u/ShadowlightLady

Edit: Meant to say what do you think of highly affectionate people

I’ve had mine for less than a week and the itchiness is a problem is this a typical thing? Will it go away eventually?

I’m 20f and once I reach my 40s it will determine whether I live or die. My life depends on whether I can achieve my dream career and considering how high ranked it is it could take me decades to reach that goal but I tell myself as long as I achieve that then I can live because I have nothing else to live for. I never should’ve been born it was even a mistake for me to be human considering I’m not meant to be one. All I experience is pain, envy, anger, sadness, depression, anxiety and hopelessness. My family is a mess, it’s hard for me to make friends especially to keep them around so having a partner would be impossible. My life is a waste barely any worthwhile memories just constant gray skies. Plus the repeated misfortune with constant disappointment and pain such as my chronic back pain I’ve been suffering from for more than a year. I have no hope for anything else everything in this world is just meant to let you down it’s not a world where I can be happy so I drew 2 conclusions.

One where I can achieve my dream and reach the amount of happiness I’ve been hoping for or I fail so I will take my life. It’s really just a backup plan if that were to happen I even figure out the methods for it. There is a machine in Switzerland for it however if that is unavailable by the time I reach my 40s I have another method in mind though it is quite violent so hopefully it doesn’t have to go that. My 40s will determine 2 outcomes I either end up successful or I end up dead I’m fine with either. I just have to pull through and endure the anguish and in 20 years I’ll see where things will truly lead

I’m 20f and once I reach my 40s it will determine whether I live or die. My life depends on whether I can achieve my dream career and considering how high ranked it is it could take me decades to reach that goal but I tell myself as long as I achieve that then I can live because I have nothing else to live for. I never should’ve been born it was even a mistake for me to be human considering I’m not meant to be one. All I experience is pain, envy, anger, sadness, depression, anxiety and hopelessness. My family is a mess, it’s hard for me to make friends especially to keep them around so having a partner would be impossible. My life is a waste barely any worthwhile memories just constant gray skies. Plus the repeated misfortune with constant disappointment and pain such as my chronic back pain I’ve been suffering from for more than a year. I have no hope for anything else everything in this world is just meant to let you down it’s not a world where I can be happy so I drew 2 conclusions.

One where I can achieve my dream and reach the amount of happiness I’ve been hoping for or I fail so I will take my life. It’s really just a backup plan if that were to happen I even figure out the methods for it. There is a machine in Switzerland for it however if that is unavailable by the time I reach my 40s I have another method in mind though it is quite violent so hopefully it doesn’t have to go that. My 40s will determine 2 outcomes I either end up successful or I end up dead I’m fine with either. I just have to pull through and endure the anguish and in 20 years I’ll see where things will truly lead

A witch assigns you a job to do in her place and if you don’t do it you’ll face consequences. She gives you temporary powers so you can do the job.

The 3 people you have to put a curse on is:

A womanizer

A con artist

A racist Karen

It can be big or small just anything that comes to your mind and what you think the kind of curse you think they should receive. What kind of curse would you put on these 3 individuals?

The person was not exactly loved growing up and when they learn they’re having a child they feel happy of the thought of starting a family and hopefully that child loves them

Typically I usually hear people having a child to love though not usually the other way around. Would this thinking impact parenting in some way?

The more I(20f) think about it the less real it seems to me. The idea of liking someone and someone liking you back at the same time feels highly unlikely due to the slim chances. That’s just my perspective on it though I’ve never been in a relationship honestly just trying to make close friends is even a struggle so the idea of romantic relationships is just an impossibility to me. My sister told she, my brother and our parents found someone young so I can do it but I’m not like my family. When I visualize my life I genuinely cannot see any realistic outcome of that happening. I did like someone but that didn’t turn out well (I rather not speak of the details) all I got from was you can’t truly hope for things which leads to reinforcing your idealism which you can’t do. Anyway to continue visualizing what my life will lead to once I make it to my 40s(If I live that long) just truly don’t see it happening

I’m not saying this as some sort of defense mechanism I truly cannot envision things changing. Plus the patterns remain and it has shown no signs of changing one cannot truly hope for things facts and evidence are truly what determines things. It’d be better for me if I didn’t care at all.

Tl;Dr: I see them as unrealistic not apart of my own reality with no sign of change

The more I(20f) think about it the less real it seems to me. The idea of liking someone and someone liking you back at the same time feels highly unlikely due to the slim chances. That’s just my perspective on it though I’ve never been in a relationship honestly just trying to make close friends is even a struggle so the idea of romantic relationships is just an impossibility to me. My sister told she, my brother and our parents found someone young so I can do it but I’m not like my family. When I visualize my life I genuinely cannot see any realistic outcome of that happening. I did like someone but that didn’t turn out well (I rather not speak of the details) all I got from was you can’t truly hope for things which leads to reinforcing your idealism which you can’t do. Anyway to continue visualizing what my life will lead to once I make it to my 40s(If I live that long) just truly don’t see it happening

I’m not saying this as some sort of defense mechanism I truly cannot envision things changing. Plus the patterns remain and it has shown no signs of changing one cannot truly hope for things facts and evidence are truly what determines things. It’d be better for me if I didn’t care at all.

The more I(20f) think about it the less real it seems to me. The idea of liking someone and someone liking you back at the same time feels highly unlikely due to the slim chances. That’s just my perspective on it though I’ve never been in a relationship honestly just trying to make close friends is even a struggle so the idea of romantic relationships is just an impossibility to me. My sister told she, my brother and our parents found someone young so I can do it but I’m not like my family. When I visualize my life I genuinely cannot see any realistic outcome of that happening. I did like someone but that didn’t turn out well (I rather not speak of the details) all I got from was you can’t truly hope for things which leads to reinforcing your idealism which you can’t do. Anyway to continue visualizing what my life will lead to once I make it to my 40s(If I live that long) just truly don’t see it happening

I’m not saying this as some sort of defense mechanism I truly cannot envision things changing. Plus the patterns remain and it has shown no signs of changing one cannot truly hope for things facts and evidence are truly what determines things. It’d be better for me if I didn’t care at all.

The more I(20f) think about it the less real it seems to me. The idea of liking someone and someone liking you back at the same time feels highly unlikely due to the slim chances. That’s just my perspective on it though I’ve never been in a relationship honestly just trying to make close friends is even a struggle so the idea of romantic relationships is just an impossibility to me. My sister told she, my brother and our parents found someone young so I can do it but I’m not like my family. When I visualize my life I genuinely cannot see any realistic outcome of that happening. I did like someone but that didn’t turn out well (I rather not speak of the details) all I got from was you can’t truly hope for things which leads to reinforcing your idealism which you can’t do. Anyway to continue visualizing what my life will lead to once I make it to my 40s(If I live that long) just truly don’t see it happening

I’m not saying this as some sort of defense mechanism I truly cannot envision things changing. Plus the patterns remain and it has shown no signs of changing one cannot truly hope for things facts and evidence are truly what determines things.

The more I(20f) think about it the less real it seems to me. The idea of liking someone and someone liking you back at the same time feels highly unlikely due to the slim chances. That’s just my perspective on it though I’ve never been in a relationship honestly just trying to make close friends is even a struggle so the idea of romantic relationships is just an impossibility to me. My sister told she, my brother and our parents found someone young so I can do it but I’m not like my family. When I visualize my life I genuinely cannot see any realistic outcome of that happening. I did like someone but that didn’t turn out well (I rather not speak of the details) all I got from was you can’t truly hope for things which leads to reinforcing your idealism which you can’t do. Anyway to continue visualizing what my life will lead to once I make it to my 40s(If I live that long) just truly don’t see it happening

I’m not saying this as some sort of defense mechanism I truly cannot envision things changing. Plus the patterns remain and it has shown no signs of changing one cannot truly hope for things facts and evidence are truly what determines things.

The more I(20f) think about it the less real it seems to me. The idea of liking someone and someone liking you back at the same time feels highly unlikely due to the slim chances. That’s just my perspective on it though I’ve never been in a relationship honestly just trying to make close friends is even a struggle so the idea of romantic relationships is just an impossibility to me. My sister told she, my brother and our parents found someone young so I can do it but I’m not like my family. When I visualize my life I genuinely cannot see any realistic outcome of that happening. I did like someone but that didn’t turn out well (I rather not speak of the details) all I got from was you can’t truly hope for things which leads to reinforcing your idealism which you can’t do. Anyway to continue visualizing what my life will lead to once I make it to my 40s(If I live that long) just truly don’t see it happening

I’m not saying this as some sort of defense mechanism I truly cannot envision things changing. Plus the patterns remain and it has shown no signs of changing one cannot truly hope for things facts and evidence are truly what determines things.

The more I(20f) think about it the less real it seems to me. The idea of liking someone and someone liking you back at the same time feels highly unlikely due to the slim chances. That’s just my perspective on it though I’ve never been in a relationship honestly just trying to make close friends is even a struggle so the idea of romantic relationships is just an impossibility to me. My sister told she, my brother and our parents found someone young so I can do it but I’m not like my family. When I visualize my life I genuinely cannot see any realistic outcome of that happening. I did like someone but that didn’t turn out well (I rather not speak of the details) all I got from was you can’t truly hope for things which leads to reinforcing your idealism which you can’t do. Anyway to continue visualizing what my life will lead to once I make it to my 40s(If I live that long) just truly don’t see it happening

I’m not saying this as some sort of defense mechanism I truly cannot envision things changing. Plus the patterns remain and it has shown no signs of changing one cannot truly hope for things facts and evidence are truly what determines things.

The more I(20f) think about it the less real it seems to me. The idea of liking someone and someone liking you back at the same time feels highly unlikely due to the slim chances. That’s just my perspective on it though I’ve never been in a relationship honestly just trying to make close friends is even a struggle so the idea of romantic relationships is just an impossibility to me. My sister told she, my brother and our parents found someone young so I can do it but I’m not like my family. When I visualize my life I genuinely cannot see any realistic outcome of that happening. I did like someone but that didn’t turn out well (I rather not speak of the details) all I got from was you can’t truly hope for things which leads to reinforcing your idealism which you can’t do. Anyway to continue visualizing what my life will lead to once I make it to my 40s(If I live that long) just truly don’t see it happening

I’m not saying this as some sort of defense mechanism I truly cannot envision things changing. Plus the patterns remain and it has shown no signs of changing one cannot truly hope for things facts and evidence are truly what determines things.

The more I(20f) think about it the less real it seems to me. The idea of liking someone and someone liking you back at the same time feels highly unlikely due to the slim chances. That’s just my perspective on it though I’ve never been in a relationship honestly just trying to make close friends is even a struggle so the idea of romantic relationships is just an impossibility to me. My sister told she, my brother and our parents found someone young so I can do it but I’m not like my family. When I visualize my life I genuinely cannot see any realistic outcome of that happening. I did like someone but that didn’t turn out well (I rather not speak of the details) all I got from was you can’t truly hope for things which leads to reinforcing your idealism which you can’t do. Anyway to continue visualizing what my life will lead to once I make it to my 40s(If I live that long) just truly don’t see it happening

I’m not saying this as some sort of defense mechanism I truly cannot envision things changing. Plus the patterns remain and it has shown no signs of changing one cannot truly hope for things facts and evidence are truly what determines things.

The more I(20f) think about it the less real it seems to me. The idea of liking someone and someone liking you back at the same time feels highly unlikely due to the slim chances. That’s just my perspective on it though I’ve never been in a relationship honestly just trying to make close friends is even a struggle so the idea of romantic relationships is just an impossibility to me. My sister told she, my brother and our parents found someone young so I can do it but I’m not like my family. When I visualize my life I genuinely cannot see any realistic outcome of that happening. I did like someone but that didn’t turn out well (I rather not speak of the details) all I got from was you can’t truly hope for things which leads to reinforcing your idealism which you can’t do. Anyway to continue visualizing what my life will lead to once I make it to my 40s(If I live that long) just truly don’t see it happening

I’m not saying this as some sort of defense mechanism I truly cannot envision things changing. Plus the patterns remain and it has shown no signs of changing one cannot truly hope for things facts and evidence are truly what determines things.