My Journey to Veganism(compassion)
My Journey to Veganism
Today, I would like to share my personal journey toward veganism, why I chose this path, and why I believe it is one worth walking together.
I was born into a vegetarian family and raised on a vegetarian diet. But for the last five years, I have gone further, embracing a fully plant-based life and becoming completely vegan. Looking ahead, I have made a sacred vow to remain vegan for the rest of my days.
Two profound moments in my life led me here.
The First Turning Point
It happened on a journey to a temple. As I walked, I found myself alongside a family of four including two young children who were leading a goat with them. Together, the family, the goat, and I walked nearly a kilometer until we reached the temple grounds. There, the goat was led in a ritual circle around the temple before being brought to the place of sacrifice.
Right before that fateful moment, the goat seemed to sense what was coming. In a desperate attempt to save its own life, it cried out with all the strength it had. It cried loudly, intensely but its pleas fell on deaf ears. Water was splashed over it, and then came the final strike.
In an instant, its body was severed from its head. And yet, even then, its body was picked up and dragged around the temple once more for a final lap still twitching, still gasping, life not yet fully gone. Witnessing this filled me with an overwhelming unrest, a sorrow I could not shake.
The Second Turning Point
Some time later, a second event occurred. My friends and I had planned a picnic. Among the group, those who ate meat brought along another goat. To slaughter it, two people held its hind legs, another pulled a rope tied around its neck, and one brought a khukuri(shord) down from above.
Just as before, the goat screamed, fighting with everything it had to hold onto its life. And just as before, even after its head was severed, its body continued to shudder and struggle.
Witnessing this second tragedy, I made a definitive vow: I will remain vegan for the rest of my life. I will never take a life, nor participate in the exploitation of any living being.
Why I Made This Vow
That creature held the exact same longing to live, the same love for its own life, that I hold for mine. It felt painful. It did not want to die. It was simply defenseless.
To see how we as humans who call ourselves rational, who call ourselves compassionate can inflict such violence left me heartbroken. From that day forward, I promised myself I would never consume animal products again.
This is why I believe in veganism not as a diet, but as an act of compassion. Compassion toward every living creature. Compassion toward the earth. And compassion toward the quiet inner voice that already knows the difference between right and wrong, if only we stop to listen.