u/wasraelx

Mild TW: not really ableism, this lady was not trying to imply that Big Autism misdiagnosed me, and she was describing a genuinely very autistic child she clearly cares about deeply. I guess it was an awkward compliment attempt by an otherwise very nice boomer, but slight TW that this is the topic.

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She went on a yap about how much ‘acting out’ her 8 yo nephew is doing, how he can’t sit still, can’t focus, yells when he’s being fed sometimes, stims virtually all the time, has a huge problem with cars etc.

As I said she clearly cared a lot, but it was obvious that this kid was her first encounter with autism and she was right in the thick of it daily ever since.

But like… I’d yell my head off if someone sat my 28yo-freelance 6-figure ‘cannot possibly be autistic’ ass down and tried to make me eat pancakes at 7am??? I’d also roll around in bed in frustration for hours if I had to go to bed at 8pm when I go at 3am most days. I’d also be hysterical if you told me we ARE going to Disney NOW and there’s nothing I can say about that and you’d physically carry me to the car and strap me in. I’d also probably try to run away from you if you were holding me down because ‘we’re reading now calm down’???

The poor kid is 8 so he doesn’t get to choose nothing, so ‘acting out’ is his only defence, meanwhile I get to have RBG lighting at my flat and paint at 2am because I live alone. I can decorate the whole space exactly to the t how I want it, wake up wherever, work whenever, travel whenever, socialise whenever, eat whatever whenever, take whatever chemicals I want whenever, unplug whenever.

So yea no shit Cheryl I’m not gonna act like your 8yo nephew. I can be chill and focus. Cuz I ain’t got to go to a horse ranch tomorrow when I explicitly told you I hate horses, unlike your 8yo nephew.