u/PralineBudget4235

Sadness, heartbreak to the point where I'm setting my sails off to Dagon and this is my last offering bucket here as well.

However, I would avoid frustrating your anger out in the comments because you thought my post was too long to read and just to let you know posting an angry comment on my post I don't read comments anyways.

Yeah, because I don't read comments and I go straight to my chat req instead 🤣

If you would like here, you can just listen to the spiritual masterpiece album by Sleep Token - Sundowning for a more atmospheric feeling 🌚

However, I should also address here that this subreddit is one of the few subreddits here where I felt a ''vibe.'' where people gave a sht about me. 

Yeah, I'd understand that it's weird that an American is appearing in a U.K. subreddit alongside with what I said why I post in this subreddit because I look for online only friendships worldwide and I know there some Redditors that are this subreddit that will message anyone regardless. 

And yeah, I wanted to address that I want to permanently say my goodbyes here even though I'm still going to look for any online friends that are into Lovecraftian horror, could show me some new cosmic horror podcasts as well.

Even though, I'd remember I had someone asking me if I would be interested in other horror podcasts and the answer would be that I'm looking for just sea horror and old sea tales. That's what I'm into, is the sea horror theme and olden tales of sea explorations gone wrong.  

And yeah, I'd know if this is even a thing since I'm getting into horror podcasts if there are any woodland horror stories or forest creature horror stories.

With that being said, where I will reside to message me outside of Reddit I will be posting later today the Discord server link where you can send me a message if you feel interested or drawn to this post. 

However, understand that this is a pro-mask Sleep Token Discord server, the people in the Discord server are mature adults that can have mature adult conversations about Sleep Token and not talking similar to a child in a kiddie-pool anyways.

The example would be ''immature Sleep Token fans calling the band members babyish names similar to cuddly, plushie, stuff animal, sweet cuddly sweet-cinnamon roll and other cringe names.''

Yeah, I should also address that the Sleep Token Theory subreddit is a pro-dox and has parascoial mentally ill cult leader in that subreddit called Hanos and if you also follow his subreddit then just don't join the Discord server because of these reasons.

However, I should also address that inside the Discord server we've exposed how much of a nasty vile person he REALLY is and this exposure is to get new fans away from this person. 

The server is quiet, laid-back, people only chat there when there is something to say, this server is private and will not be issued into a community based Discord server.

Yeah, I should also address that the rules of Lovecraft are that you must separate the author and his books. There is no need to go on a rant about his racism, when the Discord server is focusing on his books because that's what I focus on. 

Yeah, I should also address, is that if you see this post from a month from now or even later than that well I'll still be accepting friends. It's just I'm never returning back here. 

However, I should also address that I came back to Reddit to clarify what I meant by quitting Reddit because a few Redditors received mix-signals of what I meant by ''quitting.''

 And yeah, for those Redditors that posted the comments and could've said you're a good/great person ''the truth is I'm not and I will just not be that person even though if all the comments I refuse to read were positive it's just something I cannot accept right now anyways.'' 

However, I should also address that I've unsuccessful OBTAINED mods for the Discord-group and I would ask if you could avoid this Discord server group if you want to talk sht about Sleep Token, or how sht Sleep Token is for a metal band and I should tell you some quick facts here.

Sleep Token is fusion genre, it's not metal, it's not rock either, I don't understand why you've to give your negative energy out to someone that will just ignore, remove and if you constantly want to spam me negativity I'll just block you because I'm not going to fight back anyways.

And yeah, it's surprising to me that a handful of Redditors in the past told me ''I don't get the vibe of Sleep Token and there aren't any vibes at all for this band."

Well yeah, to be honest that's just depressing that you can't feel the magic that Sleep Token brings and I just don't understand why you feel the need to tell me these things when your message would go straight into a pile of buckets of fish for Dagon.

What I'm looking for in friends.

What can I offer besides Lovecraftian horror messages, cosmic horror messages, poetic typing skills in messages, sassy, funny, airy and just ''vibing with you?'' 

Well yeah, know that if you want to talk about your hobbies until you fall asleep from getting home from work or you're dead in a night shift and your phone is blank then I'm that type of friend. 

Yeah, if you've waited long to OBTAIN a friend that loves dialogue then you found the right person because I love messaging long winded text messages, I can become highly bored easily if the person types mono dialogue and low quality effort chats.

However, I should also address that being such a depressed person I need someone that isn't mono type dialogue and not low quality effort. The thing that I'm asking here, is just have some life to you and just don't have a personality similar to dry as 🦴  and wall plaster as well.

What I'm not looking for.

If you're someone that enjoys working SUPER long hours, you're not emotional available, or emotional ready for a friendship that thrives on emotional connection, wanting to connect every single day, if you're a person that loves sending text messages every 3-5 days just to catch up on life and ask how we're doing that's not what I'm looking for.

Yeah, because that goes against the opposite of what I'm looking for because I want someone to text me daily, long late night conversations which my sleep is SUPER ruined lately from anxiety to the point where international users are best suited for me because of this reason here.

Yeah, my anxiety is SUPER bad to the poinT being that I am living in central time. This post has been posted at 9 a.m. and the only sleep I had was/were 5-6 hours asleep ago. 

Yeah, that's why I said I'm going to post the Discord server info later because I'm going to try to get some more sleep and I'm also into those cutesy text messages where I'd enjoy seeing on my phone ''I miss texting you and looking forward to you waking up again as well."

My small interests and hobbies.

Horror Babble.

Glazed pecans or walnuts.

Japanese theatre or folklore

And yeah I should also address, I'd wish that Redditors would've seen my Steadfast Dwarven Spider uplift itself from a shout from a Deathlord, that was/were the most funniest thing I've seen this whole month currently 💀

However, just camera angle alongside with the dragon shout just was/were 🤣

Yeah, the camera angle you could hilarious see the 8 legs just lifted off the tomb ruins and just went flying FAR back 🤣

However, those Steadfast Dwarven spiders are well-built. I couldn't believe the spider was/were still alive after how far the spider got uplifted and went flying far back from the Deathlord shout far back.

Greek literature, I need to catch up on this though, Lovecraft stories (fascinating, just not the person.) Japanese Yokai lore, new technologies that are out, Skyrim is what I play every single day, if I'm not on YT or listening to music, occasionally everyday or every other day or two I get on Mario Kart 8 and on occasion Splatoon 3.

Yeah, this is just what interests me single day of the week, nothing changes and this is why asking me what's up will get VERY boring every single day.

Big Macs (no lettuce, no pickles and light Big Mac sauce.) Mcdonald's hot chocolate is amazing in flavor and 10 grams of protein for a small is awesome/kool.

Sea salt caramel.

Sugary or caramel perfume because you know that Sleep Token song huh?

Perfume that smells you walked out a forest because you know you got to remember the House of Veridian in the woods of Arcadia.

If you're also alternative, love deathcore, rock music, djent, different types of core and metal music and then just send me a chat req 🌸

Sleep Token is fusion music, that's what genre that I give Sleep Token as well 🦩

The standard Paradiddle 👑 II 🩷

Music.

Erra, Wage War, I See Stars, Currents, I'd enjoy a variety of metal genres/that even includes old-skool black metal and doom metal as well.

And yeah, just the style of old-skool-black metal bands that I'd enjoy are the 90s era of old-skool-black metal as well.

Lorna Shore (Will Ramos era only.)

How often do I go outside?

However, I should address that I'm not a people person and I'd only go out once or twice a week because I don't enjoy going out.

Yeah, just for me though I would rather be a metaphorical term of a Lovecraft unsocial hide away rathan me going out every single day to be around as well.

Highly disinterest me, maybe my Past Self would and it's just not for me anymore. Gave all away my blessings you know, put down my roses and picked up as well ⚔️

And yeah Lovecraft, I'd enjoy his books and just not the person that he is. Dagon and Mountain of Madness are my favorite as well 💯

Yeah, I should also address that I no longer answer how I'm doing and how are you because I don't want to state the obvious, then I get blocked for how I'm feeling because I get blocked every single time I'd.

Yeah, I should also address that before wasting your time reading this post. I'm looking for someone that is into Lovecraft horror. Must enjoy cutesy things amongst the Lovecraftian horror.

And yeah, if you dislike Sleep Token and you think this band sucks then you're automatically disqualified 😂

And yeah, I should also address if you want to comment and tell me this post is too long, I'm not reading this post, that's okay because I don't read comments anyways 😂

Yeah, I should address that I'd only ✅ my notification chat req inbox instead and I've seen Redditors post a similar or longer post than mine because SOME Redditors don't want to appear this.

Granite personality.

However, if you're wondering where I'm from the states I'm only going to say I'm from central time and I'd also have separation anxiety as well.

However, I should address that there are some nights where my anxiety can keep me up at odd hours and this is why I said dating international wouldn't be a waste of your time because of this if you were interested in me as well.

Yeah, I should also address that I'm single, not partnered because my first poly partner broke up with me two weeks ago and I'm casting my 🪣 offerings for Dagon for any 🎣

And yeah, I should also address that I'm looking for intellectual, witty, banter, emotional availability connections as well.

Yeah, I should also address that 'm not looking for someone that has the traits.

No dry wall personality similar to wall plaster, mono text messages that have no depth or body to the messages, I'm a depressed person and also autistic that means I need someone that has life to them alongside with not being dry as 🦴

Many of my past partners, treated me as a ''collectors piece and a collectors item.''

However, I should address that I was/were never seen as a person and I'm highly uncomfortable in a kinky relationship or an oversexual relationship.

Yeah, I should also address that I enjoy airy, sfw and witty flirting.

And yeah, I should also address that I'm 💯 wanting to be a online girlfriend with my partners alongside with I'm not looking to meet in person for these reasons.

Yeah, that's because without getting into much detail I live on government funding programs if that bothers you if you're looking for someone with a "nice." financial status and I plan on moving in my own government funded hud apartment in early 2027.

And the reason why yeah, that I've to wait that long is because I'm on a waiting list. There are no other HUD apartments in my area that aren't ghetto and accepts pets.

However, I should also address tha I'd know my chat req is off because I plan to take a break from Reddit this week and I've left my social handles on my main bio.

Yeah, the only thing I would/were ask of you is if you could not send me a low chat req that's just because I don't answer to these things here.

Low effort chat req and I'd only respond to high chat req qualities for Redditors that will not make type out their hobbies and interest for them because that's not me as a person.

Yeah, that's also something you should be able to do yourself anyways 🤡

Here are my small interests and hobbies.

Yeah, I'd understand that my hobbies and interests don't feel similar, that I just don't enjoy having a lot of hobbies and the truth of it all is I'm a simple girl for these reasons.

Yeah, I just don't want to have an overstock of hobbies that will become too overwhelming because I'd enjoy things that are simple and routine based.

Here are my other interests and hobbies.

Yeah, recently this month I got into YT cosmic horror podcast, stumbled on Horror Babble and I'd wonder if there are hardcore cosmic horror podcast goers who can show me where I should go nex as well.

And yeah, I should also address if my new serial send friendship can show me who I should listen to next and what stories I should pick up?

Yeah, just let me know where to go because I found Horror Babble VERY recently as well.

And yeah I should also address, I'd wish that Redditors would've seen my Steadfast Dwarven Spider uplift itself from a shout from a Deathlord, that was/were the most funniest thing I've seen this whole month currently 💀

However, just camera angle alongside with the dragon shout just was/were 🤣

Yeah, the camera angle you could hilarious see the 8 legs just lifted off the tomb ruins and just went flying FAR back 🤣

However, those Steadfast Dwarven spiders are well-built. I couldn't believe the spider was/were still alive after how far the spider got uplifted and went flying far back from the Deathlord shout far back.

Greek literature, I need to catch up on this though, Lovecraft stories (fascinating, just not the person.) Japanese Yokai lore, new technologies that are out, Skyrim is what I play every single day, if I'm not on YT or listening to music, occasionally everyday or every other day or two I get on Mario Kart 8 and on occasion Splatoon 3.

Yeah, this is just what interests me single day of the week, nothing changes and this is why asking me what's up will get VERY boring every single day.

Big Macs (no lettuce, no pickles and light Big Mac sauce.) Mcdonald's hot chocolate is amazing in flavor and 10 grams of protein for a small is awesome/kool.

Sea salt caramel.

Sugary or caramel perfume because you know that Sleep Token song huh?

Perfume that smells you walked out a forest because you know you got to remember the House of Veridian in the woods of Arcadia.

If you're also alternative, love deathcore, rock music, djent, different types of core and metal music and then just send me a chat req 🌸

Sleep Token is fusion music, that's what genre that I give Sleep Token as well 🦩

The standard Paradiddle 👑 II 🩷

Music.

Erra, Wage War, I See Stars, Currents, I'd enjoy a variety of metal genres/that even includes old-skool black metal and doom metal as well.

And yeah, just the style of old-skool-black metal bands that I'd enjoy are the 90s era of old-skool-black metal as well.

Lorna Shore (Will Ramos era only.)

How often do I go outside?

However, I should address that I'm not a people person and I'd only go out once or twice a week because I don't enjoy going out.

Yeah, just for me though I would rather be a metaphorical term of a Lovecraft unsocial hide away rathan me going out every single day to be around as well.

Highly disinterest me, maybe my Past Self would and it's just not for me anymore. Gave all away my blessings you know, put down my roses and picked up as well ⚔️

And yeah Lovecraft, I'd enjoy his books and just not the person that he is. Dagon and Mountain of Madness are my favorite as well 💯

However, I should address a few Redditors that are mentally struggling or questioning when will this cycle end?  U.S. Central time. Looking for worldwide connections and online only connections 🪶🦩🎭 

This is a SUPER long vent post, I would highly recommend you save your anger for your comments, because I don't read comments for these reasons here.

Yeah, I should also address that I just only read high quality chat req and low chat req get ignored in my chat req inbox anyways.

And if you can't include your interest, hobbies and expect me to do that myself yeah, go fk yourself I don't have the fks to give to do that anymore instead tell me what would you offer Dagon instead? Sleep Token and old-skool pun.

And someone asked me yeah, how long does a post take me to make?

Yeah, then just the final step is just go back to my tales of my insanity.

Just yeah, I should also address by the time you get done to listening to the spiritual masterpiece album Sundowning by Sleep Token then you would be already done with this post anyways 🌑

Yeah, to be honest nobody should trust a friend when they say I'll be here for you when no friends will be here for you in the end it's futile to trust others anymore.

However, I should address that eventually there has to be self-awareness within the person that eventually you will be left alone in the end of it all and nobody gives a damn about your sorry fk ass self anyways.

Because that is true, the nickname I've given myself is Elis which sounds similar to a virus and a disease.

Why would you want a friend that is a virus, a disease anyways?

However, I should address that I'm a person that wants to be needy, wants your attention, wants to be remembered by you, hearing your text messages. I miss you, I want you around, I care about you and you're a good person.

I feel like I've hit rock bottom, it's why I did drink in the late a.m. on my last post at 2 a.m. even though it's almost 5 a.m. central time now and a few Redditors were taken by surprise that I drink because oddly to the Redditors that sent me a chat were caught by surprised that I'm honestly the drinker type.

Yeah, coming from an ex alcoholic, alcoholism does sound good right around now and the reason why I've not gone back to my Past Self is the House of Veridian one of the crest mottos from that house is stability.

Yeah, I should also address that's the only reason why because I don't have anyone that honestly gives a sht because all my ex-friends were in my life because of self fk ass pity of it all.

It's the same thing for Redditors that come into my life and you want to tell me that ''I might not like you because I used to be a pass alcoholic and druggie.''

Yeah, I should address here the truth is nobody isn't a god-given angel in their early years in their early 20s, what matters now is the present and the future self of you is what I want to look at anyways.

Yeha, this could be seen as close to insanity when I say this but a bottle of whisky and coke lasts 6-8 months in the freezer and that's right I put my whisky in the freezer because I'd enjoy the altered taste just like my damn personality anyways 💀

However, I should address that's nsanity right? Well yeah, just wear me out like Prada devil in my detail.

Yeah, I should also address that I just don't want nobody asking me anymore how I'm doing those days are over and I don't think you want to know what it feels like to feel like your missin your wings in a realm of angels?

Yeah, I should address here if I'm going to be honest and the handful of times that I've gotten blocked for just being way too honest and I just can't keep doing this anymore sorry Redditors but I just can't do this anymore.

Yeah, to be honest, it's time to put down the roses and pick up the sword, right foot in the roses, left foot on a landmine and I just can longer have anyone tell me you care because you fk ass don't 🤡

Here are my other interests and hobbies.

Yeah, recently this month I got into YT cosmic horror podcast, stumbled on Horror Babble and I'd wonder if there are hardcore cosmic horror podcast goers who can show me where I should go nex as well.

And yeah, I should also address if my new serial send friendship can show me who I should listen to next and what stories I should pick up?

Yeah, just let me know where to go because I found Horror Babble VERY recently as well.

And yeah I should also address, I'd wish that Redditors would've seen my Steadfast Dwarven Spider uplift itself from a shout from a Deathlord, that was/were the most funniest thing I've seen this whole month currently 💀

However, just camera angle alongside with the dragon shout just was/were 🤣

Yeah, the camera angle you could hilarious see the 8 legs just lifted off the tomb ruins and just went flying FAR back 🤣

However, those Steadfast Dwarven spiders are well-built. I couldn't believe the spider was/were still alive after how far the spider got uplifted and went flying far back from the Deathlord shout far back.

Greek literature, I need to catch up on this though, Lovecraft stories (fascinating, just not the person.) Japanese Yokai lore, new technologies that are out, Skyrim is what I play every single day, if I'm not on YT or listening to music, occasionally everyday or every other day or two I get on Mario Kart 8 and on occasion Splatoon 3.

Yeah, this is just what interests me single day of the week, nothing changes and this is why asking me what's up will get VERY boring every single day.

Big Macs (no lettuce, no pickles and light Big Mac sauce.) Mcdonald's hot chocolate is amazing in flavor and 10 grams of protein for a small is awesome/kool.

Sea salt caramel.

Sugary or caramel perfume because you know that Sleep Token song huh?

Perfume that smells you walked out a forest because you know you got to remember the House of Veridian in the woods of Arcadia.

If you're also alternative, love deathcore, rock music, djent, different types of core and metal music and then just send me a chat req 🌸

Sleep Token is fusion music, that's what genre that I give Sleep Token as well 🦩

The standard Paradiddle 👑 II 🩷

Music.

Erra, Wage War, I See Stars, Currents, I'd enjoy a variety of metal genres/that even includes old-skool black metal and doom metal as well.

And yeah, just the style of old-skool-black metal bands that I'd enjoy are the 90s era of old-skool-black metal as well.

Lorna Shore (Will Ramos era only.)

How often do I go outside?

However, I should address that I'm not a people person and I'd only go out once or twice a week because I don't enjoy going out.

Yeah, just for me though I would rather be a metaphorical term of a Lovecraft unsocial hide away rathan me going out every single day to be around as well.

Highly disinterest me, maybe my Past Self would and it's just not for me anymore. Gave all away my blessings you know, put down my roses and picked up as well ⚔️

And yeah Lovecraft, I'd enjoy his books and just not the person that he is. Dagon and Mountain of Madness are my favorite as well 💯

However, I should also address that if you're in the grip of nsfw subreddits and you make a lot of comments in the nsfw-subs then don't message me not because of these reasons here.

Yeah, that just goes ''to show what kind of person you really are and I don't want to be around that kind of thing.'' I'm a gray 🩶 ace-poly but my friends don't need to be, I accept all friendships with any pronouns or sexyakuty as well.

Thanks for ignoring my chat req?

Yeah, your profile is completely blank, you can't say your asl, with hobbies, interests and you can only say hi 😂

That's just dry as 🦴 personality, your personality sounds dryer than wall plaster and I'm a VERY depressed person lately, just have some life to you because I don't 😂

Yeah, speaking of personalities for 6 months of being on Reddit I was/were only able to have less than 5 mature conversations about Sleep Token because of these reasons here.

Everyone has a kiddie-pool knowledge of Sleep Token and it's also rare to come across Sleep Token fans that understand that there are a lot of Japanese theatre (Noh.) influences as well.

This is why Reddit is fk ass sht, just close to the same as the Sleep Token community for SOME fake ass fans asking questions ''I don't understand the purpose of the masks, why do mask have to be worn in a ritual and photoshoots?''

Yeah, this person claims they've been listening to Sleep Token for a while yet you can't understand the meaning for a ''ritual.'' what do you think it is?

However, why do think SUPER kiddie-pool thinking and do you think it's just a jazzy-kool name?

However, I should address I just don't understand how people are not grasping the meaning of ''ritual.'' and that Sleep Token does have Japanese influences with Noh theatre and the reason why Japanese theatre that the masks are HIGHLY important to the person alongside the other dancers wearing the masks during a Japanese dance ritual 🪶🦩

Quitting Reddit this week, I should also address here that I'd know nobody cares and nobody shouldn't care about a piece of sht like me anyways.

However, I should address a few Redditors that are mentally struggling or questioning when will this cycle end?  U.S. Central time. Looking for worldwide connections and online only connections 🪶🦩🎭 

This is a SUPER long vent post, I would highly recommend you save your anger for your comments, because I don't read comments for these reasons here.

Yeah, I should also address that I just only read high quality chat req and low chat req get ignored in my chat req inbox anyways.

And if you can't include your interest, hobbies and expect me to do that myself yeah, go fk yourself I don't have the fks to give to do that anymore instead tell me what would you offer Dagon instead? Sleep Token and old-skool pun.

And someone asked me yeah, how long does a post take me to make?

Yeah, then just the final step is just go back to my tales of my insanity.

Just yeah, I should also address by the time you get done to listening to the spiritual masterpiece album Sundowning by Sleep Token then you would be already done with this post anyways 🌑

Yeah, to be honest nobody should trust a friend when they say I'll be here for you when no friends will be here for you in the end it's futile to trust others anymore.

However, I should address that eventually there has to be self-awareness within the person that eventually you will be left alone in the end of it all and nobody gives a damn about your sorry fk ass self anyways.

Because that is true, the nickname I've given myself is Elis which sounds similar to a virus and a disease.

Why would you want a friend that is a virus, a disease anyways?

However, I should address that I'm a person that wants to be needy, wants your attention, wants to be remembered by you, hearing your text messages. I miss you, I want you around, I care about you and you're a good person.

I feel like I've hit rock bottom, it's why I did drink in the late a.m. on my last post at 2 a.m. even though it's almost 5 a.m. central time now and a few Redditors were taken by surprise that I drink because oddly to the Redditors that sent me a chat were caught by surprised that I'm honestly the drinker type.

Yeah, coming from an ex alcoholic, alcoholism does sound good right around now and the reason why I've not gone back to my Past Self is the House of Veridian one of the crest mottos from that house is stability.

Yeah, I should also address that's the only reason why because I don't have anyone that honestly gives a sht because all my ex-friends were in my life because of self fk ass pity of it all.

It's the same thing for Redditors that come into my life and you want to tell me that ''I might not like you because I used to be a pass alcoholic and druggie.''

Yeah, I should address here the truth is nobody isn't a god-given angel in their early years in their early 20s, what matters now is the present and the future self of you is what I want to look at anyways.

Yeha, this could be seen as close to insanity when I say this but a bottle of whisky and coke lasts 6-8 months in the freezer and that's right I put my whisky in the freezer because I'd enjoy the altered taste just like my damn personality anyways 💀

However, I should address that's nsanity right? Well yeah, just wear me out like Prada devil in my detail.

Yeah, I should also address that I just don't want nobody asking me anymore how I'm doing those days are over and I don't think you want to know what it feels like to feel like your missin your wings in a realm of angels?

Yeah, I should address here if I'm going to be honest and the handful of times that I've gotten blocked for just being way too honest and I just can't keep doing this anymore sorry Redditors but I just can't do this anymore.

Yeah, to be honest, it's time to put down the roses and pick up the sword, right foot in the roses, left foot on a landmine and I just can longer have anyone tell me you care because you fk ass don't 🤡

Here are my other interests and hobbies.

Yeah, recently this month I got into YT cosmic horror podcast, stumbled on Horror Babble and I'd wonder if there are hardcore cosmic horror podcast goers who can show me where I should go nex as well.

And yeah, I should also address if my new serial send friendship can show me who I should listen to next and what stories I should pick up?

Yeah, just let me know where to go because I found Horror Babble VERY recently as well.

And yeah I should also address, I'd wish that Redditors would've seen my Steadfast Dwarven Spider uplift itself from a shout from a Deathlord, that was/were the most funniest thing I've seen this whole month currently 💀

However, just camera angle alongside with the dragon shout just was/were 🤣

Yeah, the camera angle you could hilarious see the 8 legs just lifted off the tomb ruins and just went flying FAR back 🤣

However, those Steadfast Dwarven spiders are well-built. I couldn't believe the spider was/were still alive after how far the spider got uplifted and went flying far back from the Deathlord shout far back.

Greek literature, I need to catch up on this though, Lovecraft stories (fascinating, just not the person.) Japanese Yokai lore, new technologies that are out, Skyrim is what I play every single day, if I'm not on YT or listening to music, occasionally everyday or every other day or two I get on Mario Kart 8 and on occasion Splatoon 3.

Yeah, this is just what interests me single day of the week, nothing changes and this is why asking me what's up will get VERY boring every single day.

Big Macs (no lettuce, no pickles and light Big Mac sauce.) Mcdonald's hot chocolate is amazing in flavor and 10 grams of protein for a small is awesome/kool.

Sea salt caramel.

Sugary or caramel perfume because you know that Sleep Token song huh?

Perfume that smells you walked out a forest because you know you got to remember the House of Veridian in the woods of Arcadia.

If you're also alternative, love deathcore, rock music, djent, different types of core and metal music and then just send me a chat req 🌸

Sleep Token is fusion music, that's what genre that I give Sleep Token as well 🦩

The standard Paradiddle 👑 II 🩷

Music.

Erra, Wage War, I See Stars, Currents, I'd enjoy a variety of metal genres/that even includes old-skool black metal and doom metal as well.

And yeah, just the style of old-skool-black metal bands that I'd enjoy are the 90s era of old-skool-black metal as well.

Lorna Shore (Will Ramos era only.)

How often do I go outside?

However, I should address that I'm not a people person and I'd only go out once or twice a week because I don't enjoy going out.

Yeah, just for me though I would rather be a metaphorical term of a Lovecraft unsocial hide away rathan me going out every single day to be around as well.

Highly disinterest me, maybe my Past Self would and it's just not for me anymore. Gave all away my blessings you know, put down my roses and picked up as well ⚔️

And yeah Lovecraft, I'd enjoy his books and just not the person that he is. Dagon and Mountain of Madness are my favorite as well 💯

However, I should also address that if you're in the grip of nsfw subreddits and you make a lot of comments in the nsfw-subs then don't message me not because of these reasons here.

Yeah, that just goes ''to show what kind of person you really are and I don't want to be around that kind of thing.'' I'm a gray 🩶 ace-poly but my friends don't need to be, I accept all friendships with any pronouns or sexyakuty as well.

Thanks for ignoring my chat req?

Yeah, your profile is completely blank, you can't say your asl, with hobbies, interests and you can only say hi 😂

That's just dry as 🦴 personality, your personality sounds dryer than wall plaster and I'm a VERY depressed person lately, just have some life to you because I don't 😂

Yeah, speaking of personalities for 6 months of being on Reddit I was/were only able to have less than 5 mature conversations about Sleep Token because of these reasons here.

Everyone has a kiddie-pool knowledge of Sleep Token and it's also rare to come across Sleep Token fans that understand that there are a lot of Japanese theatre (Noh.) influences as well.

This is why Reddit is fk ass sht, just close to the same as the Sleep Token community for SOME fake ass fans asking questions ''I don't understand the purpose of the masks, why do mask have to be worn in a ritual and photoshoots?''

Yeah, this person claims they've been listening to Sleep Token for a while yet you can't understand the meaning for a ''ritual.'' what do you think it is?

However, why do think SUPER kiddie-pool thinking and do you think it's just a jazzy-kool name?

However, I should address I just don't understand how people are not grasping the meaning of ''ritual.'' and that Sleep Token does have Japanese influences with Noh theatre and the reason why Japanese theatre that the masks are HIGHLY important to the person alongside the other dancers wearing the masks during a Japanese dance ritual 🪶🦩

Quitting Reddit this week, I should also address here that I'd know nobody cares and nobody shouldn't care about a piece of sht like me anyways.

However, I should address a few Redditors that are mentally struggling or questioning when will this cycle end?  U.S. Central time. Looking for worldwide connections and online only connections 🪶🦩🎭 

This is a SUPER long vent post, I would highly recommend you save your anger for your comments, because I don't read comments for these reasons here.

Yeah, I should also address that I just only read high quality chat req and low chat req get ignored in my chat req inbox anyways.

And if you can't include your interest, hobbies and expect me to do that myself yeah, go fk yourself I don't have the fks to give to do that anymore instead tell me what would you offer Dagon instead? Sleep Token and old-skool pun.

And someone asked me yeah, how long does a post take me to make?

Yeah, then just the final step is just go back to my tales of my insanity.

Just yeah, I should also address by the time you get done to listening to the spiritual masterpiece album Sundowning by Sleep Token then you would be already done with this post anyways 🌑

Yeah, to be honest nobody should trust a friend when they say I'll be here for you when no friends will be here for you in the end it's futile to trust others anymore.

However, I should address that eventually there has to be self-awareness within the person that eventually you will be left alone in the end of it all and nobody gives a damn about your sorry fk ass self anyways.

Because that is true, the nickname I've given myself is Elis which sounds similar to a virus and a disease.

Why would you want a friend that is a virus, a disease anyways?

However, I should address that I'm a person that wants to be needy, wants your attention, wants to be remembered by you, hearing your text messages. I miss you, I want you around, I care about you and you're a good person.

I feel like I've hit rock bottom, it's why I did drink in the late a.m. on my last post at 2 a.m. even though it's almost 5 a.m. central time now and a few Redditors were taken by surprise that I drink because oddly to the Redditors that sent me a chat were caught by surprised that I'm honestly the drinker type.

Yeah, coming from an ex alcoholic, alcoholism does sound good right around now and the reason why I've not gone back to my Past Self is the House of Veridian one of the crest mottos from that house is stability.

Yeah, I should also address that's the only reason why because I don't have anyone that honestly gives a sht because all my ex-friends were in my life because of self fk ass pity of it all.

It's the same thing for Redditors that come into my life and you want to tell me that ''I might not like you because I used to be a pass alcoholic and druggie.''

Yeah, I should address here the truth is nobody isn't a god-given angel in their early years in their early 20s, what matters now is the present and the future self of you is what I want to look at anyways.

Yeha, this could be seen as close to insanity when I say this but a bottle of whisky and coke lasts 6-8 months in the freezer and that's right I put my whisky in the freezer because I'd enjoy the altered taste just like my damn personality anyways 💀

However, I should address that's nsanity right? Well yeah, just wear me out like Prada devil in my detail.

Yeah, I should also address that I just don't want nobody asking me anymore how I'm doing those days are over and I don't think you want to know what it feels like to feel like your missin your wings in a realm of angels?

Yeah, I should address here if I'm going to be honest and the handful of times that I've gotten blocked for just being way too honest and I just can't keep doing this anymore sorry Redditors but I just can't do this anymore.

Yeah, to be honest, it's time to put down the roses and pick up the sword, right foot in the roses, left foot on a landmine and I just can longer have anyone tell me you care because you fk ass don't 🤡

Here are my other interests and hobbies.

Yeah, recently this month I got into YT cosmic horror podcast, stumbled on Horror Babble and I'd wonder if there are hardcore cosmic horror podcast goers who can show me where I should go nex as well.

And yeah, I should also address if my new serial send friendship can show me who I should listen to next and what stories I should pick up?

Yeah, just let me know where to go because I found Horror Babble VERY recently as well.

And yeah I should also address, I'd wish that Redditors would've seen my Steadfast Dwarven Spider uplift itself from a shout from a Deathlord, that was/were the most funniest thing I've seen this whole month currently 💀

However, just camera angle alongside with the dragon shout just was/were 🤣

Yeah, the camera angle you could hilarious see the 8 legs just lifted off the tomb ruins and just went flying FAR back 🤣

However, those Steadfast Dwarven spiders are well-built. I couldn't believe the spider was/were still alive after how far the spider got uplifted and went flying far back from the Deathlord shout far back.

Greek literature, I need to catch up on this though, Lovecraft stories (fascinating, just not the person.) Japanese Yokai lore, new technologies that are out, Skyrim is what I play every single day, if I'm not on YT or listening to music, occasionally everyday or every other day or two I get on Mario Kart 8 and on occasion Splatoon 3.

Yeah, this is just what interests me single day of the week, nothing changes and this is why asking me what's up will get VERY boring every single day.

Big Macs (no lettuce, no pickles and light Big Mac sauce.) Mcdonald's hot chocolate is amazing in flavor and 10 grams of protein for a small is awesome/kool.

Sea salt caramel.

Sugary or caramel perfume because you know that Sleep Token song huh?

Perfume that smells you walked out a forest because you know you got to remember the House of Veridian in the woods of Arcadia.

If you're also alternative, love deathcore, rock music, djent, different types of core and metal music and then just send me a chat req 🌸

Sleep Token is fusion music, that's what genre that I give Sleep Token as well 🦩

The standard Paradiddle 👑 II 🩷

Music.

Erra, Wage War, I See Stars, Currents, I'd enjoy a variety of metal genres/that even includes old-skool black metal and doom metal as well.

And yeah, just the style of old-skool-black metal bands that I'd enjoy are the 90s era of old-skool-black metal as well.

Lorna Shore (Will Ramos era only.)

How often do I go outside?

However, I should address that I'm not a people person and I'd only go out once or twice a week because I don't enjoy going out.

Yeah, just for me though I would rather be a metaphorical term of a Lovecraft unsocial hide away rathan me going out every single day to be around as well.

Highly disinterest me, maybe my Past Self would and it's just not for me anymore. Gave all away my blessings you know, put down my roses and picked up as well ⚔️

And yeah Lovecraft, I'd enjoy his books and just not the person that he is. Dagon and Mountain of Madness are my favorite as well 💯

However, I should also address that if you're in the grip of nsfw subreddits and you make a lot of comments in the nsfw-subs then don't message me not because of these reasons here.

Yeah, that just goes ''to show what kind of person you really are and I don't want to be around that kind of thing.'' I'm a gray 🩶 ace-poly but my friends don't need to be, I accept all friendships with any pronouns or sexyakuty as well.

Thanks for ignoring my chat req?

Yeah, your profile is completely blank, you can't say your asl, with hobbies, interests and you can only say hi 😂

That's just dry as 🦴 personality, your personality sounds dryer than wall plaster and I'm a VERY depressed person lately, just have some life to you because I don't 😂

Yeah, speaking of personalities for 6 months of being on Reddit I was/were only able to have less than 5 mature conversations about Sleep Token because of these reasons here.

Everyone has a kiddie-pool knowledge of Sleep Token and it's also rare to come across Sleep Token fans that understand that there are a lot of Japanese theatre (Noh.) influences as well.

This is why Reddit is fk ass sht, just close to the same as the Sleep Token community for SOME fake ass fans asking questions ''I don't understand the purpose of the masks, why do mask have to be worn in a ritual and photoshoots?''

Yeah, this person claims they've been listening to Sleep Token for a while yet you can't understand the meaning for a ''ritual.'' what do you think it is?

However, why do think SUPER kiddie-pool thinking and do you think it's just a jazzy-kool name?

However, I should address I just don't understand how people are not grasping the meaning of ''ritual.'' and that Sleep Token does have Japanese influences with Noh theatre and the reason why Japanese theatre that the masks are HIGHLY important to the person alongside the other dancers wearing the masks during a Japanese dance ritual 🪶🦩

Quitting Reddit this week, I should also address here that I'd know nobody cares and nobody shouldn't care about a piece of sht like me anyways.

However, I should address a few Redditors that are mentally struggling or questioning when will this cycle end?  U.S. Central time. Looking for worldwide connections and online only connections 🪶🦩🎭 

And if you can't include your interest, hobbies and expect me to do that myself yeah, go fk yourself I don't have the fks to give to do that anymore instead tell me what would you offer Dagon instead? Sleep Token and old-skool pun.

And someone asked me yeah, how long does a post take me to make?

Yeah, then just the final step is just go back to my tales of my insanity.

Just yeah, I should also address by the time you get done to listening to the spiritual masterpiece album Sundowning by Sleep Token then you would be already done with this post anyways 🌑

Yeah, to be honest nobody should trust a friend when they say I'll be here for you when no friends will be here for you in the end it's futile to trust others anymore.

However, I should address that eventually there has to be self-awareness within the person that eventually you will be left alone in the end of it all and nobody gives a damn about your sorry fk ass self anyways.

Because that is true, the nickname I've given myself is Elis which sounds similar to a virus and a disease.

Why would you want a friend that is a virus, a disease anyways?

However, I should address that I'm a person that wants to be needy, wants your attention, wants to be remembered by you, hearing your text messages. I miss you, I want you around, I care about you and you're a good person.

I feel like I've hit rock bottom, it's why I did drink in the late a.m. on my last post at 2 a.m. even though it's almost 5 a.m. central time now and a few Redditors were taken by surprise that I drink because oddly to the Redditors that sent me a chat were caught by surprised that I'm honestly the drinker type.

Yeah, coming from an ex alcoholic, alcoholism does sound good right around now and the reason why I've not gone back to my Past Self is the House of Veridian one of the crest mottos from that house is stability.

Yeah, I should also address that's the only reason why because I don't have anyone that honestly gives a sht because all my ex-friends were in my life because of self fk ass pity of it all.

It's the same thing for Redditors that come into my life and you want to tell me that ''I might not like you because I used to be a pass alcoholic and druggie.''

Yeah, I should address here the truth is nobody isn't a god-given angel in their early years in their early 20s, what matters now is the present and the future self of you is what I want to look at anyways.

Yeha, this could be seen as close to insanity when I say this but a bottle of whisky and coke lasts 6-8 months in the freezer and that's right I put my whisky in the freezer because I'd enjoy the altered taste just like my damn personality anyways 💀

However, I should address that's nsanity right? Well yeah, just wear me out like Prada devil in my detail.

Yeah, I should also address that I just don't want nobody asking me anymore how I'm doing those days are over and I don't think you want to know what it feels like to feel like your missin your wings in a realm of angels?

Yeah, I should address here if I'm going to be honest and the handful of times that I've gotten blocked for just being way too honest and I just can't keep doing this anymore sorry Redditors but I just can't do this anymore.

Yeah, to be honest, it's time to put down the roses and pick up the sword, right foot in the roses, left foot on a landmine and I just can longer have anyone tell me you care because you fk ass don't 🤡

Here are my other interests and hobbies.

Yeah, recently this month I got into YT cosmic horror podcast, stumbled on Horror Babble and I'd wonder if there are hardcore cosmic horror podcast goers who can show me where I should go nex as well.

And yeah, I should also address if my new serial send friendship can show me who I should listen to next and what stories I should pick up?

Yeah, just let me know where to go because I found Horror Babble VERY recently as well.

And yeah I should also address, I'd wish that Redditors would've seen my Steadfast Dwarven Spider uplift itself from a shout from a Deathlord, that was/were the most funniest thing I've seen this whole month currently 💀

However, just camera angle alongside with the dragon shout just was/were 🤣

Yeah, the camera angle you could hilarious see the 8 legs just lifted off the tomb ruins and just went flying FAR back 🤣

However, those Steadfast Dwarven spiders are well-built. I couldn't believe the spider was/were still alive after how far the spider got uplifted and went flying far back from the Deathlord shout far back.

Greek literature, I need to catch up on this though, Lovecraft stories (fascinating, just not the person.) Japanese Yokai lore, new technologies that are out, Skyrim is what I play every single day, if I'm not on YT or listening to music, occasionally everyday or every other day or two I get on Mario Kart 8 and on occasion Splatoon 3.

Yeah, this is just what interests me single day of the week, nothing changes and this is why asking me what's up will get VERY boring every single day.

Big Macs (no lettuce, no pickles and light Big Mac sauce.) Mcdonald's hot chocolate is amazing in flavor and 10 grams of protein for a small is awesome/kool.

Sea salt caramel.

Sugary or caramel perfume because you know that Sleep Token song huh?

Perfume that smells you walked out a forest because you know you got to remember the House of Veridian in the woods of Arcadia.

If you're also alternative, love deathcore, rock music, djent, different types of core and metal music and then just send me a chat req 🌸

Sleep Token is fusion music, that's what genre that I give Sleep Token as well 🦩

The standard Paradiddle 👑 II 🩷

Music.

Erra, Wage War, I See Stars, Currents, I'd enjoy a variety of metal genres/that even includes old-skool black metal and doom metal as well.

And yeah, just the style of old-skool-black metal bands that I'd enjoy are the 90s era of old-skool-black metal as well.

Lorna Shore (Will Ramos era only.)

How often do I go outside?

However, I should address that I'm not a people person and I'd only go out once or twice a week because I don't enjoy going out.

Yeah, just for me though I would rather be a metaphorical term of a Lovecraft unsocial hide away rathan me going out every single day to be around as well.

Highly disinterest me, maybe my Past Self would and it's just not for me anymore. Gave all away my blessings you know, put down my roses and picked up as well ⚔️

And yeah Lovecraft, I'd enjoy his books and just not the person that he is. Dagon and Mountain of Madness are my favorite as well 💯

However, I should also address that if you're in the grip of nsfw subreddits and you make a lot of comments in the nsfw-subs then don't message me not because of these reasons here.

Yeah, that just goes ''to show what kind of person you really are and I don't want to be around that kind of thing.'' I'm a gray 🩶 ace-poly but my friends don't need to be, I accept all friendships with any pronouns or sexyakuty as well.

Thanks for ignoring my chat req?

Yeah, your profile is completely blank, you can't say your asl, with hobbies, interests and you can only say hi 😂

That's just dry as 🦴 personality, your personality sounds dryer than wall plaster and I'm a VERY depressed person lately, just have some life to you because I don't 😂

Yeah, speaking of personalities for 6 months of being on Reddit I was/were only able to have less than 5 mature conversations about Sleep Token because of these reasons here.

Everyone has a kiddie-pool knowledge of Sleep Token and it's also rare to come across Sleep Token fans that understand that there are a lot of Japanese theatre (Noh.) influences as well.

This is why Reddit is fk ass sht, just close to the same as the Sleep Token community for SOME fake ass fans asking questions ''I don't understand the purpose of the masks, why do mask have to be worn in a ritual and photoshoots?''

Yeah, this person claims they've been listening to Sleep Token for a while yet you can't understand the meaning for a ''ritual.'' what do you think it is?

However, why do think SUPER kiddie-pool thinking and do you think it's just a jazzy-kool name?

However, I should address I just don't understand how people are not grasping the meaning of ''ritual.'' and that Sleep Token does have Japanese influences with Noh theatre and the reason why Japanese theatre that the masks are HIGHLY important to the person alongside the other dancers wearing the masks during a Japanese dance ritual 🪶🦩

Quitting Reddit this week, I should also address here that I'd know nobody cares and nobody shouldn't care about a piece of sht like me anyways.

However, I should address a few Redditors that are mentally struggling or questioning when will this cycle end?  U.S. Central time. Looking for worldwide connections and online only connections 🪶🦩🎭 

And if you can't include your interest, hobbies and expect me to do that myself yeah, go fk yourself I don't have the fks to give to do that anymore instead tell me what would you offer Dagon instead? Sleep Token and old-skool pun.

And someone asked me yeah, how long does a post take me to make?

Yeah, then just the final step is just go back to my tales of my insanity.

Just yeah, I should also address by the time you get done to listening to the spiritual masterpiece album Sundowning by Sleep Token then you would be already done with this post anyways 🌑

Yeah, to be honest nobody should trust a friend when they say I'll be here for you when no friends will be here for you in the end it's futile to trust others anymore.

However, I should address that eventually there has to be self-awareness within the person that eventually you will be left alone in the end of it all and nobody gives a damn about your sorry fk ass self anyways.

Because that is true, the nickname I've given myself is Elis which sounds similar to a virus and a disease.

Why would you want a friend that is a virus, a disease anyways?

However, I should address that I'm a person that wants to be needy, wants your attention, wants to be remembered by you, hearing your text messages. I miss you, I want you around, I care about you and you're a good person.

I feel like I've hit rock bottom, it's why I did drink in the late a.m. on my last post at 2 a.m. even though it's almost 5 a.m. central time now and a few Redditors were taken by surprise that I drink because oddly to the Redditors that sent me a chat were caught by surprised that I'm honestly the drinker type.

Yeah, coming from an ex alcoholic, alcoholism does sound good right around now and the reason why I've not gone back to my Past Self is the House of Veridian one of the crest mottos from that house is stability.

Yeah, I should also address that's the only reason why because I don't have anyone that honestly gives a sht because all my ex-friends were in my life because of self fk ass pity of it all.

It's the same thing for Redditors that come into my life and you want to tell me that ''I might not like you because I used to be a pass alcoholic and druggie.''

Yeah, I should address here the truth is nobody isn't a god-given angel in their early years in their early 20s, what matters now is the present and the future self of you is what I want to look at anyways.

Yeha, this could be seen as close to insanity when I say this but a bottle of whisky and coke lasts 6-8 months in the freezer and that's right I put my whisky in the freezer because I'd enjoy the altered taste just like my damn personality anyways 💀

However, I should address that's nsanity right? Well yeah, just wear me out like Prada devil in my detail.

Yeah, I should also address that I just don't want nobody asking me anymore how I'm doing those days are over and I don't think you want to know what it feels like to feel like your missin your wings in a realm of angels?

Yeah, I should address here if I'm going to be honest and the handful of times that I've gotten blocked for just being way too honest and I just can't keep doing this anymore sorry Redditors but I just can't do this anymore.

Yeah, to be honest, it's time to put down the roses and pick up the sword, right foot in the roses, left foot on a landmine and I just can longer have anyone tell me you care because you fk ass don't 🤡

Here are my other interests and hobbies.

Yeah, recently this month I got into YT cosmic horror podcast, stumbled on Horror Babble and I'd wonder if there are hardcore cosmic horror podcast goers who can show me where I should go nex as well.

And yeah, I should also address if my new serial send friendship can show me who I should listen to next and what stories I should pick up?

Yeah, just let me know where to go because I found Horror Babble VERY recently as well.

And yeah I should also address, I'd wish that Redditors would've seen my Steadfast Dwarven Spider uplift itself from a shout from a Deathlord, that was/were the most funniest thing I've seen this whole month currently 💀

However, just camera angle alongside with the dragon shout just was/were 🤣

Yeah, the camera angle you could hilarious see the 8 legs just lifted off the tomb ruins and just went flying FAR back 🤣

However, those Steadfast Dwarven spiders are well-built. I couldn't believe the spider was/were still alive after how far the spider got uplifted and went flying far back from the Deathlord shout far back.

Greek literature, I need to catch up on this though, Lovecraft stories (fascinating, just not the person.) Japanese Yokai lore, new technologies that are out, Skyrim is what I play every single day, if I'm not on YT or listening to music, occasionally everyday or every other day or two I get on Mario Kart 8 and on occasion Splatoon 3.

Yeah, this is just what interests me single day of the week, nothing changes and this is why asking me what's up will get VERY boring every single day.

Big Macs (no lettuce, no pickles and light Big Mac sauce.) Mcdonald's hot chocolate is amazing in flavor and 10 grams of protein for a small is awesome/kool.

Sea salt caramel.

Sugary or caramel perfume because you know that Sleep Token song huh?

Perfume that smells you walked out a forest because you know you got to remember the House of Veridian in the woods of Arcadia.

If you're also alternative, love deathcore, rock music, djent, different types of core and metal music and then just send me a chat req 🌸

Sleep Token is fusion music, that's what genre that I give Sleep Token as well 🦩

The standard Paradiddle 👑 II 🩷

Music.

Erra, Wage War, I See Stars, Currents, I'd enjoy a variety of metal genres/that even includes old-skool black metal and doom metal as well.

And yeah, just the style of old-skool-black metal bands that I'd enjoy are the 90s era of old-skool-black metal as well.

Lorna Shore (Will Ramos era only.)

How often do I go outside?

However, I should address that I'm not a people person and I'd only go out once or twice a week because I don't enjoy going out.

Yeah, just for me though I would rather be a metaphorical term of a Lovecraft unsocial hide away rathan me going out every single day to be around as well.

Highly disinterest me, maybe my Past Self would and it's just not for me anymore. Gave all away my blessings you know, put down my roses and picked up as well ⚔️

And yeah Lovecraft, I'd enjoy his books and just not the person that he is. Dagon and Mountain of Madness are my favorite as well 💯

However, I should also address that if you're in the grip of nsfw subreddits and you make a lot of comments in the nsfw-subs then don't message me not because of these reasons here.

Yeah, that just goes ''to show what kind of person you really are and I don't want to be around that kind of thing.'' I'm a gray 🩶 ace-poly but my friends don't need to be, I accept all friendships with any pronouns or sexyakuty as well.

Thanks for ignoring my chat req?

Yeah, your profile is completely blank, you can't say your asl, with hobbies, interests and you can only say hi 😂

That's just dry as 🦴 personality, your personality sounds dryer than wall plaster and I'm a VERY depressed person lately, just have some life to you because I don't 😂

Yeah, speaking of personalities for 6 months of being on Reddit I was/were only able to have less than 5 mature conversations about Sleep Token because of these reasons here.

Everyone has a kiddie-pool knowledge of Sleep Token and it's also rare to come across Sleep Token fans that understand that there are a lot of Japanese theatre (Noh.) influences as well.

This is why Reddit is fk ass sht, just close to the same as the Sleep Token community for SOME fake ass fans asking questions ''I don't understand the purpose of the masks, why do mask have to be worn in a ritual and photoshoots?''

Yeah, this person claims they've been listening to Sleep Token for a while yet you can't understand the meaning for a ''ritual.'' what do you think it is?

However, why do think SUPER kiddie-pool thinking and do you think it's just a jazzy-kool name?

However, I should address I just don't understand how people are not grasping the meaning of ''ritual.'' and that Sleep Token does have Japanese influences with Noh theatre and the reason why Japanese theatre that the masks are HIGHLY important to the person alongside the other dancers wearing the masks during a Japanese dance ritual 🪶🦩

Quitting Reddit this week, I should also address here that I'd know nobody cares and nobody shouldn't care about a piece of sht like me anyways.

However, I should address a few Redditors that are mentally struggling or questioning when will this cycle end?  U.S. Central time. Looking for worldwide connections and online only connections 🪶🦩🎭 

And yeah, someone sent me a chat req on this subreddit a week ago I didn't see in my chat req inbox for that got sent in the folder instead that I shouldn't make U.K. friends if I'm from America.

Uh, ever heard of I look for online friendship connections anywhere? If someone isn't looking for worldwide friends, then the person doesn't need to get angry that I'm posting here.

This is a SUPER long vent post, I would highly recommend you save your anger for your comments, because I don't read comments for these reasons here.

Yeah, I should also address that I just only read high quality chat req and low chat req get ignored in my chat req inbox anyways.

And if you can't include your interest, hobbies and expect me to do that myself yeah, go fk yourself I don't have the fks to give to do that anymore instead tell me what would you offer Dagon instead? Sleep Token and old-skool pun.

And someone asked me yeah, how long does a post take me to make?

Simple answer, I become a Lovecraftian modern person logging on my Email rough draft, type out something on my wireless keyboards, have a meltdown or two, then just step away from the Email letting my Vessel brain and skull start processing the next steps in the typewriter anyways.

Yeah, then just the final step is just go back to my tales of my insanity.

Just yeah, I should also address by the time you get done to listening to the spiritual masterpiece album Sundowning by Sleep Token then you would be already done with this post anyways 🌑

Yeah, to be honest nobody should trust a friend when they say I'll be here for you when no friends will be here for you in the end it's futile to trust others anymore.

However, I should address that eventually there has to be self-awareness within the person that eventually you will be left alone in the end of it all and nobody gives a damn about your sorry fk ass self anyways.

Because that is true, the nickname I've given myself is Elis which sounds similar to a virus and a disease.

Why would you want a friend that is a virus, a disease anyways?

However, I should address that I'm a person that wants to be needy, wants your attention, wants to be remembered by you, hearing your text messages. I miss you, I want you around, I care about you and you're a good person.

I feel like I've hit rock bottom, it's why I did drink in the late a.m. on my last post at 2 a.m. even though it's almost 5 a.m. central time now and a few Redditors were taken by surprise that I drink because oddly to the Redditors that sent me a chat were caught by surprised that I'm honestly the drinker type.

Yeah, coming from an ex alcoholic, alcoholism does sound good right around now and the reason why I've not gone back to my Past Self is the House of Veridian one of the crest mottos from that house is stability.

Yeah, I should also address that's the only reason why because I don't have anyone that honestly gives a sht because all my ex-friends were in my life because of self fk ass pity of it all.

It's the same thing for Redditors that come into my life and you want to tell me that ''I might not like you because I used to be a pass alcoholic and druggie.''

Yeah, I should address here the truth is nobody isn't a god-given angel in their early years in their early 20s, what matters now is the present and the future self of you is what I want to look at anyways.

Yeha, this could be seen as close to insanity when I say this but a bottle of whisky and coke lasts 6-8 months in the freezer and that's right I put my whisky in the freezer because I'd enjoy the altered taste just like my damn personality anyways 💀

However, I should address that's nsanity right? Well yeah, just wear me out like Prada devil in my detail.

Yeah, I should also address that I just don't want nobody asking me anymore how I'm doing those days are over and I don't think you want to know what it feels like to feel like your missin your wings in a realm of angels?

Yeah, I should address here if I'm going to be honest and the handful of times that I've gotten blocked for just being way too honest and I just can't keep doing this anymore sorry Redditors but I just can't do this anymore.

Yeah, to be honest, it's time to put down the roses and pick up the sword, right foot in the roses, left foot on a landmine and I just can longer have anyone tell me you care because you fk ass don't 🤡

Here are my other interests and hobbies.

Yeah, recently this month I got into YT cosmic horror podcast, stumbled on Horror Babble and I'd wonder if there are hardcore cosmic horror podcast goers who can show me where I should go nex as well.

And yeah, I should also address if my new serial send friendship can show me who I should listen to next and what stories I should pick up?

Yeah, just let me know where to go because I found Horror Babble VERY recently as well.

And yeah I should also address, I'd wish that Redditors would've seen my Steadfast Dwarven Spider uplift itself from a shout from a Deathlord, that was/were the most funniest thing I've seen this whole month currently 💀

However, just camera angle alongside with the dragon shout just was/were 🤣

Yeah, the camera angle you could hilarious see the 8 legs just lifted off the tomb ruins and just went flying FAR back 🤣

However, those Steadfast Dwarven spiders are well-built. I couldn't believe the spider was/were still alive after how far the spider got uplifted and went flying far back from the Deathlord shout far back.

Greek literature, I need to catch up on this though, Lovecraft stories (fascinating, just not the person.) Japanese Yokai lore, new technologies that are out, Skyrim is what I play every single day, if I'm not on YT or listening to music, occasionally everyday or every other day or two I get on Mario Kart 8 and on occasion Splatoon 3.

Yeah, this is just what interests me single day of the week, nothing changes and this is why asking me what's up will get VERY boring every single day.

Big Macs (no lettuce, no pickles and light Big Mac sauce.) Mcdonald's hot chocolate is amazing in flavor and 10 grams of protein for a small is awesome/kool.

Sea salt caramel.

Sugary or caramel perfume because you know that Sleep Token song huh?

Perfume that smells you walked out a forest because you know you got to remember the House of Veridian in the woods of Arcadia.

If you're also alternative, love deathcore, rock music, djent, different types of core and metal music and then just send me a chat req 🌸

Sleep Token is fusion music, that's what genre that I give Sleep Token as well 🦩

The standard Paradiddle 👑 II 🩷

Music.

Erra, Wage War, I See Stars, Currents, I'd enjoy a variety of metal genres/that even includes old-skool black metal and doom metal as well.

And yeah, just the style of old-skool-black metal bands that I'd enjoy are the 90s era of old-skool-black metal as well.

Lorna Shore (Will Ramos era only.)

How often do I go outside?

However, I should address that I'm not a people person and I'd only go out once or twice a week because I don't enjoy going out.

Yeah, just for me though I would rather be a metaphorical term of a Lovecraft unsocial hide away rathan me going out every single day to be around as well.

Highly disinterest me, maybe my Past Self would and it's just not for me anymore. Gave all away my blessings you know, put down my roses and picked up as well ⚔️

And yeah Lovecraft, I'd enjoy his books and just not the person that he is. Dagon and Mountain of Madness are my favorite as well 💯

However, I should also address that if you're in the grip of nsfw subreddits and you make a lot of comments in the nsfw-subs then don't message me not because of these reasons here.

Yeah, that just goes ''to show what kind of person you really are and I don't want to be around that kind of thing.'' I'm a gray 🩶 ace-poly but my friends don't need to be, I accept all friendships with any pronouns or sexyakuty as well.

Thanks for ignoring my chat req?

Yeah, your profile is completely blank, you can't say your asl, with hobbies, interests and you can only say hi 😂

That's just dry as 🦴 personality, your personality sounds dryer than wall plaster and I'm a VERY depressed person lately, just have some life to you because I don't 😂

Yeah, speaking of personalities for 6 months of being on Reddit I was/were only able to have less than 5 mature conversations about Sleep Token because of these reasons here.

Everyone has a kiddie-pool knowledge of Sleep Token and it's also rare to come across Sleep Token fans that understand that there are a lot of Japanese theatre (Noh.) influences as well.

This is why Reddit is fk ass sht, just close to the same as the Sleep Token community for SOME fake ass fans asking questions ''I don't understand the purpose of the masks, why do mask have to be worn in a ritual and photoshoots?''

Yeah, this person claims they've been listening to Sleep Token for a while yet you can't understand the meaning for a ''ritual.'' what do you think it is?

However, why do think SUPER kiddie-pool thinking and do you think it's just a jazzy-kool name?

However, I should address I just don't understand how people are not grasping the meaning of ''ritual.'' and that Sleep Token does have Japanese influences with Noh theatre and the reason why Japanese theatre that the masks are HIGHLY important to the person alongside the other dancers wearing the masks during a Japanese dance ritual 🪶🦩

Quitting Reddit this week, I should also address here that I'd know nobody cares and nobody shouldn't care about a piece of sht like me anyways.

However, I should address a few Redditors that are mentally struggling or questioning when will this cycle end?  U.S. Central time. Looking for worldwide connections and online only connections 🪶🦩🎭 

This is a SUPER long vent post, I would highly recommend you save your anger for your comments, because I don't read comments for these reasons here.

Yeah, I should also address that I just only read high quality chat req and low chat req get ignored in my chat req inbox anyways.

And if you can't include your interest, hobbies and expect me to do that myself yeah, go fk yourself I don't have the fks to give to do that anymore instead tell me what would you offer Dagon instead? Sleep Token and old-skool pun.

And someone asked me yeah, how long does a post take me to make?

Yeah, then just the final step is just go back to my tales of my insanity.

Just yeah, I should also address by the time you get done to listening to the spiritual masterpiece album Sundowning by Sleep Token then you would be already done with this post anyways 🌑

Yeah, to be honest nobody should trust a friend when they say I'll be here for you when no friends will be here for you in the end it's futile to trust others anymore.

However, I should address that eventually there has to be self-awareness within the person that eventually you will be left alone in the end of it all and nobody gives a damn about your sorry fk ass self anyways.

Because that is true, the nickname I've given myself is Elis which sounds similar to a virus and a disease.

Why would you want a friend that is a virus, a disease anyways?

However, I should address that I'm a person that wants to be needy, wants your attention, wants to be remembered by you, hearing your text messages. I miss you, I want you around, I care about you and you're a good person.

I feel like I've hit rock bottom, it's why I did drink in the late a.m. on my last post at 2 a.m. even though it's almost 5 a.m. central time now and a few Redditors were taken by surprise that I drink because oddly to the Redditors that sent me a chat were caught by surprised that I'm honestly the drinker type.

Yeah, coming from an ex alcoholic, alcoholism does sound good right around now and the reason why I've not gone back to my Past Self is the House of Veridian one of the crest mottos from that house is stability.

Yeah, I should also address that's the only reason why because I don't have anyone that honestly gives a sht because all my ex-friends were in my life because of self fk ass pity of it all.

It's the same thing for Redditors that come into my life and you want to tell me that ''I might not like you because I used to be a pass alcoholic and druggie.''

Yeah, I should address here the truth is nobody isn't a god-given angel in their early years in their early 20s, what matters now is the present and the future self of you is what I want to look at anyways.

Yeha, this could be seen as close to insanity when I say this but a bottle of whisky and coke lasts 6-8 months in the freezer and that's right I put my whisky in the freezer because I'd enjoy the altered taste just like my damn personality anyways 💀

However, I should address that's nsanity right? Well yeah, just wear me out like Prada devil in my detail.

Yeah, I should also address that I just don't want nobody asking me anymore how I'm doing those days are over and I don't think you want to know what it feels like to feel like your missin your wings in a realm of angels?

Yeah, I should address here if I'm going to be honest and the handful of times that I've gotten blocked for just being way too honest and I just can't keep doing this anymore sorry Redditors but I just can't do this anymore.

Yeah, to be honest, it's time to put down the roses and pick up the sword, right foot in the roses, left foot on a landmine and I just can longer have anyone tell me you care because you fk ass don't 🤡

Here are my other interests and hobbies.

Yeah, recently this month I got into YT cosmic horror podcast, stumbled on Horror Babble and I'd wonder if there are hardcore cosmic horror podcast goers who can show me where I should go nex as well.

And yeah, I should also address if my new serial send friendship can show me who I should listen to next and what stories I should pick up?

Yeah, just let me know where to go because I found Horror Babble VERY recently as well.

And yeah I should also address, I'd wish that Redditors would've seen my Steadfast Dwarven Spider uplift itself from a shout from a Deathlord, that was/were the most funniest thing I've seen this whole month currently 💀

However, just camera angle alongside with the dragon shout just was/were 🤣

Yeah, the camera angle you could hilarious see the 8 legs just lifted off the tomb ruins and just went flying FAR back 🤣

However, those Steadfast Dwarven spiders are well-built. I couldn't believe the spider was/were still alive after how far the spider got uplifted and went flying far back from the Deathlord shout far back.

Greek literature, I need to catch up on this though, Lovecraft stories (fascinating, just not the person.) Japanese Yokai lore, new technologies that are out, Skyrim is what I play every single day, if I'm not on YT or listening to music, occasionally everyday or every other day or two I get on Mario Kart 8 and on occasion Splatoon 3.

Yeah, this is just what interests me single day of the week, nothing changes and this is why asking me what's up will get VERY boring every single day.

Big Macs (no lettuce, no pickles and light Big Mac sauce.) Mcdonald's hot chocolate is amazing in flavor and 10 grams of protein for a small is awesome/kool.

Sea salt caramel.

Sugary or caramel perfume because you know that Sleep Token song huh?

Perfume that smells you walked out a forest because you know you got to remember the House of Veridian in the woods of Arcadia.

If you're also alternative, love deathcore, rock music, djent, different types of core and metal music and then just send me a chat req 🌸

Sleep Token is fusion music, that's what genre that I give Sleep Token as well 🦩

The standard Paradiddle 👑 II 🩷

Music.

Erra, Wage War, I See Stars, Currents, I'd enjoy a variety of metal genres/that even includes old-skool black metal and doom metal as well.

And yeah, just the style of old-skool-black metal bands that I'd enjoy are the 90s era of old-skool-black metal as well.

Lorna Shore (Will Ramos era only.)

How often do I go outside?

However, I should address that I'm not a people person and I'd only go out once or twice a week because I don't enjoy going out.

Yeah, just for me though I would rather be a metaphorical term of a Lovecraft unsocial hide away rathan me going out every single day to be around as well.

Highly disinterest me, maybe my Past Self would and it's just not for me anymore. Gave all away my blessings you know, put down my roses and picked up as well ⚔️

And yeah Lovecraft, I'd enjoy his books and just not the person that he is. Dagon and Mountain of Madness are my favorite as well 💯

However, I should also address that if you're in the grip of nsfw subreddits and you make a lot of comments in the nsfw-subs then don't message me not because of these reasons here.

Yeah, that just goes ''to show what kind of person you really are and I don't want to be around that kind of thing.'' I'm a gray 🩶 ace-poly but my friends don't need to be, I accept all friendships with any pronouns or sexyakuty as well.

Thanks for ignoring my chat req?

Yeah, your profile is completely blank, you can't say your asl, with hobbies, interests and you can only say hi 😂

That's just dry as 🦴 personality, your personality sounds dryer than wall plaster and I'm a VERY depressed person lately, just have some life to you because I don't 😂

Yeah, speaking of personalities for 6 months of being on Reddit I was/were only able to have less than 5 mature conversations about Sleep Token because of these reasons here.

Everyone has a kiddie-pool knowledge of Sleep Token and it's also rare to come across Sleep Token fans that understand that there are a lot of Japanese theatre (Noh.) influences as well.

This is why Reddit is fk ass sht, just close to the same as the Sleep Token community for SOME fake ass fans asking questions ''I don't understand the purpose of the masks, why do mask have to be worn in a ritual and photoshoots?''

Yeah, this person claims they've been listening to Sleep Token for a while yet you can't understand the meaning for a ''ritual.'' what do you think it is?

However, why do think SUPER kiddie-pool thinking and do you think it's just a jazzy-kool name?

However, I should address I just don't understand how people are not grasping the meaning of ''ritual.'' and that Sleep Token does have Japanese influences with Noh theatre and the reason why Japanese theatre that the masks are HIGHLY important to the person alongside the other dancers wearing the masks during a Japanese dance ritual 🪶🦩

Quitting Reddit this week, I should also address here that I'd know nobody cares and nobody shouldn't care about a piece of sht like me anyways.

However, I should address a few Redditors that are mentally struggling or questioning when will this cycle end?  U.S. Central time. Looking for worldwide connections and online only connections 🪶🦩🎭 

This is a SUPER long vent post, I would highly recommend you save your anger for your comments, because I don't read comments for these reasons here.

Yeah, I should also address that I just only read high quality chat req and low chat req get ignored in my chat req inbox anyways.

And if you can't include your interest, hobbies and expect me to do that myself yeah, go fk yourself I don't have the fks to give to do that anymore instead tell me what would you offer Dagon instead? Sleep Token and old-skool pun.

And someone asked me yeah, how long does a post take me to make?

Yeah, then just the final step is just go back to my tales of my insanity.

Just yeah, I should also address by the time you get done to listening to the spiritual masterpiece album Sundowning by Sleep Token then you would be already done with this post anyways 🌑

Yeah, to be honest nobody should trust a friend when they say I'll be here for you when no friends will be here for you in the end it's futile to trust others anymore.

However, I should address that eventually there has to be self-awareness within the person that eventually you will be left alone in the end of it all and nobody gives a damn about your sorry fk ass self anyways.

Because that is true, the nickname I've given myself is Elis which sounds similar to a virus and a disease.

Why would you want a friend that is a virus, a disease anyways?

However, I should address that I'm a person that wants to be needy, wants your attention, wants to be remembered by you, hearing your text messages. I miss you, I want you around, I care about you and you're a good person.

I feel like I've hit rock bottom, it's why I did drink in the late a.m. on my last post at 2 a.m. even though it's almost 5 a.m. central time now and a few Redditors were taken by surprise that I drink because oddly to the Redditors that sent me a chat were caught by surprised that I'm honestly the drinker type.

Yeah, coming from an ex alcoholic, alcoholism does sound good right around now and the reason why I've not gone back to my Past Self is the House of Veridian one of the crest mottos from that house is stability.

Yeah, I should also address that's the only reason why because I don't have anyone that honestly gives a sht because all my ex-friends were in my life because of self fk ass pity of it all.

It's the same thing for Redditors that come into my life and you want to tell me that ''I might not like you because I used to be a pass alcoholic and druggie.''

Yeah, I should address here the truth is nobody isn't a god-given angel in their early years in their early 20s, what matters now is the present and the future self of you is what I want to look at anyways.

Yeha, this could be seen as close to insanity when I say this but a bottle of whisky and coke lasts 6-8 months in the freezer and that's right I put my whisky in the freezer because I'd enjoy the altered taste just like my damn personality anyways 💀

However, I should address that's nsanity right? Well yeah, just wear me out like Prada devil in my detail.

Yeah, I should also address that I just don't want nobody asking me anymore how I'm doing those days are over and I don't think you want to know what it feels like to feel like your missin your wings in a realm of angels?

Yeah, I should address here if I'm going to be honest and the handful of times that I've gotten blocked for just being way too honest and I just can't keep doing this anymore sorry Redditors but I just can't do this anymore.

Yeah, to be honest, it's time to put down the roses and pick up the sword, right foot in the roses, left foot on a landmine and I just can longer have anyone tell me you care because you fk ass don't 🤡

Here are my other interests and hobbies.

Yeah, recently this month I got into YT cosmic horror podcast, stumbled on Horror Babble and I'd wonder if there are hardcore cosmic horror podcast goers who can show me where I should go nex as well.

And yeah, I should also address if my new serial send friendship can show me who I should listen to next and what stories I should pick up?

Yeah, just let me know where to go because I found Horror Babble VERY recently as well.

And yeah I should also address, I'd wish that Redditors would've seen my Steadfast Dwarven Spider uplift itself from a shout from a Deathlord, that was/were the most funniest thing I've seen this whole month currently 💀

However, just camera angle alongside with the dragon shout just was/were 🤣

Yeah, the camera angle you could hilarious see the 8 legs just lifted off the tomb ruins and just went flying FAR back 🤣

However, those Steadfast Dwarven spiders are well-built. I couldn't believe the spider was/were still alive after how far the spider got uplifted and went flying far back from the Deathlord shout far back.

Greek literature, I need to catch up on this though, Lovecraft stories (fascinating, just not the person.) Japanese Yokai lore, new technologies that are out, Skyrim is what I play every single day, if I'm not on YT or listening to music, occasionally everyday or every other day or two I get on Mario Kart 8 and on occasion Splatoon 3.

Yeah, this is just what interests me single day of the week, nothing changes and this is why asking me what's up will get VERY boring every single day.

Big Macs (no lettuce, no pickles and light Big Mac sauce.) Mcdonald's hot chocolate is amazing in flavor and 10 grams of protein for a small is awesome/kool.

Sea salt caramel.

Sugary or caramel perfume because you know that Sleep Token song huh?

Perfume that smells you walked out a forest because you know you got to remember the House of Veridian in the woods of Arcadia.

If you're also alternative, love deathcore, rock music, djent, different types of core and metal music and then just send me a chat req 🌸

Sleep Token is fusion music, that's what genre that I give Sleep Token as well 🦩

The standard Paradiddle 👑 II 🩷

Music.

Erra, Wage War, I See Stars, Currents, I'd enjoy a variety of metal genres/that even includes old-skool black metal and doom metal as well.

And yeah, just the style of old-skool-black metal bands that I'd enjoy are the 90s era of old-skool-black metal as well.

Lorna Shore (Will Ramos era only.)

How often do I go outside?

However, I should address that I'm not a people person and I'd only go out once or twice a week because I don't enjoy going out.

Yeah, just for me though I would rather be a metaphorical term of a Lovecraft unsocial hide away rathan me going out every single day to be around as well.

Highly disinterest me, maybe my Past Self would and it's just not for me anymore. Gave all away my blessings you know, put down my roses and picked up as well ⚔️

And yeah Lovecraft, I'd enjoy his books and just not the person that he is. Dagon and Mountain of Madness are my favorite as well 💯

However, I should also address that if you're in the grip of nsfw subreddits and you make a lot of comments in the nsfw-subs then don't message me not because of these reasons here.

Yeah, that just goes ''to show what kind of person you really are and I don't want to be around that kind of thing.'' I'm a gray 🩶 ace-poly but my friends don't need to be, I accept all friendships with any pronouns or sexyakuty as well.

Thanks for ignoring my chat req?

Yeah, your profile is completely blank, you can't say your asl, with hobbies, interests and you can only say hi 😂

That's just dry as 🦴 personality, your personality sounds dryer than wall plaster and I'm a VERY depressed person lately, just have some life to you because I don't 😂

Yeah, speaking of personalities for 6 months of being on Reddit I was/were only able to have less than 5 mature conversations about Sleep Token because of these reasons here.

Everyone has a kiddie-pool knowledge of Sleep Token and it's also rare to come across Sleep Token fans that understand that there are a lot of Japanese theatre (Noh.) influences as well.

This is why Reddit is fk ass sht, just close to the same as the Sleep Token community for SOME fake ass fans asking questions ''I don't understand the purpose of the masks, why do mask have to be worn in a ritual and photoshoots?''

Yeah, this person claims they've been listening to Sleep Token for a while yet you can't understand the meaning for a ''ritual.'' what do you think it is?

However, why do think SUPER kiddie-pool thinking and do you think it's just a jazzy-kool name?

However, I should address I just don't understand how people are not grasping the meaning of ''ritual.'' and that Sleep Token does have Japanese influences with Noh theatre and the reason why Japanese theatre that the masks are HIGHLY important to the person alongside the other dancers wearing the masks during a Japanese dance ritual 🪶🦩

Quitting Reddit this week, I should also address here that I'd know nobody cares and nobody shouldn't care about a piece of sht like me anyways.

However, I should address a few Redditors that are mentally struggling or questioning when will this cycle end?  U.S. Central time. Looking for worldwide connections and online only connections 🪶🦩🎭 

This is a SUPER long vent post, I would highly recommend you save your anger for your comments, because I don't read comments for these reasons here.

Yeah, I should also address that I just only read high quality chat req and low chat req get ignored in my chat req inbox anyways.

And if you can't include your interest, hobbies and expect me to do that myself yeah, go fk yourself I don't have the fks to give to do that anymore instead tell me what would you offer Dagon instead? Sleep Token and old-skool pun.

And someone asked me yeah, how long does a post take me to make?

Simple answer, I become a Lovecraftian modern person logging on my Email rough draft, type out something on my wireless keyboards, have a meltdown or two, then just step away from the Email letting my Vessel brain and skull start processing the next steps in the typewriter anyways.

Yeah, then just the final step is just go back to my tales of my insanity.

Just yeah, I should also address by the time you get done to listening to the spiritual masterpiece album Sundowning by Sleep Token then you would be already done with this post anyways 🌑

Yeah, to be honest nobody should trust a friend when they say I'll be here for you when no friends will be here for you in the end it's futile to trust others anymore.

However, I should address that eventually there has to be self-awareness within the person that eventually you will be left alone in the end of it all and nobody gives a damn about your sorry fk ass self anyways.

Because that is true, the nickname I've given myself is Elis which sounds similar to a virus and a disease.

Why would you want a friend that is a virus, a disease anyways?

However, I should address that I'm a person that wants to be needy, wants your attention, wants to be remembered by you, hearing your text messages. I miss you, I want you around, I care about you and you're a good person.

I feel like I've hit rock bottom, it's why I did drink in the late a.m. on my last post at 2 a.m. even though it's almost 5 a.m. central time now and a few Redditors were taken by surprise that I drink because oddly to the Redditors that sent me a chat were caught by surprised that I'm honestly the drinker type.

Yeah, coming from an ex alcoholic, alcoholism does sound good right around now and the reason why I've not gone back to my Past Self is the House of Veridian one of the crest mottos from that house is stability.

Yeah, I should also address that's the only reason why because I don't have anyone that honestly gives a sht because all my ex-friends were in my life because of self fk ass pity of it all.

It's the same thing for Redditors that come into my life and you want to tell me that ''I might not like you because I used to be a pass alcoholic and druggie.''

Yeah, I should address here the truth is nobody isn't a god-given angel in their early years in their early 20s, what matters now is the present and the future self of you is what I want to look at anyways.

Yeha, this could be seen as close to insanity when I say this but a bottle of whisky and coke lasts 6-8 months in the freezer and that's right I put my whisky in the freezer because I'd enjoy the altered taste just like my damn personality anyways 💀

However, I should address that's nsanity right? Well yeah, just wear me out like Prada devil in my detail.

Yeah, I should also address that I just don't want nobody asking me anymore how I'm doing those days are over and I don't think you want to know what it feels like to feel like your missin your wings in a realm of angels?

Yeah, I should address here if I'm going to be honest and the handful of times that I've gotten blocked for just being way too honest and I just can't keep doing this anymore sorry Redditors but I just can't do this anymore.

Yeah, to be honest, it's time to put down the roses and pick up the sword, right foot in the roses, left foot on a landmine and I just can longer have anyone tell me you care because you fk ass don't 🤡

Here are my other interests and hobbies.

Yeah, recently this month I got into YT cosmic horror podcast, stumbled on Horror Babble and I'd wonder if there are hardcore cosmic horror podcast goers who can show me where I should go nex as well.

And yeah, I should also address if my new serial send friendship can show me who I should listen to next and what stories I should pick up?

Yeah, just let me know where to go because I found Horror Babble VERY recently as well.

And yeah I should also address, I'd wish that Redditors would've seen my Steadfast Dwarven Spider uplift itself from a shout from a Deathlord, that was/were the most funniest thing I've seen this whole month currently 💀

However, just camera angle alongside with the dragon shout just was/were 🤣

Yeah, the camera angle you could hilarious see the 8 legs just lifted off the tomb ruins and just went flying FAR back 🤣

However, those Steadfast Dwarven spiders are well-built. I couldn't believe the spider was/were still alive after how far the spider got uplifted and went flying far back from the Deathlord shout far back.

Greek literature, I need to catch up on this though, Lovecraft stories (fascinating, just not the person.) Japanese Yokai lore, new technologies that are out, Skyrim is what I play every single day, if I'm not on YT or listening to music, occasionally everyday or every other day or two I get on Mario Kart 8 and on occasion Splatoon 3.

Yeah, this is just what interests me single day of the week, nothing changes and this is why asking me what's up will get VERY boring every single day.

Big Macs (no lettuce, no pickles and light Big Mac sauce.) Mcdonald's hot chocolate is amazing in flavor and 10 grams of protein for a small is awesome/kool.

Sea salt caramel.

Sugary or caramel perfume because you know that Sleep Token song huh?

Perfume that smells you walked out a forest because you know you got to remember the House of Veridian in the woods of Arcadia.

If you're also alternative, love deathcore, rock music, djent, different types of core and metal music and then just send me a chat req 🌸

Sleep Token is fusion music, that's what genre that I give Sleep Token as well 🦩

The standard Paradiddle 👑 II 🩷

Music.

Erra, Wage War, I See Stars, Currents, I'd enjoy a variety of metal genres/that even includes old-skool black metal and doom metal as well.

And yeah, just the style of old-skool-black metal bands that I'd enjoy are the 90s era of old-skool-black metal as well.

Lorna Shore (Will Ramos era only.)

How often do I go outside?

However, I should address that I'm not a people person and I'd only go out once or twice a week because I don't enjoy going out.

Yeah, just for me though I would rather be a metaphorical term of a Lovecraft unsocial hide away rathan me going out every single day to be around as well.

Highly disinterest me, maybe my Past Self would and it's just not for me anymore. Gave all away my blessings you know, put down my roses and picked up as well ⚔️

And yeah Lovecraft, I'd enjoy his books and just not the person that he is. Dagon and Mountain of Madness are my favorite as well 💯

However, I should also address that if you're in the grip of nsfw subreddits and you make a lot of comments in the nsfw-subs then don't message me not because of these reasons here.

Yeah, that just goes ''to show what kind of person you really are and I don't want to be around that kind of thing.'' I'm a gray 🩶 ace-poly but my friends don't need to be, I accept all friendships with any pronouns or sexyakuty as well.

Thanks for ignoring my chat req?

Yeah, your profile is completely blank, you can't say your asl, with hobbies, interests and you can only say hi 😂

That's just dry as 🦴 personality, your personality sounds dryer than wall plaster and I'm a VERY depressed person lately, just have some life to you because I don't 😂

Yeah, speaking of personalities for 6 months of being on Reddit I was/were only able to have less than 5 mature conversations about Sleep Token because of these reasons here.

Everyone has a kiddie-pool knowledge of Sleep Token and it's also rare to come across Sleep Token fans that understand that there are a lot of Japanese theatre (Noh.) influences as well.

This is why Reddit is fk ass sht, just close to the same as the Sleep Token community for SOME fake ass fans asking questions ''I don't understand the purpose of the masks, why do mask have to be worn in a ritual and photoshoots?''

Yeah, this person claims they've been listening to Sleep Token for a while yet you can't understand the meaning for a ''ritual.'' what do you think it is?

However, why do think SUPER kiddie-pool thinking and do you think it's just a jazzy-kool name?

However, I should address I just don't understand how people are not grasping the meaning of ''ritual.'' and that Sleep Token does have Japanese influences with Noh theatre and the reason why Japanese theatre that the masks are HIGHLY important to the person alongside the other dancers wearing the masks during a Japanese dance ritual 🪶🦩