u/Next_Drop2688

Okay. The first time I played Plants VS Zombies was when I was like 10 years old. It was an old Flash game, and it wasn't the full version. The Plants versus Zombies flash game was about the gray football zombie, if you remember, and it only lasted from levels 1-1 to 2-5. I got fooled once.

The happiest moment was when I let my Dad play his computer to play the full version. It was amazing. It took me two to three days to complete the whole level, and I played the other minigames. I still remember them on my head. I actually played the full version in 2018, so not that long ago.

When I turned 18 in 2026, I started playing that song that goes, "There's a zombie on your lawn." Yeah. Belated birthday already because it was June 23. Maybe we might have something special for the year 2028. Thanks for reading!

My channel had multiple changes. The final chapter closes with IShowPain. Yes, that's the name of my channel. You'll see that Flash logo.

Anyhow, let's get back to the discussion. Is this progress even doing well? I've uploaded too many videos because I tried getting two videos a day. Maybe I got addicted to it when I was younger. As I got older, I realized that you need to have a great channel and post videos that are edited well. IShowPain might be the last time that my channel will be changed. It's also a painful feeling that whenever I post a new video, it only gets like 5 views in 24 hours. See? So, this closes us with a final chapter of my channel being changed.

Drop your question down below!

So, we know IShowSpeed is succeeding. Well, I call myself I show pain because it's a great channel name. There hasn't been a verified YouTube creator who named themselves that, so we have finally done it. I've been in pain many times I can remember. Friends have lost was very common for me, so we did it. I also try to make my content as niche as possible. That's all I gotta say. Have a nice day!

*proceeds to have negative thoughts*

I'm 18, and I experience this multiple times. What's my purpose in life, man? How many times do I need to go through this? Everyday? That's what you call showing pain without its speed.

I Get Active On Reddit, checking my notifications, and I'm looking for an empathetic supporter. When life is hard, then I get reminded of this

My name is Luis, and I've been through a lot. I've cried a lot. I've been in pain a lot.

So. When you drop your prayers, it'll help my future college career. I need a virtual hug 🥹🫂❤️

Well, well, well. I did it again. I cried today. Just 11 days off my birthday, and I'm already crying. What a booming start to this week, man. I think being an 18-year-old is really a very stressful age to experience. College and having a YouTube career. I think having a YouTube career has been really awful in my experience. I've been streaming for a year now, and nothing else has changed. My left brain is working, but not the right one. I've been beating it recently. You don't feel the happiness working inside you. You just stay emotionless, like you don't have a nice smile. My parents get mad at me when I get depressed. Yeah. Thank you to those who are reading this. 😭💔

This is what I usually feel when I get older. I started feeling depressed when I was 14. When I was 13, I was just emotional. I don't know if you feel this way, but you get lonelier when you get depressed. I have to complete my tasks on my own? I guess you have to be alone just to change the world and let the world hear from you. How many days until everything will work out? If I'm depressed today, then my friends will have abandoned me tomorrow. I need to find a way to die. 😭💔

Well. I've been through a lot, which means I really need to think alone in my bedroom. I've been alone lately. Life is terrible because you have friends forgetting you. They may have moved on. They're tired of your same personality, and they're waiting for you to change. Really awful man. I'm 18 and have no college friends. I would just sit alone. Am I a nobody?

Just no judgment because I'm only a teenager.

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I'm done 😭💔

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I've been dealing with dark thoughts lately. I think Fridays does hit you with depression. Also, I made a YouTube channel for my bully who bullied me. Is it a bad idea? Cuz he bullied me before. Anyway, here's a prayer.

**Prayer:**

Lord, people forgot about me. I've been living in a slow life. I can't do this alone without God. I pray that my dark thoughts will be transformed with positive thoughts. Whenever I feel tired, please heal my heart. Amen 😭🙏🫂

When I was a small YouTuber, my thoughts went crazy. They go like, "You won't be successful anymore." How do I ignore the hate, even if I try to delete it, and others still see it? My mom told me that the internet is so addictive. I believe my parents are right. Being a YouTuber is one of the most stressful jobs ever. You'll need to have a high-effort edited video to get someone's interest in their feed. I remembered giving up in the year 2023 because of rejection from a girl. I believe that's the most painful I've been through in my life, and I think life is full of pain. It's also relatable that not everyone will look through your posts. It's true.

Alright. Turn on the heater with the motivation I need. Let's see what you got. Not a roast battle, but a kind word I need to keep going.

The first time I felt bullied was 8-years-old. I was playing this drawing online game, but people started disliking my drawing. It was a very awful experience. All of a sudden, my parents went to the room and saw what I was doing. They told me, "The internet is filled with addiction." They were right all along.

As I grew older to a teenager, I understood why the internet is the worst invention in modern history. People commit crimes and spam hate comments to other smaller content creators that has like under 10k subscribers. The good news is that I have a channel that I'm about to reach 3,000 subscribers. I may have given up on this YouTube channel, but my potential increased with my final chapter.

So, yes. That's the story of how I got bullied. Have a wonderful day! 😊👋👋👋

OCD thoughts are my worst enemy. I started to have them around October 2025. There was a girl I was obsessing about. As of 2026, I still have them, which is destroying my mental health. My mental state feels like a battlefield where I have to prepare for a bad life, but I'm unprepared. I've been crying a lot because of this. My thoughts go like the girl I'm obsessed with is successful, but not me. This is the worst feeling ever.

That's my story of how I have OCD thoughts. Thanks for reading! I hope I have an amazing day! 😭🥹🙏