u/Aj100rise

I want to take some certificate maybe I can find a better job with better pay.

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I'm Indian and live in u.s, I experience a lot of judgment and criticism from my own people especially they have the tendency to ask what is your caste. And I don't really understand what is the whole big deal about the caste thing. And people who have businesses always look down on people who work regular jobs. I could understand like yes business does make more money but not everyone prefers to have a business or has the financial capacity to put money down or something.

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I'm Indian and live in u.s, I experience a lot of judgment and criticism from my own people especially they have the tendency to ask what is your caste. And I don't really understand what is the whole big deal about the caste thing. And people who have businesses always look down on people who work regular jobs. I could understand like yes business does make more money but not everyone prefers to have a business or has the financial capacity to put money down or something.

It's already July and I still don't understand how will I fix my life. I still continue procrastinating and just worrying but coming up with no solution.

I was considering moving to Chicago but seeing the prices of renting an apartment is so much and everything else like health insurance and auto insurance too. But how you supposed to find a place where you could save some money but also get the vibe of a city since majority of job opportunities are usually in a city. Like is there a major difference between a town and city. I think they call it suburbs

They say living in city is usually more expensive but you get everything like job, stores, communities, actives, education. But it's expensive usually and towns on the other hand is cheaper but there is no transportation available and limited job opportunities and more commuting.

I continued procrastinating my whole life and I just wanna make July like a good month for productive and improvement.

Im only 29 and I found out I have gallstones. I don't even know how to get rid of this naturally because doctors say surgery is only option if not that then diet change.

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I can't believe I don't understand how to properly use technology. Like I bought a used iPhone several months ago and still didn't create an account. Meanwhile people have so much deep knowledge about computer and smartphone and all the tricks and hacks and shortcuts. From privacy features to I don't know what else. But my point is I'm only in late 20s and I still don't understand computer language like coding and all those programming languages. And I wanted to learn tech in hopes i can find a job possibly or maybe an interest in learn something cool.

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I can't believe we are already in month of July yet 6 months passed away and I feel as if I'm just where I'm as I was several years ago. I failed to keep my word. Everyday goes in worries like I'll do something but then I don't rather my day goes into worrying , ruminating, overthinking and doubts or avoidance. As if I'm too scared of making excuses or something. And day by day I feel miserable honestly.

I can't believe we are already in month of July yet 6 months passed away and I feel as if I'm just where I'm as I was several years ago. I failed to keep my word. Everyday goes in worries like I'll do something but then I don't rather my day goes into worrying , ruminating, overthinking and doubts or avoidance. As if I'm too scared of making excuses or something. And day by day I feel miserable honestly.

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I'm 30 and I still don't know how to hustle, how to make money, how to seek opportunity, what skills to learn and develop a solid future. I don't know how to make it in this world. With today's unlimited resources and opportunities that exists , I'm still not understanding how life works. It feels like I'm living under someone shadow as if they are the ones who have given me identity and safety and shelter but deep down I don't feel fulfilled in my life as I feel like I have to do things on my own. I have to create my own identity and status and respect. And I feel really dumb that I'm 30 but still don't have a job, don't have skills and a degree, don't drive, don't have friends. Like I'm feeling like some underdeveloped teen. I don't feel like 30. I don't look like 30. I don't talk like 30 and I'm definitely not there where I'm supposed to be at 30.

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I'm 30 and I still don't know how to hustle, how to make money, how to seek opportunity, what skills to learn and develop a solid future. I don't know how to make it in this world. With today's unlimited resources and opportunities that exists , I'm still not understanding how life works. It feels like I'm living under someone shadow as if they are the ones who have given me identity and safety and shelter but deep down I don't feel fulfilled in my life as I feel like I have to do things on my own. I have to create my own identity and status and respect. And I feel really dumb that I'm 30 but still don't have a job, don't have skills and a degree, don't drive, don't have friends. Like I'm feeling like some underdeveloped teen. I don't feel like 30. I don't look like 30. I don't talk like 30 and I'm definitely not there where I'm supposed to be at 30.

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I'm 30 and I still don't know how to hustle, how to make money, how to seek opportunity, what skills to learn and develop a solid future. I don't know how to make it in this world. With today's unlimited resources and opportunities that exists , I'm still not understanding how life works. It feels like I'm living under someone shadow as if they are the ones who have given me identity and safety and shelter but deep down I don't feel fulfilled in my life as I feel like I have to do things on my own. I have to create my own identity and status and respect. And I feel really dumb that I'm 30 but still don't have a job, don't have skills and a degree, don't drive, don't have friends. Like I'm feeling like some underdeveloped teen. I don't feel like 30. I don't look like 30. I don't talk like 30 and I'm definitely not there where I'm supposed to be at 30.

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It's like no matter how many posts or videos I'll see, noting helps when self pity and doubts are so high. It's like my mind just forgets all the good and only focuses so much energy on the negatives. Like I just can't help it.

It's like no matter how many posts or videos I'll see, noting helps when self pity and doubts are so high. It's like my mind just forgets all the good and only focuses so much energy on the negatives. Like I just can't help it.

My parents passed away and so me and my siblings are trying to find a new place to move but unable to make a decision. We don't even know the process of moving to a new place and what things to look for such as jobs, education, convenience, safety, moral support from extended family relatives. But it's like time is less and we feel stressed where to go. And I don't understand what is the main differences between living in a proper city and a small town. Because when I checked apartment prices in small town it was cheaper but there wasn't city transportation available or job opportunities available. If it was then the commute is long. But city life feels more connected however living costs are too much. Like we thought about moving to Houston, Chicago, Virginia.

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Like at this point even celebrities that promote the products are lying because indeed they aren't using the product themselves and anything for money this people will do it. Why is it like that though.

Like at this point even celebrities that promote the products are lying because indeed they aren't using the product themselves and anything for money this people will do it. Why is it like that though.