u/crazyhomlesswerido

Because one of the things that is really holding me back from really enjoying the other aspects of the game than just the driving around doing delivery part of the game use the fact that I have to do so many deliveries just to be able to get money to buy the stuff that I need to do the other parts of the game that are the main parts of the game. So is there a fast easy way to build up money or is there some kind of money cheat on Android that would let me bypass the delivery part and just see the other parts of the game because as enjoyable as that part is and I could play it forever I don't want to be stuck on it which feels like I am because I don't want to have to grind for hours just to get enough money to buy the stuff that I need for the other parts of the game

Okay I know this question I found it a year ago but I wanted an updated version of what's kind of like the streaming service of video games that Netflix is to movies on Android. I know about Xbox cloud and I know about Amazon Luna but I was looking for something with a more comprehensive Library instead of like only a few titles. I also know about Nvidia but they seem to limit your game time I want something where I can just play the game without worrying about session length. May not exist yet but I'm hopeful

As I'm getting to play more of the newer games thanks to streaming services like Xbox play pass on my phone I'm realizing now why digital is making more sense for games going forward. Because imagine a game on a bunch of discs that's like 120 GB worth of memory that is going to be an awful playthrough with a hard copy because you're going to have to change discs every couple of seconds just to load in the next part of the game. Now is games become a huger it just makes more sense that they become digital.

To me digital just makes sense because as we go forward it gives you access to a large collection of games all at once and the problem is not the digital itself it's the fact that companies as of now have the right to take away your digital purchase and make them unavailable to the people who paid money for them should they decide to stop selling the game. And that is something that needs to be discussed in fought for laws to be changed that digital purchases need to be like physical purchases where once I buy it it's mine forever regardless of company X or Y no longer selling the digital product.

Even in the preservation of games digital is wonderful because if it was not for the plethora of ROM sites out there housing games that most of us would not have access to otherwise even the hard to find physical copy games that might cost hundreds or thousands of dollars is a blessing. The fact that I could hear about an obscure video game that I didn't know about for an old console and go find it within seconds is amazing. So I don't see digital as the problem I see it as the future the problem is in the company's preserving it for us instead of having to do the illegal thing of like ROM downloads. Also getting companies to care more about yesterday's products than they do now.

Because I am constantly Blown Away when I look at these Mandela effect videos and I swear to God like the other day I even can remember as a kid when they would do movie day at school watching a movie where Sinbad played a genie. I can almost remember scenes from it. But according to the world that I live in in the present time that I'm in now that movie never happened he never played a genie. Other things like the spelling of Bernstein Bears. I mean was there something like big Cosmic shift that everybody from my timeline that was a child when I was a child went through and what is the reason there is so much mass Miss remembrance of certain things? Now I could understand if it was just me and I remembered that there was this movie with Sinbad the comedian that played a genie but I'm not the only one.

I've tried to look up a few titles now that I am sampling a 14-day trial of playpass and to no avail have I found any of the Rockstar Library. I was kind of hoping to find like Red Dead Redemption or maybe Red Dead Redemption 2 or even the last Max Payne game Max Payne 3 cuz I really wanted to play that a while back. But there doesn't seem to be a single Rockstar game on there that I can find am I wrong or is the search engine just busted because earlier I wanted to play the Battletoads game that came out in 2020 since I was kid when the original Battletoads came out and I found it later even though I did a search for the game. So can somebody tell me are there any rock star games on playpass currently I have the premier Edition not the ultimate

I'm a huge gamer and once I found out that even the internet on my phone is decent enough to run cloud gaming at a playable level I've been hooked. It's like I've gotten to play all the games that I've always wanted to play but I haven't had the consoles to play them. Who would have thought that a 5G internet connection would be fast enough to play stuff like Xbox play pass or Amazon Luna. Games that are way too beefy for my phone I can play and I can get a feel for them. Like I've gotten a good way into the new Indiana Jones game that is out there ain't no way I have a PS5 and the TV for that kind of Gaming.

Does anyone else cloud game on their phone using their mobile data? And what other services are there besides Amazon Luna in Xbox play pass where I can get unlimited streams for games for the month?

I don't know the answer to this my only thought is because the companies look at it like there's more money in the new stuff and then once the new stuff becomes old stuff they erase it and bring out newer stuff. I mean that's the only thought I have but that's why I asked the question. Also the other reason is because like back with old used media there is no money in it for them is my guess. Because if I was to sell an old copy of Contra for the NES the only one who would be making money off of Contra is me when I make the sale not Konami. But that's just my thoughts I would love to hear why you think this is becoming a thing. Because it's a sad day that media is going to start to have an expiration date. That the games you might play today that you think are awesome might not be there tomorrow for you to enjoy and look back on like we could with the old physical days of media. And I'm just curious as to what your thoughts are and why the companies don't seem to care about the preservation of Their Own work.

I was kicked out of an Airbnb for telling a guy that I was autistic I didn't do anything there I mean I over communicate like I do I know the things that I have but they're not things that I can put the kibosh on either all the time I try but I can't always hold them back. It's the nature of autism. And I try my best to work with people and let them know hopefully and getting to be able to better work with them. And hopefully having them be more understanding of what I'm dealing with. But it was right after I told this to this manager guy of this Airbnb place that I was staying that he began to tell me that they no longer felt like they can meet my needs and that I needed to go elsewhere. Never lost it on the guy never raised my voice in fact I even begged him on the phone to let me stay and I try to be better for him and he kicked me out not only did he kick me out but he kicked me out in the middle of the afternoon with no place to go. I tried everything to have him let me stay and he was calling booking.com and immediately got my reservation canceled and I was told I had to grab my stuff and be out of the room by 10:00 p.m. that night. I even got the line that I have a family member that's autistic so I understand and if you understand why aren't you having compassion for me. Sir I will not be yelled at and so because you're yelling at me I'm not going to have you stay here sir I already explained to you that I get anxious in my voice Rises as I get anxious it's part of the problems dealing with autism no you're yelling at me and because you're yelling at me we're not comfortable with you staying in there I'm no longer comfortable with having you there so I'm not yelling at you I've already explained it but

My whole life and all the well intentioned people I have talked to told me to hide my autism. Told me don't talk about it. Like a dirty dark secret. like it something I need to be ashamed of. But God damn it, it is me. I can no more hide or run from it then I can from myself. Why the fuck should I be ashamed? I can't hide it because if you interact with me long enough you will see threw the facade of normal too the glitches underneath. With no explanation you are going to far less likely to be understanding. Plus it is me. I just want to be OK with me not who I suppose to be or how i am suppose to act but me. Fuck it i won't hide anymore. I am tired of running from it and pretending it is not there. Tried of living in fear because I am afraid of how you might respond to me. I am done with that it. I am done living a lie of "normal".

I mean as a child the only gospel i was tought was i was a gospel of different. Then in my adult life tought i only be accepted if I could act different. So hid I did and threw a lot of my adult years tried to break free from it. Pretending it was not there. Trying to find other answers Not understanding i can't break free from who I am. This the glitches and the good and bad I can do it is all me. I don't want to be ashamed anymore. I don't fucking want to hide. Be made to feel like this is my fault. When it is not a fault but just me.

Damn it. Why the fuck are thought this? Why are thought not to accept us as we are but to mask and hide to accommodate those around us? When we hear things like it is ok to be you and then tought to mask hide it. Well for me more. I tried of fear. I am tried of hiding. I tried of lifetime of sideline living because of the fear of what you might think. I am tried of allowing your fear to be my shame. Tired of maskings in hopes that you might accept me when it pushes me further away from accepting myself because I'm trying to be like you. But I can't be you because I am me. And I'm tired of a lifetime of bullshit of being told that's not okay because it is and it has to be because it's all that I am. So we can't get along that's fine but I'm not going to stop being me and I'm not going to be ashamed of who I am because of that fact.

My friends stop hiding be you. Be free in who are let's stop the shame and fuck the world that tells to hide. Let's stop being ok with their fear being our shame. Because we deserve so much better. We deserve our place in society as well. But that only comes when we can accept us for us and not own there fear of our differences.

What is going on I can click on a vacation rental it says something like 2500 and then I click to check out now it's almost 3,800? That's like across the board everywhere I look you know all the sudden I see 3650 all right now it's 4850 or some insane price jump somewhere between like 600 to 1000 bucks

I know of a few. Like for example the wonderful movie sling blade started as a short film called some folks like to call it a sling blade which basically is like the first 25 minutes of the movie where he's does the interview and then gets released and that's where it kind of ends.

Then I was surprised to find out that Napoleon Dynamite was actually based on a short 9 minute film and in that film Napoleon Dynamite was actually called Seth

Also the movie sin City was based off of a graphic novel but before the movie they made a 3 minute short.

Also found out Lock stock and two smoking barrels is based on a short film as well I forget the name of it but that is what I was told

What are some other movies that were short films first and then turned into feature-length projects?

Okay so I'm posting a lot right at now but I came across in some of my research on the bad action 52 the unwinnable prize for ooze in action 52. Then it got me thinking about treasure master for the NES that also had a prize related to it I forget the exact details but I think it was like $10,000 or something if you were the first one to beat it maybe I don't know. But I also looked it up on Google and it said no one really won that one is that true? And then the last one and final one that I know about was the Atari 2600 I forget the names of the games but I think it was like three games and you did something in them you got a prize of some kind and I believe somebody actually did win that one

But boy there other video game contest over the years that either never publicized the winners or there never was a winner too?

So I played a little bit of the action 52 tonight and then was curious because this is one of those that you always hear come up in bad game conversations rightfully so. Because I never actually heard of this game when I was a little kid when the NES was alive but only after when I started getting into researching retro video games. It is one of the most fascinating bad video games

Oh my gosh a lot of these games feel like games that would come from first semester programming students just learning how to do code. I started with the more famous of the action 52 games cheetah man but I couldn't get past the first level cuz he got stuck on the side of the screen when I got to the ladder and wouldn't move anymore I tried other games where they wouldn't jump forward over the little holes in the ground so I can move on with the level in other games. And all I kept thinking is if I had begged my mom for this I would have been as excited until I put it in my NES and turn it on and played the first game because out of the 5 or 10 games or so that I played out of it there was nothing worth playing.

Now I no unlicensed games as a whole on the NES or garbage for the most part but this makes those look like a legendary games in comparison. Because it's like no thought or effort went into any of these games just the idea of hey we can make a bunch of money off of a cartridge that we say has 52 games on them just do something quickly and we'll just throw them all on one cartridge. Literally have never played something almost unplayable like that before.

My account seems fine but then I tried booking at a property a day out in Phoenix and I got flagged as a potential partier in a warning was sent to the host that I was going to throw out parties or have an event there. Which is laughable to me because I am autistic and I don't have the kind of friends or social connections with people that would allow me to do those kind of events. Plus I'm not a big party person as a result of my autism anyway even if I had a couple of friends. But this caused the host to cancel and fortunately I got my money back.

But I was just curious because it's such an oddball thing for them to send out to somebody warning so I'm wondering if I got flagged and they're just not telling me because if it's true that I no longer can rent there I wish they would at least tell me so I wouldn't even go through the hassle of spending a couple of thousand dollars on a vacation rental only to have to go through the headache of trying to get it returned to my account. I don't know but I want to book through there with confidence and right now I'm kind of shaky on whether or not to book with them because I don't want to go through the headache and possibility of losing a couple of grand on a vacation rental for a month

I was wondering if currently there was a way to take an 8-bit chip tune and upload the audio file to Ai and then have it make it into an actual song that sounds like it was played on real instruments kind of like the way in chat GPT I can upload picture and change certain things about the picture easily

Target Renegade NES it has one of my favorite 8-bit soundtracks and yet the game is boring as fuck to me I hate it it is a piss poor beat em up.

Blues Brothers on the SNES I loaded that up last for the first time and I sat for an entire 3 minutes listening to the title screen then I started the game and the music in the first level also was getting me as well and I believe that's pretty much considered a bad game

Silver Surfer also on the NES has a really good soundtrack in a lot of people think it's a bad game but that one's debatable as bad because it is really fucking hard in the hit detection really fucking sucks

I've been diagnosed with autism ADHD and probably have OCD as well even though it's not official. That all said I have issues that come from those but the biggest issue I have is these outbursts that I have many times throughout the day and I don't know where they come from. My phone can open Facebook instead of YouTube as a glitch or something and it's a meltdown of nuclear proportions. I can forget where I put my shoes when I'm trying to leave the house nuclear meltdown. And I get annoyed very easily with people and can have meltdowns on them and not say very nice things.

And I've tried for years to get help with these issues and I get thrown out of doctors offices and behavioral health clinics being told I can't come there if I'm going to act like this and me telling them well if I could help acting like this why the what I need to come here. I even had places tell me there's nothing wrong with me. And yet I get myself alienated from all kinds of places and people because of this Behavior.

I try to explain it to people explain it in people think I'm making excuses for bad behavior when I say I can't help it and I literally can't it's like holding back a bull that's trying to rage and kick its way out of the pen. I have no idea why it's there all I know is I need help and I can't get it because I go into doctors offices and behavioral clinics and get thrown out. Even when I've went to ER is trying to jump start treatment through psych wards I get escorted off property by security guards trying to get help. Even had people tell me no one's going to help me with these issues because of the behavior associated with them and so I've kind of swallowed and let them go and learn to live with them but I don't want to. But I really don't know what to do

I've been diagnosed with ADHD autism and unofficially I believe I have OCD related probably to the autism cuz I can get stuck in ritualistic behavior. On top of that I have meltdowns all the time like my phone opens up YouTube instead of Facebook and nuclear meltdown me alone yelling and cussing stimming by flipping off the air and being really upset by that. That also sometimes comes out because I'm usually annoyed by people and I can curse them out. None of this stuff is what I want to do I know the elephant in the room I just don't know how to make it go away. It feels like being aware of epilepsy but not being able to make your seizures go.

And I can't tell you over the years how many times I've been to er's or other places to try to get help because I'm scared of what this behavior might cause to happen to me. Because once I get to that place in the Meltdown happens it seems like it's just biting time until it's on the wrong person who won't stop until they beat the living shit out of me for the crap that vomits out of my mouth from this. And I'm not trying to make excuses because I realize it's me but it's a part of me that I can't control. Once I get to that point no matter how much I try to hold back it's like trying to hold a raging Bull in a pin just by trying to hold the gate closed by myself. Bull always wins.

And I've been told by places that are behavioral health that I can't come here if I'm going to act like this and I'm like I wouldn't need to come here if I could help acting like this. I've gone to emergency rooms trying to get treatment by going into the hospital and hoping somebody could do something then I'm escorted out of the hospital by a boatload of security guards because of my behavior. And I'm like what the fuck's the point of calling it behavioral health if you have a serious behavior problem but you're getting kicked out from having an issue? Feels like going to the doctor and him saying get out of my office you're sick I don't deal with people who are sick.

And then there's issues like keeping places clean because of the ADHD and missing social cues and being able to focus on tasks outside of my main interests that seem to be intensified focus on because of my ADHD at the cost of the things that I need to do. Like I can have money in my bank to go buy better clothes but it will be forever in a day for me to get around to doing so even though the money is just sitting in there. To give an example. And there is all this bullshit that holds me back and that I know I could use help or understanding people around me to get me to a point where I could be more functional but no one takes time to see the issues that I have as problems and I am blamed for doing them as if I was doing it because I was in a hole.

I even had therapist in people tell me that because of the behavioral issues I deal with that no one's going to work with me and then no one's going to help me. Then I'm like thinking to myself what is the fucking point of the system if it's supposed to be there to treat people who in dire need like I am and because they don't like my symptoms like I don't and the things that I do like I don't how is anybody supposed to get better

I've tried for years because I know the things that are wrong with me I can see them I don't know everything but I know the big glaring elephants in the room. And I've tried to get help for him and a lot of them affect behavior and outburst and saying things that are really wrong. People all the time tell me oh well you can't use that engine excuse well I don't but I also don't know how to stop myself from doing them either because it feels like keeping a bull in a cage just by holding the gate shut. The raging Bull always manages to get out.

I mean I'm constantly throughout the day having major meltdowns. My phone ain't opens up Facebook instead of YouTube I go nuclear yelling and cussing flipping off the air. And it happens a lot with people and become easily annoyed I do all these things and I try to go in to get help and I'm thrown out by places that call themselves behavioral health and told not to come back for the very behaviors that I'm trying to fix. I've even been told by places you can't come here if I act like this and I'm like what do you mean I wouldn't need to come here if I can help acting like this and why the fuck do you call yourself behavioral health that this is where you're supposed to go if you got behavior issues.

And that's just one of the clearing issues that I'm dealing with other is ADHD stuff like being able to concentrate being able to keep a house in order not make it a mess or a disaster zone. Being able to understand and socialize with people without getting kicked out quickly.

And every time I reach out I'm thrown out of doctors offices I'm told not to come back I'm told that if I do then cops would be called because they don't like the behavior verbal outburst that I have. But where the fuck else am I supposed to go I need help and I don't know how to fix any of this and I don't really understand the monster that I'm dealing with. I know there is shit in my way that is constantly taking me out of having a fulfilling good life and some of it is lack of understanding from the world and some of it is just stuff that needs to be fixed inside of me.

So I asked how the fuck do you get help when everywhere you go they tell you to fuck off?