u/Crocotta1

https://www.reddit.com/r/China/s/N6h32lw8KN

TW: Dead object

A late stage of decomposition. Found him under the mattress
He is so wrinkled and faded. He died way before, but I can’t make myself get rid of him. Made him at 17, he was a body pillow of the character Vu from the Cartoon Network show Clarence. I had to throw away his inner pillow a long time ago because my parents were complaining about the period stains. I did get him a new pillow from ikea but they changed them and it was way too big, It is tattered because my pet rats loved him too (also passed away) they’ed chew on him and leave tiny holes that soon evolved in to large tears, when I tried to put him on the new pillow, every night I had with him since that I’d risk tearing him more. My mom told me that he was probably at the end of his life. I just accepted the fact he was basically dead. I miss him so much. I don’t want to get rid of it, I don’t want to feel like a necrophile.