my heart. We haven’t seen or spoke to each other since 2022 but yet he’s still special to me. I’m a very introverted person where I kinda live in a bubble and he’s the one person I let in my bubble and I just got attached to him because he got me through a lot of shit… that’s why I feel like he’s the love of my life. I’m not a romantic type of girl at all but for some reason he just is someone I like a lot. Couldn’t tell him though bc I thought nahh I’m an ugly weird girl at his job he probably wouldn’t want me 😂🤷‍♀️ he’s the last friend I had. Now I just keep to myself but yet I think about him everyday

Lately I’ve been feeling really tired and just off. I’ve been unemployed for a month because I lost my job and I started a new job on Tuesday. I feel good about it however something feels off. I’ve been exhausted with little to no energy at all. I also lost motivation. I’m in a weird head space right now. I’ve been studying for the LSAT to go to law school for a year and I’m supposed to take in August. But lately idk what’s going on I’ve been really tired lately and just my brain feels fried. For the past like two days I’ve been feeling soo tired for no reason is this normal? What’s going on with me???

So this guy who I used to LOVE in high school moved out of state. Some girl I work with knew him because he used to go to her school before he went to mine. I just remember when he said to me “you’ll get married someday for sure…to someone nice. Nicer than me”….I don’t like him anymore but when that girl asked me if knew him and it just kinda took me back for a second 😭😂 he was not a good dude but 16 year old me thought he was fine af (I’m 26 now thank god that time of my life is over)

To anyone who is new to the LSAT please do not believe the whole idea that you have to study every single day with no days off. I saw a very weird post on instagram that said something like Mother’s Day doesn’t matter go hit the books and study for the LSAT….. that’s a weird idea to give out because what if the person just studied for like 50 days straight with no time to give their brain a rest and are just really tired?? Idk those motivational instagram pages tend to be full of shit. I usually study 5 days a week and give myself a day or two to just not think about it. This actually makes me come back way stronger and realize “oh I actually can do this and I’m just not reading carefully enough”. Sometimes you can misread an answer choice or misread the stimulus. If you’re tired of the test you can get in the habit of skimming and missing important information you need to get the question right. Another thing if you’re tired you tend to just pick an answer that “sounds good” instead of putting full effort in….just do not believe those Instagram and TikTok “influencers” who think it’s some overly complicated 8 hour a day grind…it’s not. It’s very manageable, I do 2 hours a day at most. I work retail and own a small business, I can still manage my time.

IN SUMMARY: just please take at least one day off a week. Instagram and TikTok influencers are not always truthful. They post a lot of click bait to come across as some badass and it’s just a myth. This test is basically just observing how you read and think along with how you manage your time. Not some competition of who puts in the most hours.

So umm why is job shaming a thing?? I do not understand people who insult another person’s job and say stuff like “oh I could never work retail or fast food…I want to be a lawyer”…. Do you realize that a job is a job? Also I used that example because I’m a pre law student and it really bothers me when I hear a comment like that. Little do they know also that customer service is a very important skill same with communication. Those are skills a lot of jobs need. I just as someone with a bachelors degree I never shame people for their jobs. Getting a job in 2026 is not easy and sometimes you can have the skills for a job and not get hired. I’m a makeup artist and got re hired at a makeup store I loved working at and I’m very excited to meet some new clients. Some guy on a subreddit tried to insult me and say “makeup artist are stupid good luck trying to be a lawyer, you’re too unprofessional for that”. I didn’t want to sound mean but that came across as so tone deaf to say especially since like I said, customer service is a great skill to have. Lawyers and doctors both deal with clients & patients, which involves guess what? Communication and customer service. A job is a job and if you enjoy it, I see no shame in that

I worked for a makeup store for like 4 years during college and I loved it. Even though it was an hour away from my house, makeup artistry is my hobby. What made me leave was that I got a contract job at a law firm, it went terrible. I fr hated that job because they said I would be a “legal assistant” but I ended up in a mailroom. I got terminated because they kept hiring people in bulk and then firing them two months later. It was poorly ran and that also was an hour away from my house. I’m very tired of commuting and just need a temporary job close to my house so I can study for the LSAT and go to law school. Anyways, I got offered a job at a makeup store that’s only 6 minutes away from my house 🩷😭 I’m low key excited even though it’s a pay cut because ngl retail isn’t too bad if you want something that’s stable. This store I worked at was my favorite job low key so I’m kinda happy to be back with the company. Plus it’s part time so I’ll have time to study and work at the same time.

If anyone’s wants to yap about my life right now or just have a general conversation we can chat 🩷

NOTHING makes me more angry than when older people act jealous and bitter. They will see an ambitious 20 something year old and immediately become a snarky bitch. Just because you’re older that doesn’t make you wiser. Let people live their own lives and mature on their own. I stg I hate when they try to act like motivational speakers or just act extremely insulting towards me just because I’m in my twenties 😤fuckkk like it’s genuinely so insufferable. It just radiates bitter and jealous which is insane how tf you got beef with a 26 year old?

I’m feeling so off tonight if anyone’s down to chat feel free to DM

Back in 2020, I met this guy at my job and we became good friends and he was everything to me. He was an amazing friend and we talked to each other a lot. We stopped talking in 2022 due to life pulling us in different directions. Now in 2026, idk I don’t get as hype to talk about him anymore. I never thought id say that because he was the love of my life. I just idk he said we were gonna see each other again but it’s been 4 years and he hasn’t even tried. We treat each other like strangers so idk I feel kinda blank about it. I was extremely in love with him. Never told him. I think now I just feel like “oh he’s really not coming back even tho he said he would”. Just makes not feel anything really. Sometimes when I’m feeling really sad I miss him because we would talk about life a lot but 🤷‍♀️ I’m tired of trying to get him to come back into my life.

In short: don’t keep waiting for someone who you don’t think is ever gonna come back. Follow your life goals and if they don’t want to join you that’s okay 🩷