u/Safe-Monitor-8113

Im a pretty chill guy, but these past few months i changed and suddenly im having these intense feelings of anger out of nowhere

Like, i can be holding something, and if it falls or something, i get this intense anger, i can only think about picking it up and smashing it into the ground. And i keep having this thought over and over

Or for exemple, when i have to do something i hate. Like washing the dishes, it happened today for exemple, i had a LOT of dishes to wash, so it would take a lot of time

But all the time doing it i was ANGRY, but like, real angry

I kept having the thoughts of smashing everything into the ground, of tacking someone and smashing his head agaisn't the wall or the floor over and over. But it was BAD. For the 25 minutes i spent washing, i had to make pauses because i was too angry. It was to the point where i was feeling it in my body. You know when you're so angry that you feel it? Like in your arms ? That was it during the entire time. I kept breathing to control my emotions because i was almost crashing out

And this is happening a lot. In random moments when something happens, even for small things

im having this anger out of nowhere. And it started only like a month ago i thin

Im a pretty chill guy, but these past few months i changed and suddenly im having these intense feelings of anger out of nowhere

Like, i can be holding something, and if it falls or something, i get this intense anger, i can only think about picking it up and smashing it into the ground. And i keep having this thought over and over

Or for exemple, when i have to do something i hate. Like washing the dishes, it happened today for exemple, i had a LOT of dishes to wash, so it would take a lot of time

But all the time doing it i was ANGRY, but like, real angry

I kept having the thoughts of smashing everything into the ground, of tacking someone and smashing his head agaisn't the wall or the floor over and over. But it was BAD. For the 25 minutes i spent washing, i had to make pauses because i was too angry. It was to the point where i was feeling it in my body. You know when you're so angry that you feel it? Like in your arms ? That was it during the entire time. I kept breathing to control my emotions because i was almost crashing out

And this is happening a lot. In random moments when something happens, even for small things

im having this anger out of nowhere. And it started only like a month ago i thin

Pqp não sei oque aconteceu mas faz já um tempo que só tem posts sobre a zendaya

No opinião impopular tem ums 25 por dia lá

Aqui também

O que tanto tem para falar sobre essa mulher ?

E é quase sempre falando sobre a beleza dela

Todo vez que uso o Reddit sempre tem um post sobre ela

I’ve known him for 3 years, but we were very close

We would go out every week, sometimes Even multiple Times a week. We would eat together, go to the movies, do sports and etc

We spent a lot of Time together and we talk a lot, like, i know he’s entire Life

But in february he got a girlfriend

Cool for him

But then, he stopped asking if i wanted to do something with him

After he got the girlfriend, i was the only one asking if he wanted to go out

Maybe its just me but i don’t like being the only one that ask if he wanna do something or just simply being the only one to start a conversation

But now, in june i thought “if i stopped asking, how much Time would it take for him to ask me again to do something?”

So in july i stopped asking

Almost 3 months later… and since then… 0

He messaged me a total of 0 times

He literally just stopped talking to me

And he’s with his girlfriend 24/7

I couldn’t care less if he spent Time with her. But he literally stopped talking to me when they got together

Like i Said, i don’t care if he spend Time with her. But why did he just stopped talking to me? I thought we were Friends

Maybe Im just a bad person?

But i miss my best friend

I know this was already posted a thousand times already but i wanna talk about my experience

I just can’t dont interact in things related to linkin park in social media anymore

On tik tok or instagram. When a video is about linkin Park, the official account or just a fan video, anything

8/10 comments on these videos are about chester or are negative about emily or linkin park

Seriously, everytime i open a video comments its almost only people being negative towards emily or linkin park or the usual stuff with “chester was better” “this isn’t linkin park anymore”

YouTube is chill though, most people there are happy

But tik tok and instagram is so negative

And worst of all? Those people aren’t Even linkin park fans

Nor chester

Most of those people only liked the first two albuns and hated everything after those two, and didn’t Even engage with chester others projects and they couldn’t care less about the rest of the band

Those people only are there to hate basically

Its so negative to a point where linkin park videos don’t show up in my tik tok feed anymore because i just skip them. Cause when i open the comment section its just filled with hate

I only interact with the YouTube comments

So Anyway thats all

I am subscribed to many accounts that i like

I search the content that i want, like a style of gaming for exemple

For exemple, i love indie horror games like puppet combo, i am subscribed to his account, i like his videos, i search for videos of his games, i like many videos of people talking or playing his games and even comment on them

But if i don't search for it, tik tok never shows it to me

Same thing for other type of contents, i do the same to horror games, to scott pilgrim, comics and etc

And if i don't search for it, tik tok doesn't show to me

Almost every video in my feed are videos that i never like or comment and couldn't care less

Muito melhor

Não precisa ficar mirando, consegue relaxar sentado e ainda pode mijar e cagar ao mesmo tempo. Ai economiza tempo

After playing years of the new zombies era, this year i came Back to the old ones like waw, bo1,bo2 and etc

Is it just me or are the newer games easier?

After cold war i can easily survive 20 rounds or more

But on older games I Die a lot before round 10 Even

I feel one tiny mistake can get me killed quickly

While on newer games i can get ambushed in a corner with many zombies and still survive

And I Die way faster in the older games, like 2 taps and im dead while in bo6 i feel like im [title card]

And etc etc

Estava olhando e Schedule 1 no Hydra e ele está desatualizado

Mas indo direto pro site da Steamrip ele está em dia

Mas a fonte é justamente Steam rip

Quando que a versão Hydra é atualizada ?

Like, if you could make your dream come true, what would it be?

Omg this happens so much on social media

For exemple, i saw a video where a couple made a joke where in the middle of the night the father was asked to help to baby but when he woke up he was still sleepy and disoriented. You know, funny video

And then i Check the comments, i swear that 90% of the comments where about woman HUMILIATING their husbands and insulting them

Like, most of the comments were really bad, and also calling them pathetic, useless, idiots and that all men are like this

And being disoriented when someone wakes you out of nowhere is NORMAL. It happens to everyone. Idk why they made such a big deal out of it

Like bro, its a joke video

Or when someone posts a video and most of the comments are also about woman when clearly those vídeos Where made for fun

I really don’t get it. Why can’t people just Watch a funny video and laugh?

I can’t Even count how many videos i was everyday that simply turns into a gender war

And what do they gain from that? Whats the point

“””haha man bad””” “”haha woman are useless”

And the worst of all, those people ain’t Even kids or teenager. They are grown ass adults

These grown ass adults see innocent videos and decide to make a war there

Brother, just Watch the video and laugh

Its so depressing to see that.

Seriously, i don't understand at all how they can do this

Im the total opposite, i love animals with all my heart, my youtube page is filled with animals lol

How can someone do this? How can they be happy in life when they hit or don't take care of an animal?

How do they sleep knowing that an animal is suffering because of them?

For exemple, why do people abandon animals? I know that person maybe doesn't have money or etc

But they could just give them to an organization so someone might take care of them or adopt them.

But some just throw them in the street. For exemple, my dog is 9 years old. When she was only 1-2 months old, someone discovered her and her brothers in a TRASH CAN

HOW??? How can someone do this? How can leave PUPPIES in a TRASH CAN wrapped in a PLASTIC BAG???

A few more days and they would've died, 2 months old puppies

If there's one type of person that i think deserve everything bad, is those type of people

Im the complite oposite, if i could, i would have a farm of animals

How many people abuse dogs? Even organizations sometimes don't treat them well, they are in tiny cages, barely have food and when they do, its expired ones and they don't have love

Seriously. Just thinking about them breaks my heart

Animals are the best thing ever, they love cuddling, they take care of you, sometimes their only purpose is loving you. They are the cutest thing ever

And not only for dogs, but cats, bats, parrots, bunnys and every type of animal

How can some people be such a monster like this?

Anyway, im gonna hug my dog now