u/NoEscape2500

I have a job interview Thursday in person so of course I think everything that can go wrong will go wrong. I think I’m getting Covid because….. I’m hungry. Because normally I don’t feel hungry. And when I had Covid I felt hungry.. I also didn’t sleep well last night. That can also throw off hunger signals. Also I’m hungry at normal hungry times. Not every hour like when I had Covid.

Also my boss who’s coming into work tomorrow has the flu. And I’m convinced I’ll get it and I won’t be able to do the job interview :( and then won’t get hired.

Is there a big difference between the two?? I didn’t realise body wash was also soap like in the way it cleans the body. I only figured this out the other day when my therapist asked why I would use two soaps in the shower (was trying to figure out if the way I shower is compulsive or normal.) so is their anything better about bar soap, or is that just what I’ve always used

I want to make a scent from some flowers in my backyard, and I found fractionated coconut oil for pretty cheap. I know it won’t last long on the skin, but I think it could be fun, and I’d then get specific body safe oils to make roll on perfume

Girl at my work Sunday August 30th was vomiting and couldn’t keep anything down. Since then I accidentally touched stuff she did, then touched my phone. I’ve accidentally touched my mouth and it’s been three days and I’ve been fine. I’m worried because I keep accidentally touching my lips, and touched something and then put my lips on it and I am not 100% sure I touched it with my clean hand.

I’m worried because I’m visiting a friend this weekend and am really scared of getting noro at the college dorm they live in. In shared bathrooms. But also like, yes noro lives on surfaces for up to two weeks, but dosent it like die slowly? So it’s unlikely.

I feel like I look like a guy today and I’m so happy. When do I start not looking like a guy and how do I deal with the sadness I’ll feel when that happens. I try to tell myself I’m just a woman, but I feel like I’m lying and it just makes me upset. The thought of everyone calling me she makes me feel sick, but it needs to happen. I don’t want to be ugly and mutilated, and I want my family to love me for who I am, and who I am needs to be not trans. I’m just following a trend and it needs to stop.

Was in a dream about being lured into the woods to some guys creepy house with a very scary ambiance, and this constant creepy noise, woke up to realise I was halfway through Pree-Sisters Swallowing a Donkey’s Eye.

I’ve been on t for two years

I really want top surgery but my mom says there’s no reason to do it and that it would be mutilating my body. I just don’t care for my chest and I think I’d rather have a flat chest vs harming my chest with binding and stuff and feeling like I look weird in the mirror. Sometimes I feel very dysphoric and sometimes I feel fine. I really don’t want to go off t and the idea scares me but I feel like she has some good points of like why can’t I just be myself without transitioning. Maybe I could just be a masculine woman. I don’t like being called she and her or a woman but it would be easier

Last Sunday someone I work with was throwing up constantly after drinking anything. I bleached my phone after. Well now it’s Saturday and I worked, touched things she may have touched, then touched my phone, and accidentally touched my lip after touching my phone when taking a pill (I take them from the cap but the finger holding it touched my lip) I then continued eating. How likely is it for me to get noro

ALSO!! I saw the girl Thursday and she was acting fine and also talking about how she parties all the time. So maybe she was just hungover?? I also used the same bathroom today that she had been sick on. I did put my shirt over my nose and mouth but I feel like I should be more worried about that right?

I ate french toast and then had to urgently use the bathroom two times in like 30 mins and my stomach still feels weird. It wasn’t diareah, slightly looser than normal but ultimately fine. Could it be brought on because I’ve been eating healthier recently and the toast and maple syrup is too rich? I feel like I remember having issues with syrup as a kid. I’m just worried because I’m convinced I’ll get noro from work

I need facts. So I read that it lives on surfaces for weeks, but does that just mean shared surfaces? I’m worried because my coworker possibly had it, then touched things I touched. I’m worried I touched stuff she did, then touched my phone. I brushed a bleach and water mixture into my phone when I got home, and washed the case with soap and water, and now almost 48 hours later am worried because I touched my phone, then pet the dog, then kissed the dogs forehead. I washed my lips with soap and water but I’m also worried because I opened a ice cream cup and my thumb touched the packaging and then my spoon touched it and I think I touched my phone before opening the ice cream. I know noro survives on surfaces but it seems unlikely right?

It’s been like 26 hours post exposure and I feel nauseous in my throat but I also just ate and my stomach feels fine. I know symptoms tend to hit around the 32nd hour post exposure if she had norovirus, so that’ll be like 12:00am tonight. I’m really scared. Hoping I’ll be fine and will be able to worry less after 48 hours post exposure.