Idk what’s more confusing, that I just found out mgsv had a ps3 release, or that I found an unopened copy of it in my grandparents junk pile. oh thank goodness she didn’t get rid of it
I’ve known this person for 9 days only. We had a genuinely great time, but recently I was going through something at home, so I needed to pull back and went a little bit cold. He thought I was playing mind games and manipulating him, but I was just dealing with something serious with my family. He insisted that I’m playing with him
Every time I come across an Until Dawn video on TikTok, it always has average 500k-800k likes or sometimes millions of likes and views, it has a very active community and many viral edits, memes and cosplays, which is kinda crazy for a 11 year old linear horror game, it’s the last game I expected to endure this much culturally but I’m here for it. It also seems to be only big on TikTok and nowhere else, reddit and twitter doesn’t care that much about this game whatsoever
I hope the sequel is good anyways
I think I unintentionally create a dreadful situation and atmosphere around those who socialize with me. I noticed that my kind of social awkwardness is pretty different than the typical one. I’m a very approachable person, but once someone approaches me to interact with me or talk, they fall into a trap of extreme awkwardness, and they can’t leave easily since they’re the one who came to me in the first place. I can definitely feel their regret.
Idk what’s wrong with me, sigh.
Just a backup plan for everybody. I wouldn’t wish this pain on my worst enemy
I’m literally so exhausted oh my god
I hate that I still relate to this
Whenever I’m in a relationship or become friends with someone new, my fear of them leaving me is diabolically intense. That’s why I usually avoid getting to know new people, because just the thought of them abandoning me or losing interest in me triggers extreme anxiety. I start behaving out of character and not like myself at all. Fear of losing someone is really bad even when there’s zero signs they’re leaving, my mind subconsciously just starts sabotaging that relationship/friendship. I’m sick of it. It’s been like this for such a long, long time and it’s only getting worse. I’ve lost so many people in my life, I pushed my people away, I sabotaged potential romantic partners and friends, It’s a dark situation to be in.
Unrelated side things I wanna add:
-When someone truly accepts me for who I am, I become extremely attached to them, sometimes obsessed. It’s a rare phenomenon in my life, but when it happens, I CLING to that person, which backfires and sabotages our connection.
-People my age usually feel 10 years ahead of me. I often feel like a child when I interact with guys my age in college. My IQ suddenly drops when I’m socializing.
Whenever I’m in a relationship or become friends with someone new, my fear of them leaving me is diabolically intense. That’s why I usually avoid getting to know new people, because just the thought of them abandoning me or losing interest in me triggers extreme anxiety. I start behaving out of character and not like myself at all. Fear of losing someone is really bad even when there’s zero signs they’re leaving, my mind subconsciously just starts sabotaging that relationship/friendship. I’m sick of it. It’s been like this for such a long, long time. Since I was like 10 years old, I’m 20 now and it’s only getting worse. I’ve lost so many people in my life, I pushed my people away, I sabotaged potential romantic partners and friends. It’s very, very dark.
Unrelated side notes I wanna add:
-When someone truly accepts me for who I am, I become extremely attached to them, sometimes obsessed. It’s a rare phenomenon in my life, but when it happens, I CLING to that person, which backfires and sabotages our connection.
-People my age usually feel 10 years ahead of me. I often feel like a child when I interact with guys my age in college. My IQ suddenly drops when I’m socializing.
I’m currently listening to Angel Down and I’m like, how could anyone say Joanne was a step back? This feels inevitable to exist and important for her career as an artist.
Million Reasons is one of her all time classics, just as important as Bad Romance and Born This Way in my humble opinion.
We are officially in the absolute worst age for dating, we peaked and I can’t even imagine how it would get any worse than this. We Gen Z are having it really bad and painful I’m just beyond exhausted.
It’s actually stressful, painful, humiliating and downright traumatizing. I’m beyond tired and exhausted.
How is everyone else doing?
Anyone else feel like people in their life rapidly come and go? Idk why this feels bleak to me even if it’s normal. Maybe I’m taking it too seriously, and I know this is how life has always worked, but this made me develop attachment disorders.
I hate the concept of someone becoming a central part of your life and then after a while they’re a complete a ghost of the past that doesn’t exist in your timeline anymore. People really come and go so fucking quickly and it’s sometimes terrifying, it’s like I shouldn’t care about that friendship or relationship because I know it won’t last that long anyway so why would I even bother. I have difficulty in maintaining people in my life.
I wanna know what do y’all think of this
STOP THE COUNT. Way too many live changing events one after another. How am I supposed to comprehend all of this
Why good things always have to be so rare like this is downright horrific