I’m just so done with this shitty life

What’s the fucking point of living????? Actually, it’s only suffering. I can’t do this anymore. I can’t pretend. I was seriously about to jump off the train but idk why the fuck did I stop myself? I can’t suffer anymore. I just want to be dead. That’s all.

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u/stillbecoming11 — 2 days ago

I feel disconnected from my own life

Tbh I feel so isolated from everything lately that I don’t even know what I want anymore.
I’m just tired of explaining what’s going on with me. I don’t have the energy to keep putting everything into words and then still feel like nobody really gets it.

Sometimes I just wish there was someone who could understand without me having to explain every single thing. Someone I could talk to without having to think about how I’m going to explain myself or whether I’m being too much and I genuinely can’t tell if I’m actually yearning for a partner or if I’m just yearning for myself and the life I wish I had. Maybe I just miss feeling like myself.
Idk I’m just really tired. 🫠

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u/stillbecoming11 — 3 days ago

I don’t even know what I’m yearning for anymore

Tbh I feel so isolated from everything lately that I don’t even know what I want anymore.
I’m just tired of explaining what’s going on with me. I don’t have the energy to keep putting everything into words and then still feel like nobody really gets it.

Sometimes I just wish there was someone who could understand without me having to explain every single thing. Someone I could talk to without having to think about how I’m going to explain myself or whether I’m being too much and I genuinely can’t tell if I’m actually yearning for a partner or if I’m just yearning for myself and the life I wish I had. Maybe I just miss feeling like myself.
Idk I’m just really tired. 🫠

u/stillbecoming11 — 3 days ago
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I feel disconnected from my own life

Tbh I feel so isolated from everything lately that I don’t even know what I want anymore.
I’m just tired of explaining what’s going on with me. I don’t have the energy to keep putting everything into words and then still feel like nobody really gets it.

Sometimes I just wish there was someone who could understand without me having to explain every single thing. Someone I could talk to without having to think about how I’m going to explain myself or whether I’m being too much and I genuinely can’t tell if I’m actually yearning for a partner or if I’m just yearning for myself and the life I wish I had. Maybe I just miss feeling like myself.
Idk I’m just really tired. 🫠

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u/stillbecoming11 — 3 days ago

I feel disconnected from my own life

Tbh I feel so isolated from everything lately that I don’t even know what I want anymore.
I’m just tired of explaining what’s going on with me. I don’t have the energy to keep putting everything into words and then still feel like nobody really gets it.

Sometimes I just wish there was someone who could understand without me having to explain every single thing. Someone I could talk to without having to think about how I’m going to explain myself or whether I’m being too much and I genuinely can’t tell if I’m actually yearning for a partner or if I’m just yearning for myself and the life I wish I had. Maybe I just miss feeling like myself.
Idk I’m just really tired. 🫠

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u/stillbecoming11 — 3 days ago

Any recommendations for a non-judgmental female gynecologist in Gurgaon?

Hi girlies,
I’m looking for recommendations for a female gynecologist in Gurgaon who’s genuinely kind, listens, and doesn’t judge. I have PCOS/endometriosis-related issues and I’m tired of doctors who dismiss symptoms or make unnecessary comments.

I just want someone who takes women’s health seriously, explains things properly, and creates a comfortable environment.

If you’ve had a good experience, please share the doctor’s name and clinic/hospital.
Thank you so much! :)

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u/stillbecoming11 — 14 days ago

New to Gurgaon, scared as hell, and looking for a job ASAP.

Hey everyone!!
I finally made it to Gurgaon. I’ll be staying with someone for a week, but after that I’ll have to figure things out on my own.

Honestly, I’m scared. This is my first time being here by myself, and after hearing so many stories about the city, I don’t really know what to expect. It’s a weird phase of life where everything feels uncertain.

I’m a 2024 CSE graduate, but due to some personal circumstances, I’m looking for a job ASAP. At this point, I’m open to both tech and non-tech roles with immediate joining. I just want to start working and get back on my feet.

If your company is hiring, or if you know of any genuine openings or referrals in Gurgaon, I’d be really grateful. Even advice on where freshers usually get hired quickly would help a lot.

Also, a small request: I’m only here looking for genuine job leads or advice. Please don’t DM me for anything else. I already have enough on my plate right now, so if you’re reaching out, I hope it’s to help or guide me. I’d really appreciate that.
Thanks in advance.🙏🏻

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u/stillbecoming11 — 24 days ago
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Need honest career guidance. I’m completely lost.

24F here. ( i know it’s not related to the sub i am sorry for that but I am going crazyyy) please mods don’t remove this!!!

I graduated with a B.Tech in CSE in 2024 from a tier-3 college. Since then I’ve been applying everywhere. I’ve honestly lost count but it’s definitely over 1000 applications by now.
I don’t have one clear career path, and maybe that’s my biggest problem.

In college I worked in social media/community management, later I did HR/recruitment internships, and because of my degree I’ve also applied for QA, testing and other tech roles. On top of that I’ve been applying for operations, customer support, chat support… basically anything that can help me start my career.

But nothing seems to be working.
Every domain feels either oversaturated or wants experience. Tech is rough, marketing is rough, HR is rough. At this point I don’t even know what I’m supposed to focus on. If I keep applying everywhere, I feel like I’m becoming average at everything. If I choose one field, I’m scared I’ll waste months and still end up unemployed.

My situation is also a bit urgent, so I can’t really spend another year just figuring things out.

If you were in my place, what would you do?
If there are career paths that are actually hiring freshers in 2026, I’d really appreciate knowing about them. Or if you think I’m making a mistake by trying too many things, please tell me that too.
I just need some direction because right now I genuinely feel stuck.

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u/stillbecoming11 — 1 month ago

Need honest career guidance. I’m completely lost.

24F here.
I graduated with a B.Tech in CSE in 2024 from a tier-3 college. Since then I’ve been applying everywhere. I’ve honestly lost count but it’s definitely over 1000 applications by now.
I don’t have one clear career path, and maybe that’s my biggest problem.

In college I worked in social media/community management, later I did HR/recruitment internships, and because of my degree I’ve also applied for QA, testing and other tech roles. On top of that I’ve been applying for operations, customer support, chat support… basically anything that can help me start my career.

But nothing seems to be working.
Every domain feels either oversaturated or wants experience. Tech is rough, marketing is rough, HR is rough. At this point I don’t even know what I’m supposed to focus on. If I keep applying everywhere, I feel like I’m becoming average at everything. If I choose one field, I’m scared I’ll waste months and still end up unemployed.

My situation is also a bit urgent, so I can’t really spend another year just figuring things out.

If you were in my place, what would you do?
If there are career paths that are actually hiring freshers in 2026, I’d really appreciate knowing about them. Or if you think I’m making a mistake by trying too many things, please tell me that too.
I just need some direction because right now I genuinely feel stuck.

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u/stillbecoming11 — 1 month ago

Need honest career guidance. I’m completely lost.

24F here.
I graduated with a B.Tech in CSE in 2024 from a tier-3 college in India. Since then I’ve been applying everywhere. I’ve honestly lost count but it’s definitely over 1000 applications by now.
I don’t have one clear career path, and maybe that’s my biggest problem.

In college I worked in social media/community management, later I did HR/recruitment internships, and because of my degree I’ve also applied for QA, testing and other tech roles. On top of that I’ve been applying for operations, customer support, chat support… basically anything that can help me start my career.

But nothing seems to be working.
Every domain feels either oversaturated or wants experience. Tech is rough, marketing is rough, HR is rough. At this point I don’t even know what I’m supposed to focus on. If I keep applying everywhere, I feel like I’m becoming average at everything. If I choose one field, I’m scared I’ll waste months and still end up unemployed.

My situation is also a bit urgent, so I can’t really spend another year just figuring things out.

If you were in my place, what would you do?
If there are career paths that are actually hiring freshers in 2026, I’d really appreciate knowing about them. Or if you think I’m making a mistake by trying too many things, please tell me that too.
I just need some direction because right now I genuinely feel stuck.

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u/stillbecoming11 — 1 month ago

Need honest career guidance. I’m completely lost.

24F here.
I graduated with a B.Tech in CSE in 2024 from a tier-3 college. Since then I’ve been applying everywhere. I’ve honestly lost count but it’s definitely over 1000 applications by now.
I don’t have one clear career path, and maybe that’s my biggest problem.

In college I worked in social media/community management, later I did HR/recruitment internships, and because of my degree I’ve also applied for QA, testing and other tech roles. On top of that I’ve been applying for operations, customer support, chat support… basically anything that can help me start my career.

But nothing seems to be working.
Every domain feels either oversaturated or wants experience. Tech is rough, marketing is rough, HR is rough. At this point I don’t even know what I’m supposed to focus on. If I keep applying everywhere, I feel like I’m becoming average at everything. If I choose one field, I’m scared I’ll waste months and still end up unemployed.

My situation is also a bit urgent, so I can’t really spend another year just figuring things out.

If you were in my place, what would you do?
If there are career paths that are actually hiring freshers in 2026, I’d really appreciate knowing about them. Or if you think I’m making a mistake by trying too many things, please tell me that too.
I just need some direction because right now I genuinely feel stuck.

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u/stillbecoming11 — 1 month ago

Need honest career guidance. I’m completely lost.

24F here.
I graduated with a B.Tech in CSE in 2024 from a tier-3 college. Since then I’ve been applying everywhere. I’ve honestly lost count but it’s definitely over 1000 applications by now.
I don’t have one clear career path, and maybe that’s my biggest problem.

In college I worked in social media/community management, later I did HR/recruitment internships, and because of my degree I’ve also applied for QA, testing and other tech roles. On top of that I’ve been applying for operations, customer support, chat support… basically anything that can help me start my career.

But nothing seems to be working.
Every domain feels either oversaturated or wants experience. Tech is rough, marketing is rough, HR is rough. At this point I don’t even know what I’m supposed to focus on. If I keep applying everywhere, I feel like I’m becoming average at everything. If I choose one field, I’m scared I’ll waste months and still end up unemployed.

My situation is also a bit urgent, so I can’t really spend another year just figuring things out.

If you were in my place, what would you do?
If there are career paths that are actually hiring freshers in 2026, I’d really appreciate knowing about them. Or if you think I’m making a mistake by trying too many things, please tell me that too.
I just need some direction because right now I genuinely feel stuck.

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u/stillbecoming11 — 1 month ago

Need honest career guidance. I’m completely lost.

24F here.
I graduated with a B.Tech in CSE in 2024 from a tier-3 college. Since then I’ve been applying everywhere. I’ve honestly lost count but it’s definitely over 1000 applications by now.
I don’t have one clear career path, and maybe that’s my biggest problem.

In college I worked in social media/community management, later I did HR/recruitment internships, and because of my degree I’ve also applied for QA, testing and other tech roles. On top of that I’ve been applying for operations, customer support, chat support… basically anything that can help me start my career.

But nothing seems to be working.
Every domain feels either oversaturated or wants experience. Tech is rough, marketing is rough, HR is rough. At this point I don’t even know what I’m supposed to focus on. If I keep applying everywhere, I feel like I’m becoming average at everything. If I choose one field, I’m scared I’ll waste months and still end up unemployed.

My situation is also a bit urgent, so I can’t really spend another year just figuring things out.

If you were in my place, what would you do?
If there are career paths that are actually hiring freshers in 2026, I’d really appreciate knowing about them. Or if you think I’m making a mistake by trying too many things, please tell me that too.
I just need some direction because right now I genuinely feel stuck.

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u/stillbecoming11 — 1 month ago

Need honest career guidance. I’m completely lost.

24F here.
I graduated with a B.Tech in CSE in 2024 from a tier-3 college. Since then I’ve been applying everywhere. I’ve honestly lost count but it’s definitely over 1000 applications by now.
I don’t have one clear career path, and maybe that’s my biggest problem.

In college I worked in social media/community management, later I did HR/recruitment internships, and because of my degree I’ve also applied for QA, testing and other tech roles. On top of that I’ve been applying for operations, customer support, chat support… basically anything that can help me start my career.

But nothing seems to be working.
Every domain feels either oversaturated or wants experience. Tech is rough, marketing is rough, HR is rough. At this point I don’t even know what I’m supposed to focus on. If I keep applying everywhere, I feel like I’m becoming average at everything. If I choose one field, I’m scared I’ll waste months and still end up unemployed.

My situation is also a bit urgent, so I can’t really spend another year just figuring things out.

If you were in my place, what would you do?
If there are career paths that are actually hiring freshers in 2026, I’d really appreciate knowing about them. Or if you think I’m making a mistake by trying too many things, please tell me that too.
I just need some direction because right now I genuinely feel stuck.

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u/stillbecoming11 — 1 month ago

Need honest career guidance. I’m completely lost.

24F here.
I graduated with a B.Tech in CSE in 2024 from a tier-3 college. Since then I’ve been applying everywhere. I’ve honestly lost count but it’s definitely over 1000 applications by now.
I don’t have one clear career path, and maybe that’s my biggest problem.

In college I worked in social media/community management, later I did HR/recruitment internships, and because of my degree I’ve also applied for QA, testing and other tech roles. On top of that I’ve been applying for operations, customer support, chat support… basically anything that can help me start my career.

But nothing seems to be working.
Every domain feels either oversaturated or wants experience. Tech is rough, marketing is rough, HR is rough. At this point I don’t even know what I’m supposed to focus on. If I keep applying everywhere, I feel like I’m becoming average at everything. If I choose one field, I’m scared I’ll waste months and still end up unemployed.

My situation is also a bit urgent, so I can’t really spend another year just figuring things out.

If you were in my place, what would you do?
If there are career paths that are actually hiring freshers in 2026, I’d really appreciate knowing about them. Or if you think I’m making a mistake by trying too many things, please tell me that too.
I just need some direction because right now I genuinely feel stuck.

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u/stillbecoming11 — 1 month ago

Need honest career guidance. I’m completely lost.

24F here.
I graduated with a B.Tech in CSE in 2024 from a tier-3 college. Since then I’ve been applying everywhere. I’ve honestly lost count but it’s definitely over 1000 applications by now.
I don’t have one clear career path, and maybe that’s my biggest problem.

In college I worked in social media/community management, later I did HR/recruitment internships, and because of my degree I’ve also applied for QA, testing and other tech roles. On top of that I’ve been applying for operations, customer support, chat support… basically anything that can help me start my career.

But nothing seems to be working.
Every domain feels either oversaturated or wants experience. Tech is rough, marketing is rough, HR is rough. At this point I don’t even know what I’m supposed to focus on. If I keep applying everywhere, I feel like I’m becoming average at everything. If I choose one field, I’m scared I’ll waste months and still end up unemployed.

My situation is also a bit urgent, so I can’t really spend another year just figuring things out.

If you were in my place, what would you do?
If there are career paths that are actually hiring freshers in 2026, I’d really appreciate knowing about them. Or if you think I’m making a mistake by trying too many things, please tell me that too.
I just need some direction because right now I genuinely feel stuck.

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u/stillbecoming11 — 1 month ago

Need honest career guidance. I’m completely lost.

24F here.
I graduated with a B.Tech in CSE in 2024 from a tier-3 college. Since then I’ve been applying everywhere. I’ve honestly lost count but it’s definitely over 1000 applications by now.
I don’t have one clear career path, and maybe that’s my biggest problem.

In college I worked in social media/community management, later I did HR/recruitment internships, and because of my degree I’ve also applied for QA, testing and other tech roles. On top of that I’ve been applying for operations, customer support, chat support… basically anything that can help me start my career.

But nothing seems to be working.
Every domain feels either oversaturated or wants experience. Tech is rough, marketing is rough, HR is rough. At this point I don’t even know what I’m supposed to focus on. If I keep applying everywhere, I feel like I’m becoming average at everything. If I choose one field, I’m scared I’ll waste months and still end up unemployed.

My situation is also a bit urgent, so I can’t really spend another year just figuring things out.

If you were in my place, what would you do?
If there are career paths that are actually hiring freshers in 2026, I’d really appreciate knowing about them. Or if you think I’m making a mistake by trying too many things, please tell me that too.
I just need some direction because right now I genuinely feel stuck.

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u/stillbecoming11 — 1 month ago